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She
tried to hide it by the faded denim clothes she wore.
But I knew
she'd never been inside a bar before.
I felt just like a peasant,
who just had met a queen
And she knew I saw right through her
tight fittin' jeans.
I asked her what's a woman
like you doin' here?
I see you're used to champagne, but I'll buy
you a beer.
She said you've got me figured out, but I'm not what
I seem
And for a dance I'll tell you 'bout these tight fittin'
jeans.
She said I married money, I'm used to
wearin' pearls
But I've always dreamed of bein' just a good ol'
boy's girl.
So tonight I left those crystal candle lights to live
a dream,
And partner there's a tiger in these tight fittin'
jeans.
We danced every dance, and Lord the beer
that we went through.
I'm satisfied I did my best to make her
dreams come true.
As she played out her fantasy before my eyes it
seemed,
A cowgirl came alive inside those tight fittin'
jeans.
In my mind she's still a lady, that's all
I'm gonna say.
I knew that I'd been broken by the time we parted
ways.
And I know I held more woman than most eyes have ever seen
That night I knew a lady wearin' tight fittin' jeans.
Well, now she's back in her world, and I'm still stuck in
mine.
But I know I'll always remember the time.
A cowboy once
had, a millionaire's dream.
And Lord I loved that lady wearin'
tight fittin' jeans.
Prologue
The
phone rang shrilly in the stark silence of the apartment. Aya
scowled, snatching the cordless from the base before the first ring
had even finished.
"Fujimiya residence,
this is Aya speaking."
"Strickland
here. This line secure?"
Aya reached over
and flipped the switch that would make the call untraceable. "Is
now. Go for it."
"Rancher in Texas,
last name Benedict, owns around three thousand acres and seems to've
made a fortune off of stolen cattle. You up for it?"
"Where
in Texas?"
"Webb County, just north of
Laredo. But you might want to listen to the rest before you
accept..."
1. Cowgirl
Aya
glanced around the bar, surveying the available seating. The place
was pretty packed; it was a Friday night. There were three spots
open. The first was a tiny booth in the corner, dark and secluded.
No, that wouldn't do. The second was at the bar, between two burly
men who were probably truck drivers. The third was also at the bar,
between the wall and a man with long blonde hair wearing chaps and
spurs.
Aya smiled and sauntered over to where
the man sat. "Mind if I sit here, stranger?"
The
cowboy looked up, gave Aya a once-over glance, then nodded, mumbling
something unintelligible as he turned away again.
"I'm
sorry, what did you say?"
"M' name's
Yoji," the blonde replied, louder this time.
"Ah.
My name is Aya. Nice to see I'm not the only one with a... unique
name."
He turned and squinted at the
redhead. "Mhm. Where you from, Aya?"
"Around."
Yoji
grunted. "What's a girl like you doing in a place like
this?"
Aya arched a delicate eyebrow. "What
do you mean?"
The blonde chuckled. "You
ain't foolin' anyone, lady, no matter what kind o' clothes you put
on. You ain't no cowgirl."
Aya smiled.
"Well, congratulations, cowboy, you win a prize. How about a
dance, and I'll let you in on a little secret?"
Giving
a last, lingering, almost mournful look at the empty glass in front
of him, the cowboy stood and led Aya out onto the dance floor.
"So
what's this 'little secret' of yours?" Yoji asked as they
danced.
The redhead leaned in. "You were
right, I'm not a cowgirl. I've never even set foot on a farm before,
much less a ranch. I was born and raised in the lap of luxury, then
married into more money. But all I've ever really wanted was a simple
life, away from all the fancy airs of high society. I met the Queen
of England and wished I could meet a cowboy."
The
blonde smiled. "Well now you have. What made you choose
Webb?"
"Well, I was hoping to meet the
infamous rancher Benedict. Do you know of him?"
Yoji
threw his head back, laughing uproariously. "Know him? Hell yes,
I know the bastard. I work for him!"
Aya
stifled a cry of triumph at this good fortune. "Oh. Well perhaps
you could introduce me to him sometime?"
"Sure
thing, sweetheart, sure thing. Matter o' fact, if you want, I could
do that tomorrow. Where're you stayin'?"
"The
Desert Flower Hotel, in town."
"Well,
how I'll meet you at the hotel 'round noon tomorrow, and I'll take
you over to the ranch?"
"Sounds good
to me. In the meantime, how about a drink?"
He
laughed again, then led the way back to the bar.
2. Yoji
I stumbled through the door around one in the morning, reeling from the kiss of a redheaded woman I'd met only hours ago, and wondering what the hell was wrong with me. And something niggled at my mind, something that seemed out-of-place, though I couldn't be sure what. Deciding it was the alcohol that had caused this sudden madeness, I put all thoughts of crazy heiress-cowgirl-wannabes out of my head and promptly went to sleep.
~*~
Noon came
entirely too early, and I didn't meet it quite on time. When I
finally peeled my eyes open, the clock on the wall showed that it was
a quarter to two. Cursing, I yanked a clean shirt out of the dresser
and pulled it on, stuffed my feet into my boots, and grabbed my hat
on my way out the door, pulling a jacket on as I sprinted to my
truck, dry-swallowing a couple of pain-killers I always keep on hand
for dealing with hangovers when I'm on the run.
Aya
was sitting in the hotel lobby when I arrived, reading a magazine and
looking bored. The bell above the door tinkled merrily, announcing my
arrival. I thought I saw annoyance in her eyes when she looked up,
but perhaps I had imagined it, for she smiled almost immediately.
That something that had bothered my mind last night returns,
something that was so close to the surface, but I just couldn't quite
put my finger on it. With a mental sigh, I push those thoughts to the
back of my mind and touch a hand to my hat in greeting. "Mornin'.
You ready to go?"
She nods, and lays the
magazine down. "I must admit, Mr. Kudoh, you're quite a popular
figure around here."
Had I told her my last
name? I hadn't thought so, but perhaps...
"You
didn't tell me your last name. I asked around about you. One would
not want to go cavorting about with a complete stranger, you
know."
"Did you - "
"
- Read your mind? No, your face. You have very expressive eyes, and I
am something of an expert at reading people."
"Oh."
