Violets POV
It hurts just thinking about love.
It hurts to just think about HIM.
It hurts to say anything to anyone.
It hurts to do something when I want.
It hurts when I see him and quickly fade away.
It hurts when I try to cut myself, but I can't because I promised Him.
It hurts when I hear his name in conversations I should not be hearing.
It hurts when people ask me about him all the time.
Everything hurts now, and I just want it to go away.
Why did I have to overdose on those pills? I didn't die loved as Tate said.
I died with people pitying me, feeling sorry for me.
It hurts just thinking about not being able to leave this house.
It hurts when I see other people happy and I am not. I envy those people.
It hurts when new people come look at the house and accept the offer but quickly move out.
It hurts, It hurts, It Hurts.
Make it go away. That's all I am asking.
Tate's POV
The darkness has me again. When I was with her it never had me.
It sucks when it has me.
It makes me do bad things.
It makes me sad, and pity myself.
It makes my life way more fucked up.
It makes my life drag on, and on without any closure.
It makes me cry everyday.
It makes me always think of the girl I loved, and still love. Violet. I need her, but she will never ever forgive me. This fucked up house is as bad as it gets.
I am the darkness to Violet, but to me she is the light. If I finally reach the light, I will be out of this mess. She will never forgive me. I always try to reassure myself that she will, but as the years drag on, she never shows. The only way I know she is still here is by hearing Ben talk about her when I hang out with him. He knows I have changed, but he has not forgiven me. Neither has Vivian, but I will try with all my might to get them to forgive me, and maybe, just maybe, Violet, my light, will too.