Ok So this is the first time I have ever write fanfiction or anything to be exact so please be nice ;). this is of course a Swan Queen fanfiction even if at first you will be a little confused with all the OutlawQueen but stay tuned ;) you will see!. If you're a multishipper I apolagize in behalf of the way I'm using Robin Hood in this story, It wans't planned. Also a huge massive thank to my special friend and editor miss zaydaO with out her this would have been horribly written. Thank you for stopping by, I will appreciate to know your opinions and constructive critism.
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Rated M some chapters will be MA
Chapter 1
Title: Twin Flame
Summary: Emma Swan and Regina Mills were either married or about to be. Regina was already married to her soulmate Robin Locksley (at least that's what her Mom, Dad and her friends keep telling her) with her stepson Roland. Emma was in a steady relationship with Killian Jones. Emma is Regina's best friend since college. They met when Emma was a Freshmen and Regina was finishing her studies in Law School. Both were inseparable ever since Regina started to help Emma with her studies, they share everything, or so they thought. What happens when Emma discovers she was denying her sexuality and even worst her true feelings for her best friend?
Cold as most days in Vancouver, Canada are, in apartment #104 at the MetroTown building, the alarm when off 6:15 A.M. Regina woke up automatically and hit the off button, she throws herself in the bed with her hand on her forehead wanting to keep sleepin. Robin woke up right after her, scratching his eyes, it was a monday morning and both of them like most people hated monday mornings.
"Ugh I hate Mondays and I hate Mornings", Robin looks at her and smiles, lays back on the bed and puts his arm around Regina holding her close "Well we can play hookie and stay in bed for today? I'll Call in sick and we can you know? stay..here..watching movies?" he lifts both his eyebrows and makes that cute smirk Regina was almost giving in, " ummm...As interesting that offer sounds, we need to get Roland to his first day of school and we can't afford you missing work if you want that promotion for you Mr. Locksley." Robin was a well respected manager from a well known Company called "The Royal Lion's Education" focused on offering free education to kids with low income and school materials if needed. Regina leans in and gives him a soft and sweet kiss on the lips. "Aw...love, you spoil all the fun" he smiles and kisses her again. While that is happening, Roland opens the master bedroom door and jumps in the bed between them full dress and excited for his first day of school he is currently attending third grade and he can't wait to see his friends and his new school teacher. "Dad! Gina! get up! we got school and you all need to get to work!". Roland likes to call Regina, Gina for short, they both prefer to go with that instead of mom, in respect of his birth mother, that had passed away when she had him. "Well.. well at least someone is excited" Regina smiles at the boy and ruffles his hair "Hey son, ready for school, daddy is going to drop you off today" Robin smiles and plays with the boy in bed, Regina looks at her beautiful family and wonders how lucky can she be?, Regina had a caring husband and his wonderful son who she loves as much as if her own, but she couldn't keep off her mind the feeling of something missing, something that doesn't feel sort of...right. She had it all, she had nothing to complain about, but for some reason she did feel that something was missing in her life. Robin shook her out of the thoughts that she was lost at the moment. "Come to shower love, I want to get you wet first" Robin wink at Regina while she was still in bed, Regina bites her lip and climbs on top of Robin putting her arms around his neck and her legs holding tight of his waist "Well I suggest we start now if we really want to get clean" Regina lifts her eyebrows and gives him a side smile. He carries her inside the bathroom and shut the door. Roland screams from the kitchen "Gina what about breakfast?! We're going to be late, daddy can shower alone" Regina opens the door and pokes out her head so that Roland won't see her bare skin. "I'm so sorry honey, I'll be out soon" Regina was internally glad he ask for breakfast, to be honest with herself she really enjoyed sex with Robin, he is amazing in bed. If she describes how well he does it she couldn't put words into how good he is, but for some reason it didn't quite feel right for her, yes it was good and it was satisfying but again she always felt something missing. "I'll take him to Granny's love, we'll get take out on our way and we can have some fun" Regina put on her pj shorts again and her white simple top, "Robin no, I want your son to eat here for breakfast is his first day of school. I want to make sure he eats well" She brushes her teeth while Robin tries to convince her that Roland, like his father, is a man and as long as they have food in their stomach all good. Regina gives him the eye as a signal of no and walks out, shuts the door.