There's that something tugging at my thoughts again, something about
Aya, and still I can't place it.
"Something
is bothering you," she remarks.
I shrug.
"Nah. Just a thought I can't quite place. It'll come to me. So
what've ya heard about me? 'M curious."
Aya
smiles. "I must warn you, some of it is rather...
indelicate."
I laugh at this, at the absurd
implication of anything even remotely delicate being connected to my
name. "Sweetheart, there ain't nothin' to warn me for. Unless of
course it offends you."
Her smile
widens. "I like you, cowboy."
"You're
not so bad yourself. But hey, it's gettin' later and later all the
time, so how 'bout we hop in the truck and you can tell me what
you've heard on the way to the ranch?"
"That
sounds like a plan. Lead the way, cowboy."
3. Aya
"They say I did what?!"
Yoji's laugh is much like the rest of him: loud, bold, and full of
life. He laughs with his head thrown back, his emerald eyes crinkling
at the corners, sparkling in his ruddy, weather-worn face.
I
can't help but smile. "Yes. I am guessing by your reaction,
however, that it is not true?"
He grins at
me then. "Oh, it's true, all right. I just didn't think folks
knew about it."
"Oh. Then what about
the incident at Copperhead Creek?"
"Nah.
It was bound to happen sooner or later; that dam busted of it's own
accord, it wasn't none of my doin'." He looks thoughtful for a
moment. "Though I reckon it mighta lasted a bit longer if it
hadn't been for the dynamite..."
"So
there was dynamite involved."
"Weelllllll,
yeah, but not right at the dam! I was downstream... a few
feet..."
"I see." I nod sagely,
trying desperately not to laugh, though I feel my lips curling up at
the corners. Who is this man, really? Years of working for Strickland
have all but destroyed my sense of humor, replacing it with cynicism
and sarcasm, yet I find myself laughing uncontrollably at the antics
of this wayward cowboy. And something tells me he sees through my
lie, whether he realizes it or not. If he has, I'll have to dispose
of him immediately. I don't want to do that. And that's what disturbs
me the most.
~*~
Okay, Fujimiya.
Pause, rewind, and try it again. You are not flirting. Not.
Flirting. With the cowboy of all people.
Well,
the little voice in the back of his mind whispered, it will
help with the mission if you get close to the subject, and getting
close to the ranch hand gets you a step closer to the rancher.
Besides, Yoji might have information about Benedict. Hell, he might
even be helping him heist cattle.
That
rationalization in mind, I return my attention to what the blonde is
saying.
"The main house is just up ahead;
I'm pretty sure the boss is home. If not, he'll be back by this
evening. In the meantime, I could show you around the ranch until he
returns."
I nod, unsure of whether he
expects a response or not, then find that I don't have to worry about
it as he lapses into silence.
4. The Infamous Rancher Benedict
Yoji's truck sputtered to a stop in
the circular driveway, and he frowned at the dashboard. Shaking his
head, he hopped out, adjusting his hat as he walked around and opened
the passenger door, then led the way up the stone walk.
A
young, plain-faced woman opened the door. Yoji smiled winningly at
her, tipping his hat. "Good afternoon, Miss Greeley, you're
looking lovlier than ever. Is the boss home?"
"He
sure is. Somethin' wrong with the cattle?" She peered over
Yoji's shoulder at Aya, who smiled in greeting. "Or are ya here
on a social visit?"
"Miss Fujimiya
wanted t'meet the - what was it, love?"
"Infamous
rancher Benedict," Aya supplied, wanting nothing more than to
smack Yoji upside the back of his head at the term of endearment. If
he only knew...
"Well," Miss Greeley
replied, "y'all come on in and I'll tell Mr. Benedict that y'all
are here." She led them into what Aya presumed to be a parlor,
then disappeared through a set of double doors.
Yoji
grinned and folded his lanky body into an armchair. "Most
wonderful woman ever to grace the earth with her presence, Jane is.
She's the boss's housekeeper. Got a heart of gold."
Aya
arched an eyebrow. "Are you... involved with her, then?"
The
blonde chuckled. "Jane? Naw. She's too good for me. Well, that
and she's sworn off men. She fell in love once, but the fellow took
off, and that was that. Says she'll die a spinster. I reckon that'll
be the way of it, too. Shame, really, 'cause I reckon she'd be a
wonderful wife. But she's more like a sister to me now. Known her for
close to ten years, long before either of us started workin' for
Benedict." He glanced over Aya's shoulder, and chuckled again,
standing. "Speak of the Devil, and He shall appear. Miss
Fujimiya, may I introduce you to Mr. John Benedict, my boss, the
'infamous rancher'. Boss, this is Aya Fujimiya. She was aimin' to
meet ya, so I brought her over."
Aya stood
as well, extending a hand. "Pleased to meet you, Mr.
Benedict."
"The pleasure is mine, Miss
Fujimiya," Benedict replied.
They shook
hands, and the redhead scrutinized Benedict quickly. Clad in an
obviously expensive tailored suit, Adam Benedict was of medium build
with nondescript brown hair and brown eyes.
Miss
Greeley served tea, and they talked of inconsequential things for
some time before Aya said, "So, Mr. Benedict, have you always
been a cattle rancher?"
He smiled. "To
tell you the truth, Miss Fujimiya, I've only been in the business for
three years." He glanced at his watch, frowning. "Well, I
hate to cut this visit short, but I have things to do. I'll be going
out of town for a few weeks, and I need to leave here in an hour.
Yoji, I've already informed the others that Jack will be in charge
while I'm gone. And now, if you'll excuse me, I must bid you all
farewell. Miss Greeley will show you to the door."
As
though summoned by the sound of her name, the housekeeper reappeared
to usher them out. Replacing his hat on his head, Yoji tipped it to
her, smiling. "Good seein' ya again, Jane. You gimme a holler
next time you're in town, and dinner's on me."
She
smiled back. "I hear ya, you rascal. Now git, before your lady
friend catches on to your womanizing ways."
He
laughed. "Yes, ma'am."
