ADAM'S POV

freak...freak..FREAK! my mind screamed over and over, I hated my body I hated the way I looked I hated my stupid girl parts..I wanted to die so badly, so I got up from the couch and went to the bathroom I took out my hair clip and my lighter from the "Gracie" stash, and began to light the Barret and as soon as I was about to put the Barret to my skin someone yelled for me, who was it...the voice was so far away "ADAM" it screamed..yes that's me Adam..not Gracie "ADAM" it yelled over and over and over...

"ADAM C'MON MAN GET UP" Drew yelled and came into my room shaking me to wake up,

I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed them "im up" i mumbled

"Come on dude, you gotta get up before mom blows her top" Drew said to me before walking out the door to finish getting ready

Ughh gotta get up for school..as I started to get out of bed and make my way to my closet I saw my reflection in the mirror, I quickly looked away from it and grabbed my Clothes and headed for the shower, as I got out and put my clothes on, the same routine as always...boxers, baggy jeans, black tank top, and of course the stupid wrap to Cover my stupid birth defect, and a few shirts and my beanie and I was ready to go...

"Morning G-Adam" my mom said and corrected herself

"Mornin"i mumbled still not all the way awake

"Adam just wanted to let you know that Grams is going to be visiting us soon" Mrs Torress said to her son

"And?" Adam said already angry

"Well i was thinking that Gracie could join us"

"No mom!" Adam started to raise his voice

"Alright then don't bother coming" Mrs torress told him

Great Adam thought, I have to be Gracie AGAIN! i have a feeling my stupid dream will come true..

"Adam do you want a ride to school"Drew asked

"No dude i think im going to just walk"and with that he started for the door and to the long walk to school

TAYLOR'S POV

The temptation overwhelmd her, she didn't know if she could stop herself, so when her dad started yelling at her with a beer can in hand she ran in her room and locked It...she couldn't breath so she searched in her drawr for the thing she desperatly needed "her medicen" as she calls it.."found it" she says to herself, at that moment she Started to cry the blade calmed her down immediatly, although she always knew it would..it always had...

Taylor Stratton woke up to her alarm clock, she quickly shut it off and got out of bed, looking at herself in the mirror had always been hard to do, she hated the way she Looked, even though to some people they'd say she's really cute as she looked at herself in the mirror what staired back was big grey eyes, short black hair, a small body (she had always been thin) but instead of putting on girly clothes she quickly got dressed in a black t-shirt, jeans, and her favorite necklace(her moms necklace)

"TAYLOR GET YOUR ASS UP" her dad yelled, she hated her alcoholic dad with a passion but he was all that was left in her family,

"COMING" she yelled already dreading going down stairs, as she came down stairs she realized that her dad was on his 5th beer and it was only 7 in the morning

"Mornin sweety" he slurred at her..

"Morning dad" she mumbled,

She walked to the kitchen to try and find some food when her dad stumbled in there

"Sooo sweety whatcha doing?"

"Trying to find something to eat dad" he looked at her like he was mad

"Dont talk to me like that young lady" and when she tried to move away from him, he slapped her across the face, looking shocked he said

"oh sweety i didn't mean to do that" as he tried to make up an excuse i ran out the door to go to school, Degrassi -sigh- she heard about this school it's supposed to be all About drama "oh great" she mumbled to herself