Meanwhile, three floors down the MetroTown Building Emma was late for work. Killian loved morning sex so it always distracted her a little when he started to go down on her. She loved the way he used his tongue to make her come in minutes and Emma will always need to cover her mouth with a pillow so Henry won't notice. The boy was a teenger, 15 years old and he very well knew what his mom was doing when that squeaky mattress started to sound every now and then. It was 6:15 A.M when Emma had her legs open in bare skin, Killian was tasting her sweet liquids, baring his tongue in her entrance, moving slowly side to side while pressing her clit with his fingers and rubbing it in circles at the same time. Emma held the sheets in one hand and the with the other pressing the pillow firmly in the mouth. "Killi...I'm going...OH Fu...!" Having an orgasm, she came in a way that Killian could feel her liquids going down his throat, her sweet liquids covering his lips and his chin. Emma starts to relax in bed while the alarm is been off since forever. They didn't even realized it until Killian was on his way next to her and rested his head close to her hair "Shit Killian is 6:55, I'm late and Henry starts school today!" Killian tries to calm her down and to pull her into bed "Relax love is the kid's first day, he is probably not even interested in going" Emma is rushing to get her yellow lace underwear on and her long pants and sweater. "Killian is not about that, I'm his mother. I'm supposed to bake him pancakes or something, not have sex with my boyfriend before 6:30 A.M" all while she is telling Killian how much of a horrible mom she feels at the moment Henry was knocking on the door of their room, "Mom!" Emma curse at herself for not being more responsible. "Sorry Kid! the alarm didn't went off" she whispers to Killian to hit in the shower and get dressed so they can hurry. "Mom I know you were up before 6 am, can you please change the mattress?!" Killian just laid on the bed laughing while Emma is cursing again for not being more quiet. "'Get ready we are getting take out from Granny's" she whispers "shit" and Killian keeps laughing while getting dressed, Emma was still blushing from the teenager's comment. They all got dressed and headed out, Killian got in his black Corolla, while Emma and Henry got in their yellow SUV. Emma refuses to give up on that color, after selling her yellow bug she decided she was getting an SUV but it was going to get it repainted in yellow. They both look at each other,smiled and head to their jobs. Emma went to Grannys with Henry to get some quick breakfast, while going in the diner Emma run into Regina. She did make Roland and Robin breakfast but she wasn't sitting and eating breakfast everyday. She liked to sit calmly on the weekends and eat but during a week of nonstop work, Regina will always prefer to go to Granny's after she drops off Roland.
Since Robin wanted to take him on his first day of school after saying they're good bye's, she went straight to Granny's for a cup of coffee at 7:45 am and chat a few minutes with Emma Swan before she went to work at 8:30. "Hello Emma!, hi Henry aren't you supposed to be in school already?" Emma looked at Regina with the guilt and feeling so irresponsible "Yea the alarm didn't go off" Henry is texting on his phone while he makes a comment "I heard it! But you can tell yourself that if it makes you feel better". Henry didn't mean to be rude but his sarcasm embarrassed his mother. Emma's eyes went wide open, her face changing all sorts of colors "Henry! what tha' Kid can you cut me a break will ya?! go and tell Granny what you want, we got 13 minutes to get you to class" she pushes Henry playfully to the diner, he started laughing and shaking his head as he walked towards the counter to order his food. He then raised his voice to ask his mother what she wanted, she answered just coffee as usual, that's all she also had in her weekly morning.