~*~
Adam Benedict watched the pair leave, a scowl forming. There was something that bothered him about the woman. He'd have to watch out for that one; she seemed to know something more than she let on. Yoji had worked for him ever since he'd bought the ranch three years ago, but he hadn't involved the man in any of his schemes. The cowboy was too straight-laced; he'd go directly to the police. Benedict turned from the window. He didn't like this development at all.
5. Discovery
"So, Miss Aya," Yoji
drawled. "Shall I return you to the hotel?"
Aya
smiled. "Is there another option?"
The
blonde grinned. "Well, yes, actually, I did have something in
mind."
"And what might that
be?"
"Well, I was thinkin' the horses
need exercised, and since you wanted 'a simple life', as you so
charmingly put it, I figured I might as well show you how it works
around here. If that's all right with you, of course."
Aya
grinned in triumph. "That would be great."
"Alrighty
then, let's hop back in the truck and ride over to the stable."
He opened the passenger door for Aya, then climbed in the driver's
side. The truck rumbled to life and Yoji peeled out of the driveway
with a gleeful cackle.
~*~
Okay, Kudoh,Yoji told himself sharply, it's a ride around the ranch. NOTHING MORE. Enough mooning around. What the hell is your problem anyway? You don't even like women! Get a grip on yourself. Or else. Rubbing a hand over his face, he turned his eyes back to the road.
~*~
Yoji's horse was a tall
black stallion named Storm. Twenty-three hands high, the blonde
informed Aya proudly. Aya, meanwhile, prowled the rows of stalls,
examining each horse carefully, finally settling on a slightly
smaller roan gelding whose nameplate labeled him Beau. After saddling
the horses, they walked with the animals out into the corral and
mounted.
Yoji looked over at the redhead. "Have
you ever ridden before?"
"Many years
ago."
The blonde nodded. "We'll go
slow."
And they did. At first. But Aya
quickly adjusted to the rhythm of horseback riding, and soon they
were racing along forest trails, through open pastures, and back
again. Yoji finally called to Aya that they needed to return before
it got too dark, and they began to make their way back toward the
ranch.
Stopping at a stream, they let the horses
drink and Yoji explained a bit to Aya about what he did for a living.
"Cowboying is regulated by the life cycle of the cattle. We got
calving in late winter and early spring, usually February through
April. Summer roundup is in May and June."
"What
is the summer roundup?" Aya asked curiously.
"We
gather the cows and calves all into one area, then brand, vaccinate,
and de-horn the calves. Hay gets cut and baled in the summer. Then in
the fall, there's another roundup to wean the calves and sell any
cows that ain't pregnant. In the winter, depending on the snowfall,
we feed the cows with the hay we made durin' the fall."
"It
sounds like a busy life," Aya remarked.
The
cowboy nodded. "Yeah, that it is. 'M on a bit of a vacation
right now, though it's 'bout over. New cows comin' in in a few days,
and then we start up full swing."
"Who's
'we'?"
"Me'n th' other hands, Jack,
Luke, Jessie, an' Marcus."
"Ah. So
that was the facts of cowboying. What is it really
like?"
Yoji glanced sideways at the
redhead, suppressing a smile. "You're smart, Aya. I like that.
I'll be straight with ya though: It's a dirty job. It's hard work,
and sometimes dangerous. Gotta be careful. And it's lonely. Ya spend
a lotta time talkin' to your horse. Horse is your best friend out
there, lemme tell ya. You'll never get rich bein' a cowboy, but I
ain't in it for the money. There's a lot out there that ya just can't
put a price on, y'know? The country is absolutely beautiful, and
seein' the sunrise and sunset every day is one of life's simplest
pleasures. And when you've done a day's hard work, ya get a feelin'
of accomplishment. Then in th' evenin', ya lay out an' watch the
stars come out, and it takes your breath away." He paused, then
continued. "Ya learn a lot about the animals, too. Folks could
learn a lot from them. And ya learn a lot from the other hands and
the boss. Best compliment any cowboy could ever get is to hear that
he's done a good job, that he's a good hand. It's the simple things
that matter." He broke off, looking up at the sky. "Well,
we'd best be headin' back now; it's gettin' dark mighty fast."
Aya
nodded, startling out of the reverie Yoji's words had created. "Why
don't you have a girlfriend?" Aya blurted.
Yoji
stopped for a moment, looking at Aya with a strange look on his face.
Then he burst into laughter. "You mean, after all the things
you've heard about me, you haven't heard that?"
Aya
stared at him in confusion.
Yoji sobered
quickly. "I'm gay, love. I haven't had a girlfriend since fourth
grade."
The redhead drew back in surprise.
"Oh. Erm, well, let's get back then, shall we?"
Yoji
nodded and remounted, turning Storm toward the ranch. Aya mounted
Beau, and they rode back to the stable in silence.
Yoji
dismounted, then walked over to help Aya down. As the redhead slid
from the saddle, the saddle slipped sideways, spilling them both to
the ground, the blonde breaking Aya's fall.
Aya
stood quickly, peering at the saddle. "The girth loosened. It
must have happened when we watered the horses. It's a good thing it
didn't happen while we were riding." The redhead broke off,
noticing Yoji's stare. "What?"
Yoji
started to say something, closed his mouth, then opened it once more.
"You - you're - you..." He trailed off, his eyes wide.
Then, realizing he was still on the ground, he jumped to his feet,
brushing himself off, not once taking his eyes off Aya. "You're
not a woman," he said finally.
Aya stared
at the blonde. "I beg your pardon?"
Yoji
could feel a muscle in the corner of his eye begin to twitch. "You.
Are. A man."
The redhead's violet eyes
narrowed to dangerous slits. "That is the most preposterous
thing I have ever heard. I am most certainly a woman, and a lady at
that, and if you were any kind of gentleman you would not say such
things."
"Prove
it."
"WHAT?!!"
"Prove
it."
Aya's voice was like ice. "And
how do you propose I do that?"
Yoji
arched an eyebrow. "Take your pick. If you're really a woman,
you ain't gotta worry about me seein' your body, seein' as how I'm
not exactly interested in women."
Aya
fled.
6. What Now?
Strickland
answered on the second ring, to my immense relief. "Strickland,
my identity has been compromised," Aya informed him.
There
was silence on the other end for a moment. Then, "Elucidate.
