I Hurt everyone I Love
Danny lay on his bed crying the past couple of day's had been the worst of his life he had managed to upset everyone around him, everyone he cared about especially Lindsay, If he knew that the last time he slept with Lindsay would be the last he would of done things differently, it was after a night out they were teasing each other with dirty dancing and snide comments and gestures as soon as they got back to his place he just ripped her clothes off and did here right there in the hall way it was a rushed job they didn't even use protection.
He pissed of his best mate Flack they got into a fight over a case which dragged on about hurtful things about Flacks past Danny crossed the line, he screwed up a case badly he compromised evidence. That was in the first week.
In the second he managed to get into a shoot-out nearly causing Stella her life she got shoot in the shoulder she was rushed to hospital, poor Danny couldn't do anything right since he and Lindsay were fighting she called him as soon as she herd about Stella.
"Messer, what an earth is wrong with you, Your starting to scare me,"
"I'm so sorry Linds. I Just just..."
"Just What Danny,tell you what when you figure out give me a call until then i don't want to see you,"
"Come on Lindsay don't be like that, i can't live without you, i need you,"
"You need to do some thinking and sort yourself out before you loose your job and me for good,"
Danny hung up the phone and threw it against the wall he knew he needed to do something he just didn't now what, he wrote Mac,Lindsay and Stella a letter, he needed to see his mom she would now what to do, he packed his bags and got on the first plane to Italy.
At the hospital Flack and Mac were waiting for news on Stella's condition when Lindsay arrives.
"Linds. Are you okay you look a little pale," a concerned Mac asked
"I'm fine just a little dizzy, I'ts Danny I'm worried about,"
"What's up with him," Flack asked
"He doesn't tell me anything any more, anyway hows Stella"
"Were still waiting for the doctor, she's in surgery now," Lindsay started swaying across the room
"Hey Lindsay, sit dowm," Flack ran across to where she was stood put his arm around her to stop her falling and sat here down,
"Thanx,"
A few moments later a doctor walks in and informs them of Stella's situation when he notices that Lindsay has fainted.
"Stella's surgery went well, the bullet didn't hit any vital organs, oh my are you okay," The doctor rushes over to where Lindsay collapsed,
"She looked a little pale when she came in then she complained of dizziness, she wouldn't get checked out, Mac said.
"Okay let's get her to a bed a start running the usual tests, what's here name,"
"Lindsay, Lindsay Monroe 31years old," Flack shouted as they were talking her out of the room
"Mac what's happening to the team, First Danny then Stella now Lindsay," Mac looked at the celling
"I don't now Flack, I don't now lets just hope Stella and Lindsay are okay,"
"Have you herd from Danny,"
"No, not since the shooting he just ran away,"
"I think there is something wrong with him Mac, he's not been his self lately, we got into a fight he said some hurtful things about Jackie, i was a bit hard on him, I'm worried,"
"I'll go and see him, I'll need to tell him about Lindsay anyway, could you go back to the lab see if Hawkes is okay,"
"Sure," Both men left the hospital and went there septate ways all the way to Danny's place Mac was thinking what he would say to Danny before he knew it he outside his door knocking there was no answer so Mac let him self in, he noticed 3 envelopes on his coffee table, he picked them up and saw his name on one and opened it.
Mac,
I no i messed up big time but don't worry I'm fine i just need some time to figure out what is wrong before i cause too much damage iv e gone to my parents for a while I'll call you soon I'm so sorry Ma i hope you can forgive me even if i can't forgive my self
Danny,
Back at the hospital the doctors finally figured out what's wrong with Lindsay,
"Hi Miss Monroe, you collapsed in the waiting room so we ran some tests which reveal your pregnant, congratulations," Lindsay started crying softly
"Can i see Stella,"
"Of course follow me," The doctor led Lindsay into Stella's room
"You can tell your friend your good news," Stella sat up and locked eye's with Lindsay
"What good news,"
"How are you, I'm sorry Stel."
"Linds I'm fine what news,"
"I'm pregnant,"
"oh Lindsay that's good news,"
"Is it are you forgetting why your here and what he's done,"
"Lindsay It wasn't Danny's fault he couldn't see the guy the post was in the way by the time i saw him he had already shot me,"
"We split up he's changed he's going though something but he keeps pushing me away in the process i got fed up and I told him if he wants anything from us then he's got to sort himself out,"
"He will Linds he will, he's crazy about you," Mac was stood outside Stella's room Listening to their conversation.
"Stel, Linds i have a note from Danny, he's gone to visit his mom in Italy to sort things out," he hands them each the letter
Montana
I now I've hurt you a lot, I always seem to hurt the one's I love, yes I Love you Lindsay and I hope if I return you will forgive me and we can carry on where we left of, At the moment i need to sort a few things out within my self, I'll be in contact soon
Love Danny,
P.S I will never stop loving you, your me one and only
Lindsay began to cry could the father of her child be gone forever, she needed to speak to him.
Authors note well tahts the first chap hope you like it if you do let me now Review Please