A/N:
Jake has promised to
never phase again after everything in Eclipse. Well this is a
recollection of what he gets into. Btw, keep in mind: This is a
different side of Jake. He is heartbroken, fragile and doesn't know
who he is anymore. He no longer wants to be Jacob Black.
I
do NOT own any of SM's genius. Some of the characters are original
such Kara Toft, Tyson Cooni, Murai Dephla, Taje Toft. (list will grow
since I'm making this up as I go along)
This
is experimental and I hope you enjoy
Comments
and Reviews are greatly appreciated!
Running
with Wolves
Prologue
So,
the one I love is in love with him. A leech. A leech who left her,
heartbroken and torn apart. Don't I get credit for making her at
least ghostly happy? She would have been much worse off without me. I
made her smile, get her together when holding herself so tight she
left imprint marks didn't work. But I was nothing more to her than
her best friend.
So I thought.
She does love me. Just like I love her.
But not as much as I love her. Or else she wouldn't be getting married to him, getting ready to join his family. Cold, smelly, stone skin and all. She won't be my Bella anymore.
She was never mine to begin with. And I was stupid for fighting for her. Edward had already won.
Just by being there.
It hurts too much. I can't be Jacob Black anymore. Jacob Black needs Bella. And Bella isn't an option.
What if I found someone else to take the ache away? I didn't think I could ever find a replacement for Bell-her. I pray to god, or whoever it is that controls my fate, that I at least find someone who comes close.