Details. Who, what, when, where, why, how."
"I...
fell on a man. Dismounting a horse."
"And
who might that man be?"
"Yoji Kudoh, a
ranch hand working for Benedict."
"Has
Mr. Kudoh informed his employer of his discovery?"
"I
don't know."
"Find out. If he has, get
out of there."
"And if not?"
"I
leave it to your discretion."
Translation:
Kill him if he showed any intention of telling. Aya swallowed,
wondering why he didn't like the sound of that prospect. Then he gave
himself a swift mental kick. Enough nonsense. "Yes, sir. I will
report back within twenty-four hours' time."
"Affirmative."
A click, and then the dial tone was the only thing on the other end.
Aya returned the phone to it's cradle, flicked the security switch,
then leaned back in the armchair, massaging his temples. Damn Kudoh!
Damn the man to the depths of Hell. And damn himself for a fool.
Rising, he grabbed his coat from the bed where he'd thrown it,
pulling it on as he slipped out the door, locking it behind him.
7. Tight Fittin' Jeans
Yoji stared blankly at
the wall, fighting the urge to laugh hysterically as he nursed a
fifth glass of whiskey. The irony and humor of the situation was not
lost on his weary mind.
A sudden hush fell over
the bar, and Yoji twisted in his seat to stare blearily through the
crowd, trying to see what was going on.
"What
was going on" nearly made him choke on his mouthful of whiskey,
and some of it went up his nose, burning and making his eyes water.
Aya had made his way to the bar, and the redhead was dressed to kill
in low-slung, skin-tight jeans that hugged his hips gracefully,
topped by a midriff-baring shirt the color of his eyes. A single
earring dangled from his left ear. The redhead's gaze swept over Yoji
once, then dismissed him as he turned to the bartender and ordered a
vodka and tonic.
Yoji glared at Aya as the
redhead slid onto the bar stool beside him. "What the hell are
you doing here dressed like that? You're gonna have
every red-blooded bastard in this place ready t' take a tire iron t'
your head!"
Aya arched a delicate eyebrow.
"Really? Why's that?"
The blonde
scowled. "You might as well hang a sign over your head that says
'faggot'."
"I see. And you don't have
a thing to worry about?"
Yoji smiled
humorlessly. "I've already taken a few tire irons t' the head,
given back twice as hard, and earned my place. I've been around here
for twenty years. Folks let me be, and I let them be. But them boys
ain't gonna take a display like that lyin' down. You'd be doin' wise
to get out before that pretty face o' yours gets rearranged."
Aya
chuckled darkly. "Oh, I think I can handle it."
As
if in response to their conversation, two of the older Maithway
brothers, who had quite a reputation for being troublemakers,
materialized at the bar on either side of the pair.
"Evenin',
Yoji," drawled Mike, the older of the two, seated at his side.
"Who's your friend?"
The blonde
sighed. "Go away, Mike. No need for your shit, y'hear?"
"Aw,
c'mon," Percy said from Aya's side. "We're just bein'
friendly, ain't we, brother?"
Mike grinned,
revealing a missing tooth. "O' course we are. What's your name,
pretty boy?"
Aya eyed the two of them,
considering. After a moment, he replied, "I don't think that's
really any of your business."
Percy
scowled. "Now that ain't real nice. We was jus' tryin' to be
friendly. No need to get snippy."
Mike
folded his arms over his chest. "I don't think I like your tone,
pretty boy."
"I don't think I like you
in general," Aya shot back, violet eyes flashing.
The
brothers stood. "You wanna make somethin' of it?" Percy
asked menacingly.
Aya stood as well. "Try
me. Outside, right now."
Yoji resisted the
urge to force Aya back into his seat. "Really now, guys, there's
no need for - "
Three pairs of glaring eyes
immediately turned on him. He shrugged. "Okay, but I ain't
takin' nobody to the hospital," he said with a pointed look at
Aya.
Aya's laugh was almost threatening, echoing
in Yoji's ears.
~*~
Yoji winced as he
touched his jaw. "I can't believe you were gonna take on Mike
and Percy both. You crazy?"
Aya shrugged.
"Probably. I can't believe you came to help me."
"Tch.
It was seven t' one; I wasn't gonna just walk away, y'know."
"And
seven to two is that much better?"
"Better'n
seven t' one! Idiot..."
The redhead
shrugged again. "I never asked you to get involved."
"Yeah.
Well. You want dropped off at the hotel?"
Aya
considered. "I think I should find somewhere else to
stay."
"There ain't any other hotels
'round here."
"Oh." A moment of
silence. Then, "Know of anywhere else nearby?"
"Next
town's got a hotel, but it's an hour's drive."
"Damn..."
The
minutes ticked by as they sat in silence. Then Yoji said quietly,
"Y'can crash at my place, if ya want. I've got a spare
bedroom."
Aya considered.
"They'll
never come near the place, even if they do figure out that's where
you are," Yoji muttered.
This inspired a
burst of laughter from the smaller man. "That was hardly a
worry, but thank you for that reassurance."
The
blonde scowled.
As his laughter subsided, Aya
nodded. "If you'll take me to the hotel to pick up my things, I
would be quite grateful for the use of your spare bedroom. As long as
you promise not to try to kill me while I sleep."
"Y'know,
I liked you better as a woman."
~*~
Back
at Yoji's apartment, Aya sized him up. "The bathroom."
"Huh?" Yoji froze. The
hell?
"Follow me to the bathroom, idiot.
Your face is a sight."
Oh.
"This
lil cut?" Yoji pressed a Kleenex against his face. "'S no
worse than a shaving nick! I'm fine." He removed his hand and
left the tissue stuck there to illustrate his point.
Aya
tilted his head, his violet eyes flickering as he examined the
blonde's face carefully. Yoji began to grin. Then Aya reached up and
yanked the tissue away.
"SON OF A
BITCH!!!"
The words reverberated in the
small apartment.
Yoji jerked away from the
redhead. "That hurt, you bastard!"
"See?"
Aya grabbed Yoji by the wrist, pulling him into the bathroom.
The
blonde sat quietly while Aya swabbed the cut with peroxide and placed
several bandaids carefully over it.
