Hello! I know I should be working on my soother story Realization, but I thought of this and just had to write it. So I hope you like this little oneshot and if you want more then just tell me. I might have some ideas for a chapter two, but that's only if you guys want me to continue...okay so on with the story! :D
I just wished that she was gone. I hated everything about her; her smile, her laugh, the way she made him just melt into every kissed they shared. It hurt to watch, and she made sure to do it right out in the open. Just to make sure I saw it happen. Once I walked into the room her lips would be attached to his, not that he minded. But I would just keep my head up, and keep walking off do do what I needed to do.
Why? Why did she do this?
Because she had what I wanted, and she knew it too. Oh, she knew it very well. And after every kiss with him she would smile at me. She would give me a smile that said 'Mine.' And boy did I hate that smile. I just wanted to smack it right off her face. But I couldn't do that, she was our...friend.
It made me want to scream every time she hugged him. It made me want to puke every time she nibbled his ear while he whispered sweet nothing's into hers. It made me want to cry every time I saw them, because I can't have him, and she made sure I knew it.
My life has been crap, but he would find some way to make me smile, even though I didn't show it. Even in the worst of times he would crack a lame joke and it seemed everything would be okay.
I don't know how it happened, or why, or even when. But something about him changed in my eyes and he became my everything. His laugh, smile, attitude, and personality became something more it me. It was someone I can fall back on, someone I can trust, someone I can love. And I did. It took my forever to admit it to my self that I had a crush on him, but by then it turned into undying love.
The little things about him stood out to me more. The way his fang protruded from is bottom lip when he smiled. The way his muscles could be seen through his shirt. The way his hair seemed unkept and messed up, but somehow still looked good. I was ready to tell him. I knew I was.
But then she showed up with her long blond hair and big blue eyes. She was so sweet and innocent. Yeah right. She betrayed us how many times? But you still run to her.
Why do you run to her? She wasn't the one who comforted you after your Beast episode. She wasn't the one who you talked to when you're upset. She wasn't the one who you turned for a shoulder to cry on. But you still go to her.
Many people have loved and lost, but she want take the hint and get lost already. She just keeps finding her way back here. Back into your arms. She was encased in stone and she still found her way back here. And she'll keep doing that until I finally swallow my pride and tell you how I feel.
But until then I'll keep letting her walk on me, and you'll still be as clueless as ever.