"I tough you loved me!" The words that come out of her mouth seemed to stab my stomach now.
"I love Jacob." I could not stop sobbing ... this whole story was killing me ... and all the people I liked.
"You are lying Alex!"
"Look, I love my boyfriend. I can't do this! I think it's best for you to stay away-" I could not finish the sentence. Her eyes ... it was not like she wanted to eat me but ... as if they wanted to kill me right there.
1 MONTH AND 1 WEEK AGO.
"C'mon, one more kiss!" Jacob kept insisting.
The only thing I really wanted now was that he'd go away ... or to stay.
"Jake please, go away, if I kiss you one more time I won't let you go-" Today was the last time I was going to see him. I was not going to endure one more farewell since last week has been just that. Farewells and goodbyes goodbyes. Jake was leaving for 5 weeks ... some say it's not much, but at this point, it sounds to me like a year. He was going to visit his family in New York, but I'm in college and ... now I can not stop it, so this time he will have to go alone. "- besides you are alredy late to catch the flight."
"I'm gonna miss you a lot, you know." he said kissing me again.
"The flight is gonna miss you too, now go!" the truth is that I could not stop and let out a laugh, also to show that i was fine ... but actually I'm not even that. That said ... there he goes ... out the door.
My name is Alexandra, but most people call me Alex. Common name, but I'm not. I'm 18, dating a boy of 21 and live without my parents. Common? I would not say. The story of my life, is a great mystery ... I was adopted on one day of life, for this beautiful family ... I hid it for 18 years. Fortunately, when I found out where it really came, I met Jacob, what I consider the love of my life. And no, it's not fancy, it is reality. He was the only person who understood me and who supported him in everything I did, so I moved into his house and left my parents behind. Selfish? Maybe ... but what matters is that I'm happy now.