"I
don't think it will scar," Aya declared as he stepped back to
study his handiwork.
"Hn. Guess I should
thank ya."
Aya rolled his eyes.
"Hardly."
Yoji considered sliding his
arms around the waist so close to him. "I guess not," he
agreed, keeping a certain amount of glee out of his voice. There was
way too much of that beautiful body way to close to him, and Aya's
shirt had torn during the fight...
Aya tilted
his head again. "Like what you see, cowboy?"
Yoji
gulped. Was Aya suggesting...? "Can't lie to ya."
Aya
shifted, his eyes flashing again.
Yoji began to
doubt his chances.
"That's just fine,"
Aya's voice was a growl in his ear as arms went around him. Yoji
caught a flash of a feral grin and then they were stumbling out of
the little bathroom, headed certainly for the nearest piece of
furniture, mouths locked, contained violence in every movement and
the press of their bodies against each other.
They
hit the wall outside the bathroom and paused, Aya's tongue deep in
his mouth, hands wandering over lean contours blindly, pushing aside
clothing with impatience. Yoji could feel that Aya was every bit as
eager as he was. An erection had blossomed in his pants and he ground
himself against Aya, feeling the other man hook one leg around his,
pressing them together until not an inch remained unbreached between
them.
"What do you want, Yoji?" Aya's
breath touched his neck, followed by the considering line of his
tongue. "How far do you want this to go?"
"All
the way," Yoji replied without hesitation. He shifted against
Aya, rubbing himself slow against him and feeling the flare of
interest, the catch of his breath, knowing it was maddening. The
thought pleased him. "I want to feel you in me, Aya."
Aya's breath was ragged. "Let's find a
bed, okay?"
"Okay," Yoji
acquiesced with a come-hither smile.
Still
entwined, they staggered up the hall. Aya's mouth fed at his as he
maneuvered him back into a bedroom -- presumably the spare room,
judging by the neutral colors -- and he felt something hit the back
of his knees and they were collapsing together. Aya's mouth was
buried in the curve of his neck, tongue flicking against the skin,
hands busy on the buttons of Yoji's flannel shirt. Yoji clasped Aya's
buttocks in his hands and groaned soft encouragement.
Aya
pulled away from his neck. "Do you have any... any..." He
paused and panted. "You know?"
"In
a jacket pocket," Yoji murmured back, "somewhere. Condom,
too."
Aya's teeth flashed in the darkness
of the bedroom. "Around here?"
Yoji
laughed quietly. "Eternally hopeful."
Aya
settled on top of him, breathing hard, pushing aside still-tangling
clothing to make it less constrictive. Yoji arched, writhing in
silent invitation as he felt Aya's hand down below, dabbling slick
fingers around his entrance.
They both stopped
breathing, eyes locked, as Aya hovered between Yoji's legs. This
wasn't something new to either of them, but it was different,
somehow, and they both knew it. Then Yoji gave an "I don't give
a damn" grin, and nothing else mattered.
With
an explosive cry that tore through both of them, Aya pushed through
and sheathed himself deep, in one motion. Yoji's eyes fell shut as he
felt it fill him, Aya's throbbing length taking him with a stroke.
His hands clutched at nothing until fingers twined with his. Then
they clutched at each other.
"More,"
Yoji gasped, hardly recognizing himself. "Deeper."
Aya's harsh breath acquired a desperate edge
and his hips rolled, obliging Yoji with faster, deeper thrusting
rhythm. He bent and Yoji felt lips on his and he kissed back, darting
his tongue between Aya's lips. Their tongues twined as their fingers
had, and Yoji arched up to meet the desperate-quick motion of Aya's
hips. With the liquid friction between them, the sex-laden tension
that had been drawing fire until touching each other was like placing
a hand on a vibrating-taut wire, they couldn't hold out long.
Yoji bit down on Aya's lip, sucking, his entire
body contracting around the point where Aya was entering him, again
and again. He groaned and felt his orgasm flow outward. Their hands
gripped so tight he was surprised in a vague way that bones didn't
crack, especially given their considerable strenght, as proven in the
earlier fight.
With a cry, Aya went still,
buried to the hilt. His sweaty forehead nuzzled against Yoji's
perspiring cheek. His mouth sought Yoji's and his hips moved again,
seeming tentative, but pulsing in tight, hard little circles as he
ground his pumping erection deep and Yoji felt the redhead's climax
within him.
Aya collapsed on top of him, head
buried in the curve of Yoji's neck, lips moving against salty skin.
Yoji stared at the ceiling for a moment, feeling as if he glowed like
a hundred-watt bulb in the wake of that intense sensation. He hadn't
come that hard in a long time.
Then he made a
face. It was cooling on the bared flash of his belly and, he was
sure, whatever parts of his clothing it had spattered on.
"Aya."
He gave the redhead's hands a gentle squeeze.
"Unh."
A kiss pressed against his neck. Unexpectedly, it made him feel even
warmer.
"C'mon, you're heavy. And my legs
are jacked up in a ridiculous position."
Aya
made a face at the blonde, rolling off him. "Yeah, yeah,
whatever you say, cowboy."
Yoji grinned.
"Hey, Aya..."
"Hm?"
"Ya
oughta wear those jeans more often. I like seein' your ass in 'em."
There was no reply for a moment, and then said
jeans were thrown rather forcefully at his head.
8. Morning After
"So why are you here?" Yoji
asked curiously.
"Hmm?" Aya looked up
from the newspaper he'd been perusing.
"What
brought you here to Webb County?"
"I
wanted to meet Adam Benedict."
Yoji
snorted. "Yeah. Right. And Storm just sprouted wings."
The
redhead shrugged. "Stranger things have
happened."
"Indeed."
Aya
laid the paper down. "So, is Benedict a good employer?"
Yoji
shrugged. "He pays me decent wages, and gives me a month's
vacation every year. Better'n a lot of folks I've worked
for."
"Hn. I've been thinking of
getting into ranching. I really did come here to meet Benedict. I
want to buy cattle from him."
"Oh.
You'll have to talk to him. If you want, I can take you back over
tomorrow."
Aya nodded thoughtfully. "Do
you know where he gets his cattle?"
