Summary: Szayel expresses his feelings for nnoitra by writing a poem in his diary. Yes szayel has a diary.

Disclaimer: I don't own bleach

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Dear diary

I talked to nnoitra today he seemed happy, I didn't end up telling him that I like him (oh well maybe next time), after I talked with nnoitra I came up with this poem.

My heart breaks

and bleeds as it

draws closer to

yours. Your cold

heart destroys the

warmth and comfort

I give you. I die

when I'm near you,

but then you smile.

And my broken heart

tries again

It's not perfect (unlike every thing else I do) but I like it, and if your wondering why I like it when nnoitra smiles. I don't even know, most people think his smile is creepy. To be honest I believe that gin's smile is creepy and nnoitra's really beautiful.

Any way I must get on with my work.

Szayel

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Is it just me or is szayel a bit ooc? Yay I wrote my first fanfic, go me.

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