"Congratulations your pregnant!", said the doctor with a huge smile on his face.
"Wait your pregnant?! I thought you were just getting fat y'know from all that chocolate", I said confused. But I really shouldn't have said that because now Mello was crying.
"Well sorry I eat a lot of chocolate! Do you want me to starve!" he said with tears in his eyes. I hated to see him cry but it can't be helped this was happening and it was going to continue. How come when you get pregnant you have so many emotions?
But before I knew it he turned around and punched me in the stomach, "I hate you! I hope you die a violent death!"
"You don't mean that", I said clutching my stomach as I got into the car, "and even if you do it doesn't matter because I will always love you no matter how much you hate me."
"Sure whatever." That was all he said I knew he didn't mean it but it still hurt. And it was going to hurt for seven more months, maybe more, but I decided to ignore the pain in both my stomach and my heart and drove us home.
When we got home it was like he was already a totally different person.
"Mattie honey! I hope you can forgive me for earlier I'm soooo sorry! I was just mad."
Ok, WTF! He says he hopes I dies a vioent death now he changes his mind? I'm just gonna go play guitar hero where things make sense.
"Mattie!!!!! I'm hungry!!"
"So?"
"So…go buy me some more chocolate. Oh, with lemon juice!"
"um…. Lemon juice?"
"Yea! Is there a problem!!?"
"uh.. no I just wanted to play guitar hero"
"So your saying that you would rather play guitar hero and let me starve?"
Crap, he's crying!
"Its ok I'm just carrying your child and I might die if I don't eat but its ok you go play you game I'll be ok…I guess"
"Fine! I'll go!"
"Well if you really want to…."
When I got back I was so mad but then I walked in and saw him asleep on bed and realized that he was carrying my- our child. And that he was going to experience a lot of pain and it was my fault. I mean I guess he wanted this but it was my fault. I guess I'll just deal with his mood swings and weird cravings for now.
After all this is the price of love…..