Author's Note

Hello everybody. Guess what? I decided to start my first collection of short oneshots hehe. Well, I figured out that this would help the poor ideas that invade my mind all the time.

So… This collection consists of unconnected short stories. The length of each chapter will usually be between 500 and 1500 words. In case the ch was longer, I would post it in a separate one shot. The stories talk about several Genres and topics: Family, humor, brotherhood. Friendship. Love, sadness, angst, etc .The focus will be usually on the twins but other relationships and character like the gang and their families may be introduced. The events take place in the stage after the digital world adventure (Post Frontier) and during the canon. Most of them talk about the former, though. Different styles in writing (A good way to experience structures). Different P.O.V. I may present half of the picture so it shouldn't be surprising if I left the end open or if it didn't make much sense. Sometimes, the chapters will be completely random without a plot, conflict or anything that works for a full-lengthen story (that way I won't be tempted to change it into a multiple-chapters story). I have already finished two chapters for this so updates, hopefully, will be fast. And I don't know how many chapters this collection will contain…

I accept requests and will be glad to do them in case I can. Yet it depends ^.^…

Umm, what is more? Nothing I guess. Sorry for this long introduction, guys. I just wanted to make things clear...especially the randomness thing. So please enjoy. I beg whoever has a beating heart…or un-beating heart to tell me what they think. Haha, for some reason, I like that line.

Disclaimer: Sigh, I don't own Digimon, K? End of the line and a full stop.

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Title: Should I?

P.O.V: Minamoto Kouji

Main characters: Minamoto Kouji & Kimura Kouichi

Rating: T

Words Count: 1272

Genre: General.

Summary: I wonder why I am writing about you. I just felt like doing it, Nii-san...

Notes: This chapter is a present to Immortal Fallen Radiance...^.^" Tuesday was her birthday and her third anniversary in fan fiction. Yay! Happy birthday\anniversary, Akiza-chan. It is just a simple, little thing but I felt like I should do something ^.^… Gomen if it is not that great. Maybe if I had time, I would have written something better but it is quite okay, I guess. Anyway, I finished this chapter on Tuesday but I don't really know when the electricity(currently off) will allow me to post it. Waaaah.

Should I?

You know. You are quite weird, Nii-san. Weird to the extent that I couldn't think of anyone else to write about.

Innocent. Naive. And well…weird. Why do I have to come back the same idea of you being weird? I like that weirdness, Kouichi. Sweet kind of weird, maybe. I guess being weird doesn't have to be a bad thing, ne? It is almost fun to see how you look at the world in your way. Expecting the best of anyone. Expecting and praying that even those who act really bad have good hearts deep down. Is it because of guilt? I don't know but somehow it hurts to see how much hurt you can be when you think of the past. The long-forgiven past, and believe me, forgotten too.

Why the heck am I writing this anyway? It is not that I would show you this. Hell. No. I just felt like doing something productive and damn it. Don't laugh. Man, whom am I talking to? You aren't even reading it. What was I talking about...Ah. Something productive. Believe it or not, it kinda helps when you write about how you feel on a paper. The pen looks like one of those magical pens which could run crazy on a blank paper, filling it for an exam. Why can't I write this spontaneously in an exam,though? Writing too much isn't my thing. The previous week's exam required me to write ten lines to illustrate a point but I easily and simply hit the point in two lines. And guess what? I got full mark. Takuya was about to kill himself ( Not literally. He is not that idiot.) because he wrote more than ten lines for each essay question(they were two)and barely scratched 2 out of 6 for this type of questions. It is not my fault that he is an idiot who would write crazily without even having a readable handwriting. He should really learn how to use the computer to type his assignment. They are freaking horrible. Even I feel sorry for the teacher who has to mark them.

But you, you would simply write, allowing your emotions and thought to cast magic on the papers. And that is just a little thing that makes you special. Completely different from me.

When I remember how you can calmly convince me of something and even make me feel quite stupid for shouting for no reason to get my point crossed.

Ah. I came to your house yesterday but you weren't there. And seriously, Nii-san, why did you forget taking your cell phone with you? It is Otou-san's present after all and I really needed to know if you were home or not. And if you were wondering how could I possibly know that you forgot it. I could hear its ringing tone from the front door. It is a pretty song by the way but a bit innocent. For God's sake, we are fifteen. Scratch that, stay the way you are. I love you when you are yourself. Anyway I forgave you for forgetting your cell phone (I always do that.) because you called once you were home. Personally, I can't believe you had checked your phone to see the missed calls. That is such improvement. I am smirking now by the way. Arggg, I really need to have a copy from your apartment keys myself. Why do I keep forgetting?

Why would I write about you of all people anyway? Well, simply because it makes sense. I wonder what you are doing now. It is 11:00 PM. Sleeping maybe. Nah, you might be talking to 'kaa-san as she should have come back by now or maybe reankding a book.

I haven't seen you for three days now.

And I miss you.

Why on earth can't 'Kaa-san move near us? Is it that difficult to find a nearby apartment? Maybe it is. I am not an expert in apartments' renting or selling, anyway. It is more of Otou-san's work. Now I thought about it, why can't I ask him to do something about it? Ah…well…because 'Kaa-san won't like that too much. She is quite independent. I am glad you are not that independent anymore. I would go crazy if you were as independent as her. If you were, we wouldn't be this close. And honestly, we are pretty close despite my complaint about how closer we should be. I don't know to what level, though. All what I care about is being by your side. And having you by my side.

Huh?

A beeping sound. A message? Just few minutes…I will be back…

Back after five minutes...

The message was from you. I will write it here.

Kouji, R u awake? What are you doing? I just felt like talking to u. BTW, I'm sneezing for few minutes now. Someone must be talking about me. Ummm, why do I have the feeling I know who? Etto, Tomorrow is weekend. Come early, k?…and I miss you.

Well…Checking up and reading your message took one minute but I needed the other four minutes to stop laughing or staring speechlessly at the words. If Takuya heard about it he wouldn't leave us alone. Twin telepathy, ne?

Fine, I will stop talking about you for now. But what do you think should I do about what I wrote? I don't feel like tearing it. It is just not right. Maybe I will show it to you. Heck, If I didn't tear it, I may end up showing it to you.

Anyway, I should reply to your message but I don't really know what to say. Strange. You are the one who took forever to get used to mobile messages. You learn pretty fast.

Ah. I guess I know what I want to say.

Yep. Thinking about you. Just kidding or maybe not. I will be there early. And…well…you see… it is just…Ah…Damn it. There is something I may show you and don't think about asking what it is if I didn't bring it with me tomorrow. I think I miss you too. Not much, though.

Message is sent.

Great, what have I done? Baka Kouji… And what is the point in that smirk at the end. Damn it. He knows I miss him. Trying to look like the cool guy? It is just doesn't feel right when it comes to you, Nii-san.

Nani? Another message? You sure write fast. Man, why am I keeping writing this? There is no way in hell, I would show it to you. But still who knows.

Fine…I will read the message.

I will be waiting. And I know that you don't miss me that much.

And that is your reply. Didn't I say you are weird? Why do I feel like you were chuckling while writing the last few words. And stop smiling right now. It is driving me crazy. You have no right to blush for reading this. Yeah. This is not funny.

Who am I kidding? I love your smile and you are really cute when you blush. You know, in case I showed it to you, I wouldn't be in the same room when you will be reading it…

I'd better leave the pen right now or I will use it to scratch on the paper. Did I say I loved writing? Forget it. I do hate writing. I must have lost my mind to write all this… Actually I will give myself another proof that I lost it in case I showed this to you…

Tomorrow will be such long day…