Hey there everyone here is another gravitation fic for ya. Yuki and Shuichi had always had a rocky relationship but what happens if Yuki gets up and leaves for no reason leaving Shuichi heartbroken and alone. He returns 2 years later to find everything changed, especially Shuichi who hasn't talked in two years. Enjoy

Chapter 1

The day had started out like any ordinary day. He got up and had a shower and washed his bubblegum pink hair. He then got dressed and ran around the apartment looking for all his notes he left lying around, all the while with a piece of toast in his mouth. After he managed to get himself together he would quietly sneak into his lover's study and try to surprise him but all he got was a

'Go away brat'

'Awww Yuki I just wanna give you a good morning kiss' Shuichi wined

'Well don't its annoying, I wish you would just disappear'. Being Shuichi he tried to not let the rejection faze him so he gave his best smile and said

'Ok I'm going I should be back no later then six' Shuichi said before he was out the door he stopped and turned 'don't work to hard' Shuichi didn't hear the audible grunt from the blonde before he was out the door and on his way to work

Shuichi arrived to NG just in time to not have a bullet shot at him by his gun-loving manager. He opened the door and smiled at his two band mates

'Hey guys'

'Hey Shuichi just in time' Hiro said

'Yeah I thought I would be early for a change' Shuichi laughed nervously before sitting down next to Hiro who was tunning his guitar.

'Really you haven't had a fight with Yuki have you'

'No no we're fine I just thought I would come in early'

'Ah huh'

Suddenly the door flew open and their manager K walked through the door followed by Mr Sakano who seemed to be his nervous self.

'Well it's a sight to see when all the band is right on time' K's blue eyes landed on Shuichi and smirked 'it's a pity I didn't get to shoot anyone' Shuichi avoided the deadly gaze of his manager and looked at a paper cup sitting in front of him.

'As you know boys Bad Luck's new album is to be released in a mouth, followed by a tour after that. Sakano has made arrangements with Seguchi too tour with Little Grasper for the first half' Shuichi eyes lit up when he heard the announcement. Touring with little grasper was like a dream for him

'So lets pull our heads together and make this our best tour yet'

'Yeah'

'I agree'

'So lets get practicing. Anyone not pulling their weight gets a bullet' K threatened a smile of trumpet when all occupants in the room stood up and ran to the recording studio

'Gets them every time' K said before following them.

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When the day was over Shuichi waked through the city in a blissful daze. He had just recorded two new songs for the upcoming album plus receiving the word that they will be touring with Little Grasper. What a dream. To sing next to his idol, Ryuichi Sakuma, he didn't think he could wait a month before the tour. He also couldn't wait to tell his lover. Would Yuki be happy for him, or would he shun him out like he usually did. His excitement dropped a bit. He hated it when Yuki would block him out like he wasn't important or he wasn't worth his time, maybe if…..

'No Shuichi must not think like that' Shuichi shook his head to get rid of the depressing thoughts and continued walking

When he got to his apartment building he looked up and noticed there was no lights on. There was always a light coming from inside, even if Yuki was in his study. A stab of dread shot through Shuichi as he looked around the car park and realised Yuki's car wasn't there

'He wouldn't' Shuichi said trying to hold back a sob before he ran to the elevator and rode it to his floor. When he got to his apartment door he tried to put his key in the lock but fear kept making his hands shake that he had to hold onto one arm while he opened the door. When he managed to get it open he walked in and without even taking off his shoes he ran around the house looking for his lover. His last stop was the bedroom. He opened the door, which creaked loudly; its echo rang loudly in Shuichi's ears. He ran over to the wardrobe and opened it. He gasped and stepped back, tears already in his eyes. It was empty. All of Yuki clothes were gone. Shuichi couldn't believe it, he wouldn't believe it. Yuki wouldn't just get up and leave for no reason.

Shuichi tried to dry his eyes but the tears just kept coming. The tears of heartbreak. His teary eyes scanned the room hoping to look for a clue when he saw a white envelope sitting on the bedside table. Shuichi crawled over and grabbed the envelope. He turned it over and saw his name on it written in Yuki's perfect handwriting. He wasted no time in ripping it open and reading the letter inside

Shuichi

We can't continue this any longer. You and I both know that it was never going to work so I have decided to leave and start over. It will not do us any good if we keep going the way we are now.

I have a career and a future to think about and I can't have some brat getting in the way of that. I can't love you the way you want to be loved. I'm sorry but that's the way it goes

I am leaving so this is goodbye forever.

Don't try to find me

Shuichi just looked at the letter in his hands for what seemed like a lifetime. Silent tears running down his cheeks onto the paper, making the ink run. But Shuichi didn't care. It all came down to one thing:

Yuki had left him

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The next day Shuichi didn't turn up for work, making Hiro a little worried. Shuichi didn't even call so Hiro went to Shuichi's apartment and knocked on the door. He waited a few minutes but there was no answer. He was about to walk away when the door handle turned and the door creaked open revealing a very depressed Shuichi. His eyes were all red and blood shot and his face was pale and lifeless and he was still in his clothes from yesterday

'What's up Shu. You didn't come to work so I came over' Hiro said. He watched Shuichi's downcast eyes gather tears and he was instantly at his side

'What's wrong Shuichi. What happened? Where's Yuki' Hiro closed the door and walked the distressed Shuichi over to the couch and sat him down

'Now Shuichi tell me what happened'

'He left me' Shuichi said trying to hold back the tears but his attempts were futile as they ran down his face

'What' Hiro said. Shuichi gave him the letter Yuki left him and as Hiro red it his hatred for the blonde climbed.

