(One-Shot)
Emma and Sean (Story set after the shooting Sean left for Wasaga Beach)
Romance Rated:T By:Degrassigurlondeck16
Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi , if I did Sean and Emma would've never broken up.
I don't own the lyric to No Air by Jordin Sparks and sexy Chris Brown.
Dear Diary,
I've come to the realization that I am not perfect. Everybody looks at me and expects me to be someone I am not.someone I don't even want to be. But Rick saw the flaw of me. I'm a tease. Nothing more and nothing less, I'm just as bad as my used to be best friend, Manuella Santos, but as least she knows what she is...a slut. As I'm writing this one person comes to my mind, the one person who loved me unconditionally, the one who put me on this high pedestal. I know Sean loves me, because every time we try to pull away from each other, start seeing other people, it always come back to us. No matter the situation Sean is always there...Sean is my everything...Sean is my air. I know I try to play it off as if I'm over him...but its because I'm a tease. I play these games and lie about things just to reel them in and when they are close I throw them back into the water. I LOVE SEAN...I NEED SEAN...but I came to this realization a little to late, because now my Sean is gone. Gone to Wasaga Beach . Gone out of my life.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh
"Emma your food getting cold", Spike yelled from the top of the stairs.
"Coming Mom", Emma retorted while wiping away her tear-stained face. Those tears that the love of her life caused.
SEAN'S POV:
I don't even know where I'm going but I don't care. I need to clear my thoughts. And what better way but to drive. Drive no where in particular. I need to move on...away from my life of Degrassi. But every time I try to move on something...rather someone...is pulling me back. Back to a life of happiness, laughter and joy, that is before Rick came along. Now I'm a murder...nothing less and nothing more. I hurt so many people in my life but there's one person I never wanted to hurt the most. Emma. My sweet Emma. Everything good in me is her. I love her. I need her. I wish I could be with her, but I'm bad news. I can't let her ruin her life because of me. She need someone smart, and well-rounded, two things I'm not. As I'm driving I find myself somewhere I vowed I would never return to. DEGRASSI. My car is parked outside a familiar house. That house that has my beautiful, innocent Emma. I need her...I want her...I have to have her, she's the reason I'm still breathing. I see her on her porch...I hear her crying.
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand.
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe
"Emma", I whispered trying not to scare her.
"Sean", she replies back trying to wipe her face of tears.
"Emma I need you, I am so sorry", Sean said standing close Emma.
"Sean I need you too, I can't breathe without you its like no-" Emma said before Sean finished her sentence
"No air??" Sean said. And with that Sean pulled her into a kiss. This wasn't like any other kiss. It was full of passion, lust, and love. It's everything Emma wanted, and everything Sean needed.
No air, air No air, air No air, air No air, air