Chapter 1

A/N -So I got this idea the other day while reading divergent fan fiction. What if Tris and Tobias started dating while they were still in Abnegation? So here is my first attempt at writing Fan Fiction if you have any ideas for the story please let me know. Don't forget to review! Enjoy :)

Tris POV

My name is Beatrice Prior and I'm fourteen years old my faction is abnegation but I have the feeling I was destined to belong somewhere else. I'm like most abnegation girls the only difference is I tend to break the rules a lot. I have a boyfriend and though that's not wrong, what we do when it's just us is by abnegation standards is; couples aren't supposed to kiss until they are courting for marriage which in my opinion is crazy. People think that me and Tobias Eaton are just friends because we've grown up with each other but the truth is we are madly in love have been since I was seven and he was ten. Since then we've been inseparable, unfortunately that's about to change because in just two weeks is the choosing ceremony where Tobias will be choosing Dauntless. Technically you're supposed to wait and take the aptitude test to find out which faction you belong to but we've both known that the place we belong is dauntless. We each have different reasons for wanting to be dauntless; he wants' to escape his father's wrath and I want be free but mostly we want to be brave.

I'm in my room when Caleb knocks on my door telling me it's time to leave for school. We walk out the front door and waiting for me is Tobias standing next to him is Susan waiting for Caleb. We wait for Caleb and Susan to start walking ahead of us when they finally get far enough ahead Tobias takes my hand and we start heading to school. Tobias and I walk while Caleb and Susan take the bus, we walk because Tobias hates being in enclosed spaces with not much room.

"Hey" He finally speaks

"Hey, are you alright?" I ask

He stops walking leans down and kisses me which surprises me for a moment since we usually wait when we aren't in public but then I think to myself "screw it" and I deepen the kiss. I wrap my arm around his neck while my other hand is running through his hair. After a few minutes we have to come up for air but when we do he looks me in the eye and says the words I know he feels but has never told me before.

"I love you Tris"

I look at him and the world stills and my heart flutters with joy and the love I've felt for him since we started officially dating on my fourteenth birthday which of course isn't celebrated by anyone except us two.

"I love you too Tobias"

We kiss again and this time I feel all of his love in this kiss. When we finally come up for air I decide that the only thing I want to do is spend time with him all day.

"Tobias I have an Idea do you trust me?" I ask

"Tris, I trust you more than anything, what's your idea?" he looks at me with longing and a faint hit of desire.

"Let's jump a train and spend the day together riding the rails like we did for my birthday and yours. I know will miss school which might get us in deep trouble but I want to spend my day kissing you and talking. We only have two weeks before you leave and I want to spend as much time with you as I can."

Once I tell him this we're running towards the train together and jump in together. We've only done this on special occasions because of the risk of being caught by dauntless or worse faction-less but it's worth the risk to spend time with each other where we can be ourselves without fear. When we finally catch our breath from the jump Tobias sits against the wall with me straddling his lap. We look into each other's eyes whispering words of love but then we start to kiss.

At first the kiss is full of love but then starts to turn into passion and need. I suddenly find myself tilting my head to the side to give him access to my neck which he starts kissing with the same amount of passion as my lips. He kisses a certain spot and I find myself involuntarily moaning Tobias' name which only eggs him on further returning to my lips and pushing my sweater off simultaneously. Once my sweater is off I realize the familiar heat and feeling between my legs is starting to need relief which I usually wait till I'm home alone in my room or in the shower to relieve but I find my hips pushing against Tobias to relieve the pressure. When my hips press against Tobias he releases a moan that I've never heard him make before but we've also never made out like this and in this position before. He suddenly stops kissing me and pulls away which causes me to whimper

"Tris, I need a minuet" he says breathing heavily

"Why, I thought you were enjoying it?" I ask confused and slightly hurt

"Tris, what we were just doing was amazing, but it's getting me umm…" he pauses looking for the right words to say but that's when it clicks and I feel his hardness pressing on my center reliving some of my tension or maybe causing more I can't really decide.

I look at him and I ask in loving but satisfied tone with a grin on my face "Am I turning you on Tobias?"

He looks at me shocked while blushing that I just asked him so bluntly before he responds honestly. "Yes, Tris you are, but it's most definitely not the first time, however we also don't kiss like this usually so it's kind of hard" I giggle at his statement which causes him to break out in a smile but then he continues "to control myself like I usually do."

I stare into his eyes and find myself blushing "I can't believe I have that effect on you Tobias, but if it makes you feel better you make me feel the same." I pause for a minute before continuing "But I'm not ready to take that step yet I hope you understand." I find myself feeling satisfied but terrified that he'll break up with me because I'm not ready but then I remember that this is Tobias and he would never do that.

He looks at me and says with as much conviction as he did when he told me that he loved me "Tris I love you so much but I'm not ready yet either we are too young and yes that's the abnegation in me saying this but I'm not ready to be brave yet."

"I love you too Tobias, why don't we take a breather and just talk"

So that's what we do, we sit and talk with the occasional kiss for the rest of the day until it's time to go home. We hop off the train and walk home hopefully we'll get there before Tobias' dad that way he won't get in trouble. At the edge of the abnegation sector Tobias and I kiss for the last time that night because we know that there's no place safe to kiss except my bedroom. But that's not going to happen if Caleb's home which we both know he is so we savor the last kiss of the day. I decide to have him stay for dinner that way he has an excuse for him not going home right away which hopefully will prevent a beating at Marcus's hands. I cook dinner with Tobias' help luckily my parents aren't shocked at his presence at our dinner table since he eats here at least twice a week since we were kids. The only person at the table who knows about us is my mother and that's only because she's caught us kissing on multiple occasions but she doesn't disapprove of our relationship buts that because she doesn't have much of a choice because nothing will separate us except for the choosing ceremony in a few weeks.

I walk Tobias home and bid him good night and tell him I'll see him in the morning for our walk to school. He stops me from leaving by grabbing my hand. I turn and look at him he the squeezes my hand and says "I love you Beatrice."

I continue staring at him with a smile spread on my face, I squeeze his had and then say "I love you too Tobias"