So this is kind of written a bit strangely. The first half of every chapter will sort of be a flashback and the second part will be the present.
Disclaimer: only the plot is mine V.V
The twilight sun set everything aglow. The tall fields of grass wisped in the wind, and the last bits of summer were being washed away, but it didn't stop the scene from being beautiful. If anything it added to the magic of late summer days. I can still recall how the sound of sweet soft melodic children's laughter filled the air. I remember the sea of rainbow balloons being let go into the air as the children were set into another round of innocent giggles. I remember them counting and laughing, and giggling more at the numbers that were missed. I remember how some still had their front teeth missing, or buttons to their overalls gone, and how their hair was so messy, but no one made fun of them for it. I can still recall how they all ran and hid in the same tree, helping each other shimmy up the bark of the old thing.
I can picture their faces when a little brunette boy found them hidden in the leaves, screaming it wasn't fair that he couldn't reach the next person to "be it." they all giggled, before one leapt down from the thin branch saying he would be it, because it was for the other boy. I remember thinking how strange it was for a child to be so blonde; their hair was silver in the setting sun. I can still feel the breeze prickling my skin when I think about it, and even the way it smelt; cool and sweet, and somewhere in the back salty from sweat in the air, I remember how simple those kids had it, and how carefree they looked when their gem colored eyes settled on one another, but mostly I remember being one of those kids.
We ran for hours and hours, laughter mixing with our ragged breaths as our short chubby bodies carried us through the fields that were nearly as tall as us. It was easy to do things like that when we were young. Just the ten of us; Sora, Riku, Naminé, kairi, Ven, Cloud, Terra, Zack, Axel, and I. we swarmed through the tall grass forest and screeched when a game of hide-and-seek turned into Riku being a monster who chased us, and that eventually turned into the ten-year-olds, Terra, Zack, and Cloud pushing us, Sora, Riku, Axel, Ven, and I, the Five-year-olds, on a tire swing that faded long ago in the summer sun, while the only two girls made daisy-chains with sloppy three-year-old fingers. After the sun had gone down, and the diamond dusted sky came into view we all splayed across the dirt and soft grass staring up in amazement at it. I can still remember how Cloud and Zack were close enough to touch, but were too afraid to, and Ven watched Terra instead of the stars. I could feel the grass underneath me, and the stars above me, and Axel's warm heat next to me. His small hand wrapped mine in his in the innocent way children do as we all lay in a circle on the grass. My breath caught in my throat that night and I can't recall if it was because he was holding my hand, or the showering stars that started to fall around us. They shot one by one streaking the sky with their beauty. No one spoke, and I felt like we all stopped breathing too.
"Roxas," Axel's small voice called to me in the silence and for a long moment only the crickets answered him. "You're not a girl…" he stated the obvious, but at the time it was a revelation amongst the whole group, "and you're taller than me." And at the time it was true, I had a good three inches over him, even with his unruly bright red hair, even if his mother forced him to get it cut every month, "but someday… when the stars are falling again…" by now everyone was listening, "I'm going to make you my wife! I promise." he proclaimed happily squeezing my hand, but no one else felt that.
It all made perfect sense back then, and when or how we all grew up, I don't know either. I don't know when Axel's sweet innocent voice suddenly became so much deeper and sensual, or when he was allowed to grow his short hair out, or when his beautiful green eyes formed into the most magnificent creations I had ever seen, or even when his child's toothless grin turned into a grin the Cheshire cat would envy. I don't know when he finally learned to hold my hand with our fingers laced, or when his small skinny body grew to a towering height over mine, or when he developed those muscles, or even when he learned to kiss. And I certainly don't know when Axel became a sexual thing to me, but now I know why he is.
His broad shoulders and strong chest were close to my own smaller, but still toned one. His soft lips caressed mine perfectly as his long spindly fingers danced over my body. I was groaning into the kiss as he slowly rocked his hips against mine through our thin pajama pants. My back was pressed against the small love seat in our cramped apartment with this strong beast on top of me straddling my waist. My own fingers dug into his scalp and yanked on the still red spikes when his lips found that one spot on my neck, with his hands forced up my shirt running over my nipples. "Axel…" I breathed his name as I arched off the couch, wanting more from my lover. He sat up and quickly removed both of our shirts before he kissed me again. This one was rough and sloppy as our tongues danced together, fighting almost, as he kept grinding our hips together.