Yoji
shrugged. "I dunno. Some guy further north ships 'em down, every
summer. Pretty soon, actually, in just a few days. I reckon he does
the buying personally, and then the folks he's buying from ship the
critters."
Aya arched an eyebrow. "You
don't see the cattle before they arrive?"
"Oh,
I'm sure Benedict does. Me, I don't worry about it. I'm just a ranch
hand, doin' what I'm paid t' do. The rest is his business." He
shrugged again. "That's the way it's always been, since the
beginnin'. Benedict made the rules quite clear from the get-go. He
does the business, an' the rest of us're just there to do the dirty
work." He looked thoughtful for a moment. "'Cept mebbe
Jack. He's the boss's right hand man, y'know? Don't get me wrong,
there ain't nothin' between 'cept business. But Benedict leaves him
in charge all the time when he leaves, an' Jack's always around,
always knowin' what's goin' on long b'fore the rest of us do."
The blonde shrugged. "I reckon Jack's his bastard or somethin'.
They look a lot alike, an' Benedict's old enough to have a son Jack's
age, whether he looks it or not. Not that it's none o' my business.
Jus' my way o' rationalizin', I reckon."
Aya's
eyebrows inched dangerously close to his hairline. "Really?"
Yoji
nodded distractedly, eyeing his coffee suspiciously. "How much
coffee grounds didja use in this, Aya?"
"Ummm...
I didn't measure?"
The blonde's eyes almost
crossed. "Aya... have you ever made coffee before?"
"Um.
No."
Placing the cup carefully on the
counter, Yoji shook his head. "Remind me t' teach ya how
sometime."
Aya nodded sheepishly. Then he
re-focused. "Yoji, I'm going to go out on a limb here and level
with you. I haven't been telling you the whole truth."
The
other man looked at him warily. "Are you gonna tell me you used
to be a woman or some crazy shit like that? 'Cause if so, I'd just as
soon not know."
Aya swallowed a laugh. "Not
quite. I'm talking about why I'm here. I came here to see Benedict,
but not for the reason you think."
"Hmph.
So why're ya here then?"
"The people I
work for want me to investigate Benedict. My superiors have reason to
believe that your boss may be rustling cattle."
Yoji
leaned back in his chair and was silent for several long minutes.
"So, you're a cop." It wasn't a question.
The
redhead considered. "Not quite. But close enough. Anyway, what I
need to know is if you can help me."
He
blew out a puff of breath. "You want me to help you prove that
my boss is a criminal?"
Aya ran a hand
casually through his hair. "Well, look at it this way: if you
don't, I tell them you've been helping him and you can share his jail
time. Who knows, maybe the two of you can be butt
buddies."
Emerald eyes narrowed to slits.
"That sounds like blackmail."
The
redhead sucked in a breath. "Blackmail is such a crude word. I
prefer... extortion. The 'x' makes it sound cool. So, what do you say
we get down to business?"
~*~
Yoji
glanced at Aya. "I really hope you're right about this, 'cause
if you're wrong, it's my job on the line."
The
redhead smiled. "Don't worry. You'll have another job when this
is over. Someone will arrange it."
"Oooh,
that sounds so CIA. What next, you gonna whip out a laser and start
blastin' aliens?"
Violet eyes glared
daggers at him. "You know, I liked you better when I was a
woman, too. You were a lot nicer then."
Yoji
opened his mouth to retort, but was silenced by Aya's hand over his
mouth.
"Someone's coming," the younger
man hissed in his ear. "Make yourself as small as
possible."
The blonde crouched and fell
silent as Aya hastily checked to be sure the camcorder was in place,
then carefully esconced himself in shadows.
Benedict
strode into the barn, followed by a tall man in tweed. "Well,
Jamison," Benedict said, "the new heifers are precisely
what I wanted. How much?"
"Forty
grand. They weren't easy to get ahold of, lemme tell you. Seems folks
are tightening security against rustling."
Benedict
silenced him with a glare. "Enough talk of such things. The
money will be transferred to your account immediately."
The
other man shook his head. "No can do, sorry. It's gotta be
cash."
Benedict's eyes narrowed. "There's
never been a problem before. Why the sudden change of
heart?"
"Listen, man, I got bills to
pay, and banks just ain't as reliable as they used to be. I need
something tangible."
Benedict pulled a gun
from inside his coat. "How's this for tangible?"
The
shot was loud in the enclosure of the barn, but Yoji knew it wouldn't
be heard outside. Benedict had had every building on the ranch
soundproofed, a project Yoji himself had overseen, though he hadn't
understood Benedict's motive for such a thing at the time. Now he
understood all too well, and it made him slightly
nauseous.
Benedict pulled out a cell and punched
a few buttons. In the stillness, they could hear the ringing on the
other end, then a man's voice answering. "Hello?"
"Cleanup,"
Benedict barked. "Barn. Now." He snapped the phone shut,
cutting off any reply, and strode out of the barn.
Yoji
let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. "Can we
get outta here now, Aya?" He inched toward the edge of the
loft.
Aya shook his head, laying a restraining
hand on Yoji's arm. "We have to figure out who he called. And
whoever it is, that person will be here soon enough. Besides, if we
leave now, we double our chances of getting caught by either Benedict
or this other person. Just stay down and stay quiet."
The
blonde nodded and retreated. A few minutes later, the door opened
again, and a short, grumpy-looking man in chaps and spurs stomped in,
carrying a length of rope and an industrial-sized trashbag. Scowling,
he squatted beside the body, and peered closely at the head. After a
moment's scrutiny, he nodded to himself and began stuffing the dead
man into the trashbag. Propping the bag in the corner, he stomped
back out the door, returning a moment later with a rag and a bucket
of water, which he began cleaning the blood off the floor with. After
thoroughly scrubbing every inch of blood-spattered concrete, he
pitched the water outside, tossed the rag in the trashbag, and strew
fresh straw across the floor. Hefting the bag over one shoulder, he
stomped out a final time.
Aya glanced over at
Yoji. The blonde was deathly pale. "What?"
"I'mma
be sick," Yoji choked, his eyes wide.
"Alright,
let's get you out of here."