'Why did he leave me' Shuichi said quietly as he stood up and walked over to a picture of him and Yuki 'did I do something to make him angry. Oh I forgot I always made him angry. Always I nuisance just like his note said' Shuichi picked up the picture and threw it on the ground

'Shuichi what are you doing' Hiro yelled trying to restrain his friend. The years of neglect and torment must have taken its toll on Shuichi because as far as Hiro was concerned: this was not Shuichi and from that point on it would only get worse

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From that point on Shuichi was never the same. He would go around in a daze gazing up at nothing. There were times when Hiro would find him drunk in his apartment, trying to block out the feeling of abandonment. There were also times when Shuichi never showed up for work at days at a time and when he did he refused to sing or even talk about his problems. Fujisaki threatened to quit if Shuichi didn't get his act together but it was too late. The seed had already been planted. Shuichi had stopped talking altogether. He didn't even bother coming to work anymore so after a serious meeting with Tohma Seguchi he had decided to disband Bad Luck, saying of the band doesn't want to work there is no use coming back

It had been a week since the announcement and Hiro had not seen Shuichi at all. He had been to his apartment but Shuichi was never there. He walked to the front door and without even knocking he opened it and walked in. The place smelt like it hadn't been cleaned in months judging for the empty food packs and beer bottles and amongst it was a paced out Shuichi laying on the couch. Hiro's eyes narrowed into slits. He had been a pretty good friend through all this. He supported Shuichi even when he neglected his duties but enough was enough. He stomped over to the couch and gave Shuichi's face a slapped walking him up from his drunken stupor

Shuichi groggily opened his eyes and tried to focus on the vision in front of him

'Are you awake yet' Hiro said angrily as he pulled a half drunken Shuichi to his feet and dragged him to the bathroom. Without even taking Shuichi's clothes off Hiro dumped Shuichi in the shower and turned on the cold water. Shuichi spluttered and coughed

'I think you need to cool off and after I think we should go for a little walk cause quite frankly I am getting tired of having to put up with his bullshit' Hiro said as he walked out and slammed the door behind him.

Hiro managed to get Shuichi into some clean clothes, which was difficult because Shuichi didn't even know what day it was. They slowly walked through the town until they came to a park. They sat down on a bench and watched the kids play. It was an awkward silence before it was broken

'Do you know the last thing Yuki said to me before he left' Hiro turned his head silently stunned. Shuichi had not uttered a word for months, not even to him

'He said 'I wish you would just disappear' maybe he was right, I should disappear' Shuichi looked up at the sky and watched a flock of birds fly by

'Shu I think you should get away for a while. I hate to say this but if you keep going the way you are….you could die' and Shuichi did the last thing Hiro expected him to do. He launched himself at Hiro and buried his head in his shoulder

'Its so unfair. Why do people always have to do that? I just want someone to love me. Is that so wrong' Shuichi silently cried. Hiro caressed his now thin hair and tried not to cry as well. Shuichi had kept all this inside for months and as far as Hiro was concerned it was all Yuki's fault

'Its not wrong at all'

A couple of days later Hiro helped Shuichi pack his things. Hiro had arranged a taxi to take Shu to Nagasaki to get some help. He had stopped the drinking but after their little talk Shuichi never uttered another word. When the last of Shuichi's things were packed, he took one last look around the apartment before closing the door probably never to open them again.

Hiro was helping the taxi driver load up all the boxes when Shuichi walked out. Hiro turned to Shuichi with sad eyes and he could easily see the depression and loneliness staring back at him. he had grown unhealthily thin and he looked almost white. his pink hair had lost its shine and was dull and lifeless. it broke Hiro's heart.

'Will you be alright' Hiro asked hoping to get a response but Shuichi just nodded his head. Hiro pulled Shu into a hug and was glad when he felt Shu's thin arms wrap around him. it didn't matter to him that Bad Luck was finished or that he would have to start over. The only thing that mattered was the person in his arms, who was going through so much Hiro could believe Shuichi had survived this long

'Are you ready to go sir' the taxi driver asked. Hiro nodded his head and reluctantly let go of Shuichi. He opened the door and Shuichi slid into the seat. Hiro closed the door and watched the taxi pull away. He saw Shuichi turn his head and mouth something

'Goodbye' before he turned back around and was gone. A slight wind brushed past Hiro, drying the lone tear that had slid down his face

To be continued

whoa whoa how did you like that. Yuki must of left for some reason. Find out in the next chapter. It has been two years and Yuki decides to come back to every thing changed