Murderous calm
Fleeting thoughts
No control
No longer the woman
She once was.
Plans of fright
No light
Heart of stone
Mind of darkness
None can understand the pain.
Love will no longer soothe
Console
Conceal.
The hated self appears
Over takes the forced personality.
She was never who
They thought
Who she pretended to be.
In public
The charade continues.
In private
More blood spills.
They can never know
Never believe
Never see.
She continues to hurt.
Hurt others to
Hide
Leaves clues to
Be found out.
To kill again. . .
Because he can't see.
Can't decipher.
Releases blood
Releases pain
Feels the calmness
Embraces the darkness
Washes away the blood
Herself
Sanity
This is all there is.
~Numbness~
Teardrops turn
To blood drops.
Last victim falls.
Metal cuts her.
No apologies
Excuses
Made.
Questions never
answered.
Grief never
esponged.
Memories dim.
Hearts harden.
Life will eventually end.
Acceptance comes
with the high current.
Breath in,
No breath out. . .