Yoji clutched
at Aya's arm, his eyes wild. "That - that was Jack. The one
cleanin' up. He... I've known him for years! We used t' shoot pool
t'gether, an' when we was out on the cattle rides, we'd drink whiskey
by the campfire, and... and..."
Aya nodded,
unsure of what else to say as the blonde rambled on weakly. Turning
off the camcorder, he stuffed it into his jacket and climbed down the
ladder out of the loft, making sure Yoji made it down without
falling.
Outside, away from the barn, the cowboy
puked until all he could do was dry-heave. Aya held the other man's
long hair out of his face, and then the two of them returned to
Yoji's apartment in silence.
9. Desperation
After
Yoji has rinsed his mouth several times with water, he stands
silently in the kitchen for a moment. I stand there, uncertain of
what to do. Then he looks at me with haunted eyes. "I'm gonna
get a shower," he mutters, and stumbles toward the
bathroom.
I know what he's feeling. I know,
because I've felt that way. I've witnessed murders before. And I've
done more than my share of killing. The first time I saw someone
killed in front of me, I was seven. My father shot my mother right in
front of me and my sister, then shot himself. I remember how I felt
in that moment: horrified, terrified, awed, and oddly detached. The
first time I killed a man in cold blood, I was twenty-three. I spent
hours in the shower afterward, scrubbing and scrubbing until I'd
scrubbed my skin raw, and then scrubbing some more, not even feeling
the pain, long after the hot water ran out, until I was too tired to
continue. Convinced my hands were permanently stained with blood, I'd
washed them obsessively for weeks afterward, unable to pass a water
source without trying to erase the proof of what I'd done.
It's
almost an hour before he emerges, clad in only a towel, his hair
dripping on the carpet, but he doesn't care. His eyes are hollow,
searching, and I know what he's searching for. I also know what he
needs to ease what he's feeling. And when he comes to me, I take him
in my arms without a second thought.
His skin is
chilled by the time he reaches me, and he shivers, though I suspect
that it's only partially from cold. I do my best to warm him up,
rubbing my hands up and down his arms, pulling him closer as we
tumble to the couch. He twists, wanting to be on the bottom, and I
move with him, my face buried in his neck. His hands tangle in my
hair as we kiss, then he's pulling at my clothes with quiet
desperation.
Our first coupling is nothing short
of violent; he won't have it any other way, and I'm helpless to deny
him anything at this point. Gods help me, I'm falling for this
cowboy, and I know it. Then he looks at me questioningly, his hands
running over my ass, and I know what he wants. My breath catches in
my throat with the realization, and it's all I can do to nod, almost
dizzy with desire.
"Facedown?" The
word is whispered hesitantly, almost shyly, and it sends a surge of
lust right through me at the thought. I turn over, feeling my face
flush despite myself.
I can feel him shift on
the couch, curling up between my legs and urging them to spread apart
wider. Obliging, I start to wonder what he's up to. Then cool hands
spread apart my ass cheeks, and the feel of warm breath is all the
warning I have before a moist tongue presses against me.
It's
so hard to bite back on choking out his name at the pleasure that's
causing me to writhe on the couch. Yoji continues to lick and spear
his tongue inside of me, and I arch my hips upwards, silently begging
for more. Then I have to sink my teeth into my bottom lip as one of
his hands starts to stroke my cock, teasing me with the tips of
callused fingers along my length before they clench around me. I
taste blood for a moment, and then tuck my head against the cushion.
And then something moist and warm pushing its way inside me depletes
any semblance of coherent thought that may have survived. This is too
fucking good to ruin with thinking.
I'm so close
to coming, and he realizes it, retreating. His breath catches for a
moment, and then a hand pulls at my hips, urging them upwards. Rising
onto my hands and knees, I let out a moan when I feel my cowboy start
to push, slowly easing his length inside me. It's so hard to resist
the urge to shift back against him and take him all in at once, but
the hands gripping my hips prevent me from doing that anyway. He's
afraid of hurting me - as if he could - but I say nothing, only bite
harder into the cushion.
Once he's mostly inside
me, Yoji pulls out and thrusts back in, making me whimper from the
feel of him, the intense heat flooding my entire being. A hand lets
go of my hip, crawling its way along my stomach, and I suck in my
breath at the sensation, pushing back against Yoji as I do so. He
starts to stroke me once more and leans down to nip at my neck. When
he kisses my shoulder, I can feel the desperation he's feeling once
more, straining in his body.
Then he starts to
thrust in earnest, slowly at first, but each stroke so damn steady
and deep that I toss back my head, arching my back and letting out a
groan as he hits my sweet spot, and I'm sure my eyes have crossed.
He's chanting my name like a mantra, over and over again, pressing
urgent kisses to every inch of skin he can reach. The thrusts speed
up, and I'm practically sobbing from the feel of him so deep inside
of me, filling me with warmth and bliss, and frustrated by being
unable to express how much I want him, love him, need him. All I can
choke out is for him to go faster, harder, and he complies. A hand
tangles on my hair, yanking me up until I'm kneeling on his lap. I
push down on him forcefully, needing all of him, and whimper as his
mouth fastens on the skin between my shoulder blades. His arm wraps
around my chest, pulling me tight against him, our sweaty skin
clinging as he rocks his hips up, sharp teeth nipping at my ear. My
entire world is pleasure and him, around and inside of me, filling me
with a warmth that spreads outwards, setting my nerves on fire. With
a hoarse cry I come, my body shuddering and heart beating
frantically.
He growls my name a final time
against my skin, thrusting once, twice more, before he comes as well,
pulsing deep inside of me, his face pressed against my shoulder. We
fade back to reality together, his arms around my waist and chest,
one of mine entangled in his hair, keeping his head on my shoulder.
Breathing in unison, we enjoy the feel of each other, whispering each
other's name. When the sweat on our bodies starts to cool, Yoji lets
go of me, his arms sliding along my slick flesh. "Shower,"
he whispers hoarsely. "Water'll've heated back up by now."
I
nod and follow him to the bathroom, truly wanting nothing more in
that moment.
10. Betrayal
The morning
sun streams through the window, piercing my eyelids with harsh light,
and I groan, rolling onto my side and opening my eyes. The bed is
empty. Sighing, I sit up, listening for Aya's footsteps, some noise
to indicate his presence.
