I can't believe what is in front of me

The water's rising up to my knees

And I can't figure out

How the hell I wound up here

Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day

Then the rain came pouring down

And now I'm drowning in my fears

And as I watch the setting sun

I wonder if I'm the only one

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line

And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes

And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly

Sometimes I fall

But I've seen it done before

I gotta step outside these walls

I've got no master plan to help me out

Or make me stand up for

All the things that I really want

You had me too afraid to ask

And as I look ahead of me

I cry and pray for sanity

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line

And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes

And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly

Sometimes I fall

But I've seen it done before

I gotta step outside these walls

These walls can't be my haven

These walls can't keep me safe here

And now I guess I gotta let them down

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line

And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah

Even when I'm scared I have to try to fly

Sometimes I fall

But I've seen it done before

I got to break out...

I got to break out...

I got to step outside these walls

Love outside these walls

I feel my heart breaking

But its a brand new day

I'm going down

I'm stepping out

I'm stepping outside

These walls

(I've seen it done before… I'm walking on, I'll walk it off, oh I'm moving on)

A groan and blinking of his eyelids when the light shone onto his face and he groaned again, just to hear a chuckle from his side, whipping his wand around to the sound of the laughter the person laughed again, "You know Potter that look is most fitting for you, your nose scrunched up in pure torture trying to think, don't hurt yourself; the wizarding world wouldn't thank you for that…" The boy laying on the bed sat up and glared, cutting the older man off, "You know what if I was hurt the wizarding world couldn't thank me since I'd be in the deepest pits of hell, I thank you for concerning yourself with my affairs of looks yet with some like yours I'd be horrified if you tried to give that type of advice to me. Keep your huge nose outta my business and I won't care what you do; now can you back up and shut those bloody blinds?" Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes "Come now Potter surely your relatives didn't bring you up to not know manners and to make others do chores for you, but since you asked kindly I shall shut the 'bloody' blinds and I shall back up from you…" The man's cutting voice rung out again. Blinds closed and the man stood over near the bathroom door, and Harry groaned. "On second thought; just get out Snape, it's my room I'm allowed to do what I like…" Severus smirked "Yes how very childish of you, as much as I'd like to allow you to be doing whatever you want to the headmaster has requested that I stay with you, apparently worried for your mental health or something…"

I've got no master plan to help me out Or make me stand up for All the things that I really want You had me too afraid to ask And as I look ahead of me I cry and pray for sanity :Just get out I need to fucking go cut myself and masturbate to the pain: The boy hissed at Severus and the man flinched, shivering slightly yet his face was impassive. "Would you care to repeat that in English or should I simply assume you were just cursing me to hell?" Harry chuckled, "Sure, I said get out…"

"Sounded longer than just that, care to finish it?"

"No, just get the fuck outta my room you bastard!"

"Tut, tut Potter, as I said before I can't, the headmaster is making me follow you every minute of every waking day, at least, during these holidays…" Melodramatic sigh from Harry; "Can't you at least let me go to the bloody toilet alone? Surely you'd love that wouldn't you professor? Seeing Harry Potter in a light that no-fucking-body has seen before, having ammunition to embarrass me later with…"

"I assure you Potter, I do not fancy you that way and if you even think I do you'd better clear you head, surely you'd love being watched like that wouldn't you; my, my, my Harry Potter the school boy slut!" The room came crushing down into an awkward as a resounding SMACK rang through the area. Harry's eyes were shining with pure rage and unreserved loathing, his voice deepened and he whispered dangerously close to Severus's ear; "Don't presume to know everything about me, don't presume to know my life, and most importantly never underestimate me professor because I sure as hell know some things to make your life a living hell…" The man came out of his shock quickly and responded with, "And I yours…" But he was cut off with another resounding smack echoing the room.

"Truly I'm getting dead bored with your attitude professor, and I shan't be happy if I don't get what I want, and what I want is for you to exit my room, stand by the door and wait there for fifteen minutes, can you do that professor?" Harry teased yet there was seriousness in his voice, a dangerous whip of magic flicked around Severus, tossing his hair around and Severus answered begrudgingly, "I can do that…" Severus left the room noting where Harry was still laying down yet tried to think nothing of it. "Damn Dumbledore, damn Snape, damn bloody fucking weaknesses…" Harry mumbled to himself as he went into his bathroom. It wasn't huge but it was bigger than the bathroom at the Dursley's, it was good enough for what he wanted to do, he wanted to cut, he wanted to masturbate, he wanted to have a shower to get any smells of him masturbating off. Grabbing a razor he slashed his right wrist, thanking Merlin it was winter and he could wear long sleeves, twice pinching the skin when little red droplets of blood shimmered on the surface of his skin. Smiling at the pain it created he reached down to his already hard cock and did only one thing dug his nails into the underside of his cock, hissing in pain yet the pain caused him to come which caused pleasure to him. All the things that I really want You had me too afraid to ask And as I look ahead of me I cry and pray for sanity Laughing quietly, he washed quickly in a bath, dressing himself in a regal green coloured long shirt that hung off his chest slightly, a pair of black satin slacks, a leather jacket and his dragon hide boots looked at himself in the mirror quickly before stepping outside of the bathroom then out of his bedroom to see Snape leaning against the wall and Harry couldn't deny that he looked sexy when the older man wasn't scowling.

Almost as if Snape heard his thoughts he glared at the boy and said, "Took you long enough, wouldn't expect any less from a selfish little br…" He was cut off, surprisingly not with a slap, but with Harry's wand shoved against his neck, "I could do it you know but I won't, no more comments about my life, how you think it is then maybe one day somebody will prove you wrong and pull down all your silly little walls you put up to stop people from seeing the real you, from seeing…" This time it was Harry who was cut off, "What would you know about walls you idiot boy? You've had everything served to you…" He trailed off, though still fuming, he grabbed Harry's right wrist and stormed off down the stairs and into the kitchen where Molly was making breakfast, everybody looked up when they entered but looking between Harry and Snape with their hands joined everybody glared and went back to stabbing their breakfasts. "Here Severus, and here you go Harry, you better eat that all up, you really are too thin, not to say that I wasn't surprised when I saw you here but it's a good thing now you can eat all you like dear boy…" She trailed off when Ginny came in and Molly fused over her own daughter instead of Harry, who had his right hand on his lap when he felt a hand grip his wrist tightly which made him wince. "Harry, what's wrong? It's not your scar is it?" Hermione asked when she looked up from her breakfast to see his pained face, he gave her a reassuring smile (or at least he hoped so) then mumbled, "No, no, just… thinking about how Sirius was always here to make jokes and now it's really quiet is all…"