"Fuck, Rox. C-can I?" his voice was hoarse as he looked down at me with those stunning green eyes, with want melding into them. I gave a short nod before pulling his face back down to mine and kissing him while he worked on pulling down our pajama pants and boxers. We broke apart again as he yanked my flannel pants off placing himself between my legs. I hissed at the surprisingly cold air that swarmed around my pulsing erection. Axel leaned down my body and kissed the protruding hip bones and then my inner thighs nipping here and there. The sensation got me every time and I breathed out his name again. I could feel him grin like the Cheshire cat against my tanned skin, before kissing the tip of my erection. I bucked my hips up but he just forced them down with one powerful hand as he kept teasing me. His pink tongue darting out of his mouth and lapped at the head forcing more moans out of me, and before a moment one slick finger was buried deep within me and my eyes rolled into the back of my head. "Rox, you taste so good." He purred as he took my head into his mouth and sucked before engulfing the whole thing.
"OH GODS AXEL!" I bit out grabbing onto the couch's fabric desperately trying to keep my cool. No matter how many times he had done the exact same thing to me, it still was just as amazing. His mouth was wet and hot around my aching shaft and oh gods I could feel his teeth grazing across the damn thing, it made me scream. Axel hummed in the back of his throat and the vibrations had me clutching on to the fabric harder. "Oh fuck Axel!" I was so focused on the blowjob I hadn't noticed his three fingers working and stretching me open until they grazed passed the bundle of nerves he had mapped out. I inhaled sharply again when his nails grazed it before he withdrew them from my body and let go of my erection with a loud pop.
"You ready Rox?" he asked, but he already knew the answer so I didn't bother to make a move to respond to him; I just lay there panting hanging onto the cheep couch for dear life, with my legs spread wide open and erection twitching freely in the now damp air. He leaned down and kissed me, letting my tongue explore his mouth, tasting myself. I never really liked the taste, but when it was in Axel's mouth and the thought of what he just did to me coursed through my mind, I shivered. He pulled away to hold his breath as he position himself at my entrance and push himself all the way in.
"A-AXEL!" I mewled his name as he settled inside of me, resisting the urge to just slam into me; his face gave it all away. I could feel him throbbing inside of me as I stared up at his face. The dull ache mixed with the pleasure. It was beautiful, Axel buried deep inside of me, towering over me with sweat staining his magnificent body, and the site coaxed another moan out of my lips. This persuaded him to move, drawing his hips out painfully slowly before pushing back in half way. "No k-keep going…" I bit my bottom lip trying to hold back another moan.
"Don't do that, babe." He leaned down and placed another rough kiss to my lips swallowing the noise I made when he shoved himself the rest of the way in. He began a slow steady rhythm kissing me and pulling away when I let out growls of pleasure rolling my hips against his. "Now tell me what you want…" he whispered sultrily into my ear when we broke the kiss.
"F-faster." I could hear myself say, twisting my fingers in Axel's long hair, not daring to open my eyes just yet. He pounded into me faster letting out groans of his own as my hips still rose with every thrust; I could never get enough of him. Suddenly his hot wet tongue was lazily circling around my nipple, before he bit down harshly and he kept thrusting, hitting my prostate dead on every time, "OH AXEL!" I screamed at all the feelings swelling up inside of me; the smoldering heat coiled in the pit of my stomach and by the way Axel was murmuring my name he was feeling the same. My hands slowly made their way from tangling in his hair to clawing down his back. He thrusted harder and faster until our hips were franticly coming together and separating. My throat ached from screaming and moaning curses and Axel's name as he sucked and bit on my pulse. So close. "A-A-Axel! OH AXEL M-MORE! MAKE ME CUM!" I dug my nails deeper in his back. I could feel myself tighten around Axel's still throbbing member as it impaled me over and over again. My eyes shot open as I felt his long spindly fingers close around my own weeping Erection. Axel ran his thumb over the tip spreading my pre-cum around before pumping it roughly in time with his frantic thrusts.
"Look at me…" it was a soft husky voice as his eyes made contact with mine. I screamed out feeling everything inside of me uncoil. Stars danced in front of my eyes as Axel groaned my name releasing his hot seed inside of me riding out both of our orgasms, never breaking eye contact.
"Axel… that was fantastic." I whispered when I finally regained my sensations and relax my arms around Axel's back as he slumped against me, the both of us still panting heavily. He propped himself up on one elbow as he toyed with my hair.
"You always are." He kissed me lazily before pulling out and his cum spilling out onto the fabric that covered the couch. "Always have been." He smiled trying to get up, but I pulled him back down and held him to me. He chuckled darkly, "what? You don't wanna move?" I just shook my head and yawned, not bothered in the least bit by the feeling of the aftermath all over me.
I looked over him out to the window and the dark night sky. The stars speckled the dark canvas before I noticed it, the small streak crossed the sky, then another and another… the stars were falling again. I smiled sadly at Axel, like I always have when I see a shooting star, recalling his five-year-old-self and comparing him to his twenty-one-year-old-self now. I kissed his cheek mumbling, "someday." He never understood and tonight was no different. He had long forgotten his promise, because Axel is definitely not that little boy anymore.
Hmmm…
C: tah tah for now!