Regina just stared at her with a huge smirk holding her cup of coffee "He was swimming in your pool this morning wasn't he?" Emma grab her by the arm and sat her in the booth if Henry didn't embarrass her Regina certainly did. Both woman can talk about sex for days, they were so open and honest, they used to sit down and drink beer or wine in either apartments to talk about how it was the first time with each guy. In Regina's case, each guy or girl, not like they used to sleep around but they both certainly had their experience when it came to men and if it was about Regina, man or woman. "He likes to do it every fucking morning Regina! In the summer it was ok, Henry was on vacation and I had my night shifts but now it's just...ugh I can't and when I wake up he's there ready to go" Regina burst out laughing "Well at least you don't get bored, it seems you guys are doing great" Emma thinks about it for a second "Yea, I guess we are..." Emma gets lost in her thoughts when she snaps out of it she immediately asks "So how about you Regina, how's married life going?" she asked all excited with a smile in her face, she still remembers when Robin proposed to her and how unsure she was of marrying the guy. Emma convinced her that it was just nerves and managed to get her through the wedding without her running away. "It's ok. I guess. I mean don't get me wrong, Robin is a great husband and Roland is amazing but...I don't know, sometimes I feel like there's something missing. I mean you know I was bisexual and I never compare the sex experience I had between a man and a woman and it's not even that it's just. I don't know how to explain it..." Emma looked at her and can't help to relate, she love's Killian at least she think she does, but sometimes she does feel sort of bored. Killian was also amazing in bed but she sometimes felt a lack of sensitivity in the man, when she wanted to just lay and cuddle, he always ended up convincing her to do more then that. It really bothers her but she never has mentioned anything to Killian or anyone else, thinking she was just being overly sensitive about the whole thing. While being lost in her thoughts Henry interrupts her "Mom, you're done? got your coffee and breakfast" Emma looked at the kid and then to Regina with an apologetic look "Sorry Regina, I got to take Henry but I'll text you if we can get together this afternoon" Regina smiled and touch her hand "Sure, I think Robin is going to work late in the company so I guess I can bring Roland with me so we can catch up" Emma smiled at her and nodded for agreement, "OK! see ya later". Emma walked out and got in her car while Regina came out of the dinner a few seconds later and wave them goodbye while she got into her black mercedes. It came to Regina's mind that how come she never saw Emma more than a friend? I mean she is smart and beautiful, now being the Deputy of the town and Killian being her partner which Regina didn't find him good enough for her, but didn't want to make the blonde feel bad about it or be too opinionated in Emma's personal life that she prefers to keep it for herself. She then said out loud " C'mon Regina Mills! Emma is not gay!" I mean they both talked about everything and anything. The blonde would have said if she was bicurious or bisexual she would have let her know for sure, would she? Regina started to talk out loud again to herself "Well there was that one time I came out of the bathroom naked because I left the towel in my bed and she.. NO.. NO! Regina she is not gay ok! you're married, you're not supposed to be thinking about this now". The woman forgot she had the windows down in the car when she stopped at the light, a man next to her was just staring at her screaming to herself and hitting the steering wheel, when Regina looks to the side and noticed the man, she was a little embarrassed but refused to let the him know "What the hell are you looking at?..does it say enjoy the show in my forehead?" the man instantly looked away and the light turned green, Regina hit the gas and drove off to work. She whispers to herself "God! no wonder I was cold, forgot to put the windows up" She got to work on time while Emma is dropping off Henry in the driveway, she looks at him and says "Kid about this morning..." Henry interrupts her "It's alright mom, I mean I'm 15, I think I know enough about the birds and the bees" He smiles at his mom and places a kiss on her cheek while Emma quickly comments "It's not about that Henry, you shouldn't..." but Henry interrupts her again, "Don't worry about it mom, just be happy", he shuts the door and walks away, "Just be happy" Emma whispers to herself, is she happy? Is having sex with Killian jones every morning, every evening which was mostly what her relationship was base on right now, was that making her happy? He is good with Henry they have their guy days and hang out. She loves that he has a father figure, since his father left without a trace, not a phone call or a message, he wouldn't recognize his own son if he passed by him in the side walks. Regina was a huge support when she found out about Emma being a single mother and trying to be a better person by studying and becoming a professional so the boy can look up to his strong and successful mom. While Emma had to study Regina would hang out with Henry when he was younger, played video games, watch his favorite shows, Henry though of Regina as his cool pal' he can hang out with. Emma loved their relationship. Her thoughts were interrupted by the notification of her phone, it's a text from Regina.
"Wine tonight?,your place or mine?"-R
Emma smiles at the text and shakes her head and thinking of how much Regina always hang up on her word.
"My place, bring Roland and the wine"-E
Regina smiles at the text and puts down her phone to continue working in her office.