Just a little story that I write when I'm extremely bored! Hehe, it might be kinda confusing, I dunno you guys can be the judges! It really has no plot. It's all Told from Ray's P.O.V (Point Of View)… and he's mainly speaking to Kai, well thinking about Kai… hmm well hopefully it'll all make sense once you read.

Pretty cute and Fluffy. Yes This is Ray/Kai…Boy/Boy fluff… Sorry if you don't like that sorta thing, don't read if you don't like I guess. Um, It's nothing too in depth, at least not yet. :)

Well Enjoy it. And remember it was just written out of sheer boredom. Whenever I'm bored I'll usually write a chapter, or whatnot. Oh yeah, you can review if you want. Flame me, tell me what you like, don't like. Whatever. Don't Be Shy O.O

Summary: Ray gets sick. Kai takes care of him. KaiXRay. Nothin' big. Usual Fluffiness. Cute Drabble. Told in Ray's POV! Read Just for kick's and giggles.

Alright! X3 I'll shut up now! Happy reading's people!.

Luv ya Intense Innocence

CHICKEN SOUP FOR RAY KON'S SOUL

Chapter 1: Fever Gaze

Ray's POV:

There you are again—sitting out on that hill… laid back in the grass—so laid bad—so relaxed. You look so peaceful, the only thing around to bother you is the cool breeze that gently blows through your hair, but even that must feel relaxing.

You look so gentle right now, like you've got no problems, like not a thing in the world would ever bother you again, but… I know that's not real.

You look so strong, so tough, so invincible, just the opposite of me. The complete opposite. I'm so weak and feeble right now that I'm afraid if someone dropped me I'd shatter into unfathomable pieces.

I must look pathetic, sitting here. With nothing but a blanket wrapped around me and a steaming bowl of chicken soup in my lap, that you made for me…

I wonder if I could ever do the same for you?

Could THE Great Kai Hiwatari, strong and unforgiving captain of the Bladebreakers, ever look pathetic?

I don't think so…

…but Kai, I know you've got problems, just like every one else… even thought on the outside you seem like a rock—nothing could ever break you… that's how you want the world to see you—isn't it?

Well… I can see right through that tough exterior Kai, you don't know it, but I hear you cry sometimes at night… you think I'm asleep Kai, but I'm not… I hear you pray as you wipe the tears away, thinking no one would notice… and no one does. I wouldn't even know if I hadn't seen you, and heard you, you're good at hiding it Kai…

I wish I knew why you cry—you sound so sad, like each silent sob is a plea for someone to help you… I wish I could—I wish that I could just get out of bed, give you a hug, tell you everything will be alright!

…but I'm afraid.

…afraid that you might run away, like you have so many times before… I don't know why I fear that. You always come back—you're Always there when we need you most….Always.

But there could be just that one time—that you might not come back-and I don't want it to be because of me Kai…

I hope you know how much I care.

Kai… I do care about you—so do the others, even thought they sometimes think that You don't care… I know that's a lie too! You DO care Kai, I can see it in your eyes…

…The way you help us train, and coach us, help keep us healthy. You're a good captain Kai… but you do more than that—I saw you feed those stray cats Kai… and when you… held my hair back for me when I was throwing up…

You're very kind Kai…

I'm smiling at you right now Kai, through the glass window, can you see me? You aren't looking this way, so I would guess the answer's no---hmm…

I really want you to come back in here Kai, the wind's starting to blow harder. That thin bade of grass between your teeth looks so cool as it sways in the light breeze. The sky's covered with dark clouds—I think it might rain…

Kai you shouldn't stay out in the rain, I wouldn't want you getting sick too! Come in Kai… come in… Wow—did I say that out loud? Because here you come! You're getting up off the grass now. You're sweeping your hands across your pants, dusting yourself off. The slice of green falls from between your lips, and blows away instantly… lost in the mist.

Kai, you make me smile… of you must, 'cause right now… I can't stop grinning.

I hear the doorknob turn, and the soft padding of your footsteps across the carpet. I hear you clear your throat, and I turn my head from the window to face you…

… still with a half grin on my face.

You look back at me, and I can see some concern spread through those intense crimson eyes. Is it for me?

"Are you feeling any better Ray?"

The question touches my heart gently. Maybe your concern IS for me. See, I knew you cared.

I can only nod my head silently as an answer… I want to talk and tell you myself—but my throat feels like it's full of flaming gravel. You give a small grin—I can't really tell if it's a smile or a smirk, both maybe… but now, you're frowning.

"Why didn't you eat your soup?"

Guilt passes through me… actually I'd forgotten about it for a second, but the reason of that is because well… I've already vomited all over my clothes, which are still in the washer, and I'm just not sure if my stomach can hold anything down right now…

Also I'm not very hungry—I'm too busy watching, and musing about you, Kai.

Of course I can't say any of this to you… I'd feel like a fool. Instead, I'll just look down at It (the soup), giving It a desirable—yet distant look.

You're watching me carefully now, Kai, I can feel your eyes on me, it's like they're digging into my soul. I look back up at you only to see you moving towards me.

The couch dips with the extra weight—your extra weight—because you're sitting next to me now. You're not saying a word, as you busy yourself with picking up some crumpled Kleenexes that are scattered around me.

Sorry I'm so messy now, hope I'm not reminding you too much of Tyson… I know he can annoy you sometimes. That's the last thing I wanna do.

"I'm sorry Kai." I managed to say that, but I wished I didn't… my voice sounds horrible—it's SO scratchy that I don't even recognize it, not to mention that I'm totally congested!...But I had say Something…because I really am sorry that I'm so much trouble to you.

I hear you sigh now… did I disappoint you? Oh great… you must hate me now—

I sound like a frog, I leave dirty tissues on the couch, I woke you up at three- o'clock in the morning, you had to wash my clothes for me, and my bed sheets… and now I don't even have an appetite to eat the soup you made me—even after you slaved for nearly 20 minutes over a hot stove…

GOSH being sick Sucks! I wish I wasn't… you can leave if you want to Kai, you've done plenty for me… and when I put it all together I feel bad for making you do so much… even if it was your choice to do it…

…I'll make it up to you Kai… I Promise I will!...

Weird enough for ya? Hope it's okay…

Alright … that's the end of the first chapter… sorry not much going on. There's more happening in later chappies! Honestly. Well if you liked it, then Great! If you didn't… then that's okay too. Send me a Review, tell me what ya think. Even give me advice if you like.