Silence.
Five
minutes pass. Ten. Twenty. Still, nothing but silence. Frowning, I
slip out of bed, pulling on a pair of boxers, and pad into the living
room. Empty. He's not in the kitchenette either, nor the
bathroom.
The guest room! Of course! Relieved, I
push open the door and step in. "Mornin' Ay - Aya?" He's
not here either. The thought sends a shot of panic through me. His
bag is still under the bed, but there's no sign of him anywhere. The
phone rings, and I startle at the sudden sound. Recovering, I pick it
up. "Hello?"
"Yoji." It's
Benedict. Shit. "I've been having a little... discussion with
your redheaded friend. If you want him to live, bring the video to me
at noon. Not a moment before, not a moment after. Oh, and Yoji? Keep
this between us." A click, and the line is silent. I hang up the
phone, numb, and glance at the clock. Half past eleven. It takes me
ten minutes to get to Benedict's house. I run to the guest bedroom.
The camcorder is sitting on the dresser. My heart in my mouth, I open
it and take out the videotape. Getting dressed takes five minutes. I
sit and stare at the clock, willing time to go faster. At a quarter
'til, I can't take it anymore. I run out to the truck, tossing the
video on the seat beside me as the old battleax roars to life. I burn
rubber as I peel out of the driveway. Damn you, Benedict. Damn you
to hell.
~*~
He doesn't have Aya.
The mother-fucking bastard DOESN'T HAVE AYA! I realize this about ten
seconds too late. Which is about two seconds before Aya comes
bursting through the door, murder written across his beautiful face.
Too bad that rage is directed right at me.
Because Aya bursts in just as I'm handing the tape to Benedict. Which
looks really, really bad.
"You
sonofabitch," he hisses. "You low-down sonofabitch. I guess
I should've seen it coming. Never trust anyone, first rule of life."
Something silver flashes through the air, and Benedict drops to his
knees, his head rolling across the carpet. And that's when I realize
that Aya's carrying a sword. But once again, I realize this too late,
because about the time I realize it, he's halfway across the room,
behind me somehow, before I can even blink, and there's a blinding
pain in the back of my head, then darkness.
~*~
I
come to in a small, windowless room, which appears to be made
completely of concrete, except for the door, which I surmise is made
of steel. I have a throbbing headache and the room is freezing cold.
Then the door opens, and Aya enters. I want to throw my arms around
him, but then I remember what happened at Benedict's, and see the
look on his face, and suddenly that doesn't seem like such a great
idea after all. "Let me explain," I blurt before he has a
chance to say anything.
This seems to throw him
off guard, though he regains his composure immediately. "Very
well," he says coldly. "Explain. But let me first warn you
that if your explanation is nothing short of miraculous, I will kill
you here and now."
I shudder at the ice in
his voice. "R-right. When I woke up, you weren't there. Then I
got a call from Benedict - "
"You got a call
from Benedict," he repeats incredulously.
I
nod, then regret it immediately as the pain in my head flares, making
little lights blur my vision. Wincing, I lift a hand to cradle the
back of my head, and continue. "I got a call from Benedict,
sayin' that he'd got hold of you, and that if I wanted you t' live,
I'd bring the tape to him by noon."
He
looks at me for a long moment, then shakes his head in disgust. "How
stupid do you think I am?"
"How'd you
know t' get there at noon?" I retort.
He
hesitates. "I... got a phone call."
"Check
the phone records or some shit like that, it'll show that Benedict
called. I ain't lyin', dammit!"
His face
falters for a moment, but only a moment, and then it's an emotionless
mask once more. "We shall see," he says contemptuously, and
strides out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
11. Revelations
I want him to be telling the
truth. I want so badly to believe him. But how can I? Right now, I'm
waiting for Strickland to finish interrogating Jack, Benedict's right
hand man. The phone records verified what Yoji said about the call
from Benedict, but while I wanted to believe it based solely on that,
Strickland wasn't so sure. As Jack was still alive, Strickland hauled
him in for questioning before his trial and sentencing.
I
pace the empty room impatiently. I've already decided that,
regardless of whether Yoji is innocent or not, after this assignment
is over, I'm done. I'm quitting, starting a new life. Strickland
arranged all that. He also promised that, if Yoji is innocent,
he'll fix things for Yoji as well.
I sit down
for a few minutes, then get up and pace again, unable to keep still.
Finally, after what seems like an eternity,
Strickland walks in. I look up, hopeful. His face betrays
nothing.
"Well, Aya," he says, "we've
finished interrogating the ranch hand. The video has been retrieved,
and the assignment is wrapped up. Everything is set up for you to
start your new life."
"What about
Yoji?" I ask quickly, before I can change my mind.
Strickland
pauses. "Well. We questioned Mr. Markham very extensively, and
based on what he's told us, Mr. Kudoh is innocent. He's free to go,
and as I promised, his record is fixed."
I
restrain the urge to jump and squeal like a high-school cheerleader,
settling instead for saying very calmly, "Thank you, Strickland.
It has been a pleasure working with you these past years."
He
smiles. "Call me Ivan."
~*~
Yoji
is waiting for me outside. He doesn't hear me approach, and startles
when I lay a hand on his shoulder. Then he wraps me in a
bone-crushing hug, pressing his face against my neck. "Aya, Aya,
can you ever forgive me?"
I cup his face
gently in my hands. "No, I'm the one who should be asking you
to forgive me, for ever doubting you."
And
then he kisses me, and I'm lost; nothing in the world matters but us,
right here, right now. I know he's forgiven me. And I know that it
won't be easy, learning to live with one another, that we'll have our
ups and downs, but I know he's willing to take me as I am, and
really, that's all I could ever ask for.
Hell,
that's all I could ever need.
When we finally
break for air, a wicked grin crosses his face. "So, your ex-boss
set us up at this fancy hotel in town, 'til we get moved in
somewhere. And you've been taunting me with those damned tight
fittin' jeans all this time."
I can't help
but grin back. "So how about we go find that hotel, and I'll
stop taunting and start doing something much, much better,
cowboy?"
His hand curls in mine, and he
smiles. "That sounds like a plan, partner."
