The Beginning
This is the story of how a young lady named Maggie found the man of her dreams. But the question is, did it last? You will find out! Many years ago, a sixteen year old girl named Maggie lived in a small town of Jacksonville, Florida. She thought her life was a living hell from the start. When she was little, her father was murdered by very bad men. She was too young to understand what was happening at the time. Her mom eventually told her what happened. All she had left was her mother and her two sisters. And let's face it, they weren't much help either. Maggie didn't have the best life growing up. She would always get picked on at school and everywhere she went. She didn't have any friends and her family was far too busy to help her. When she was twelve, she solved all her problems by self harming herself. She knew what it was when she was younger, but she never thought she would go that far. But things happen and she started ruining her body. She would use a knife, a blade, a lighter, glass, basically anything that would leave a scar. Maggie had a rough life, but atleast she knew how to calm herself down. Maggie was very into the social media. She was always updated on everything because even if it was not out in the real world, she felt like she could be safe. One day, she met a man on her friend's chat that loved the same stuff she did. He actually had a conversation with her asking if she knew what an efed was. She was confused and shook her head saying no. So the man explained it to her and she eventually understood what he meant. He asked if she wanted to join his because he was starting it for the first time. She thought about it for a few days and decided to give it a try. So she started role playing on the internet and became someone she loved in the real world. She met some nice people and had a lot of fun but most importantly, she felt accepted. She stayed with role playing for many years but she actually stopped for a reason.
After she was used to being someone she really wasn't, she met a man that asked her out. Not knowing who he was, she actually accepted and began "role play dating." They got deep into role playing for a few weeks and out of no where, he started falling for her. Maggie wasn't looking for a real relationship and plus she couldn't do it with him because of the age difference. Once he told her who he was, she was shocked and couldn't seem to look him in the face. So she kept her role play page but she ended up leaving. She left for personal reasons but mainly because she felt violated. Maggie was very confused at the time and she didn't know what she felt. She felt like the guy that was in love with her was controlling her and trying to violate her. Even if it wasn't real, in Maggie's mind, everything bad that happens to her is one hundred percent real. She continued to hurt herself and tried to commit suicide multiple times. Everytime it happened, she would be in the hospital. She got lucky because the doctors saved her life.
At the time, her mom would try to be loving and supportive, but she didn't know what was going on with her own daughter. No one knew what Maggie was really doing or why she would always have to go to the hospital. She felt like she had nothing left to live for and she wondered why God kept her around, because she was Christian she always wondered, and still to this day she always thinks "why do you keep me here." A month went by and she went back to her role play life because outside of it, her life just got even worse. She kept talking to the nice people she met when she first created her account and she even continued talking to the person she couldn't date. He actually made different accounts because he was so obsessed to be with her at that time and she honestly thought he was being pathetic. So eventually they stopped talking and Maggie wanted to leave what she started behind because of the hate she got after everything that was going on. She kept contact with one of her loyal friends named Marie. Marie was her only friend at the time because everyone else just kept fighting with Maggie and she just wanted to tell them to stop but she rather just not start anything with anyone. So after Maggie left her role play life behind, her and Marie got closer as friends and would talk every non stop. Maggie was happy to have Marie in her life because she finally understood what a bestfriend really was.