Disclaimer: I don't own Lovely Complex (love*com) only the lovely ms. Aya Nakahara. (:

Summary: Atsushi Otani & Risa Koizumi

Are now almost 1 years together and but otani has to leaves and she's all sad.

Will they survive this like the other times or end.

I'm not good with summaries so Read what happen to Risa and Otani. Review! R&R

Please read and review. Give it a chance. (: .

Xo

Nessie

Chapter 1: Done All Wrong

~Risa POV~

"Otani?" I knocked as I open the door. I was surprise to see a suitcase on his bed. Packing his clothes.

"Koizumi, who let you in?" I saw him. He had a shocked face. But ignored it.

"Your mother, idiot. Anyways,What are you doing? Why you're packing?" I was curious. I knew he was going to university but it wasn't far from his house he didn't need a dorm in his school.

"Koizumi, I ... I going to America ... I got in to the student exchange program." America. Half around the world he was going. I couldn't believe him.

"Why didn't you tell me? Didn't I have the right to know? When I'm you're girlfriend. " I asked. I was angry, sad. How could Otani not tell me? I didn't had the right to know, after all we are boyfriend and girlfriend. And since we both already boarded the sin-train (A/N: as Nobu-chan had called it) less than a month ago. There was no reason he wouldn't tell me, was there? I didn't know what to do I had many emotions.

"Koizumi, I know I should've told you bu-"

"But you didn't." I glared. I left numbness take over me. I sat next to the suit case. Staring nowhere. I felt Otani move his thing to sit next to me.

"Let me finish. Like I was saying I should've told you but I didn't know how. We have spend this whole time together I didn't want to just pop it out. I was going to tell you but I always let the topic slip away." He said. He was going to be away far way. He wasn't going to be able to visit on holidays. Otani was my power source. I couldn't live without him.

"So you were just going to leave without saying good-bye?" Tears started to form in my eyes. He hesitated. Did he not know what to say? I couldn't believe him! "Okay, Otani. It over don't you dare to look for me I'm dead! Forget me. If you were going to America and not tell me, that's fine. Fool me once I'll forgive you, fool me twice I'm a fool for still forgiving you!" I ran out crying. Otani screamed after me. But I didn't stop. He didn't care if I didn't know about the stupid student exchange.

~Otani POV~

"KOIZUMI!" She did hear me. What have I done my love was gone I was nothing. I ran down the stairs to catch up before she was out the door. But was to late. Damn it! Why did I hesitate that long.

"At-chan! What did you do to my Risa!" Dang now my sister drag herself into this, great. I needed to call Koizumi. But what would I tell her. I leave tonight.

"Answer me, you dwarf!" God. I didn't have the strength to even put attention to the insult. I just stood there numb. Felt empty.

"MUM, At-chan did something bad to my Risa!" Oh great. Now mom was involve. I walked over to the stairs and climbed. I enter my room I see Koizumi talking to me I close my eyes tight and reopen them but to see she was gone. On top of my suit case was a photo of me and my Koizumi. I needed to call her.

I picked up the phone looked for her number and pressed the green button.

I first call her cell phone. "Hello..."

I was relieved she had answered "HELLO! Koizumi! Look I'm sor-"

"Sike! Sorry I couldn't come to the phone right now. Please leave your msg and name all I'll call you back. Bye-bye! -beep-" damn her stupid voice mail. I had forgotten. Next I tried her house.

"Hello? Koizumi residence." Her mom answered.

"Hello, its Otani. Is Risa there?" It was weird calling her by her first name.

"Isn't she at your hou- oh wait here she is ... Risa, Otani is on the phone." I plead for her to take it but as soon as that she said

"tell him to leave me alone I don't know him!"

I felt broken. Shuddered, destroyed. How could've let this happen!

"Sorry, Otani she doesn't want to talk to you. Pardon me for her rudeness."

"Don't worry Mrs. Koizumi. Thank you for trying. Bye-bye." The phone went dead. I decided I would text her.

'Koizumi, I'm sorry. I love you. Sorry I kept it from you. I'm leaving at 10:30pm if you want to see me before I leave. -Otani'

I hope she reads it and comes I have no other way. That message didn't sound very much like me. Ugh!

She never replied to the message. I began to worry 5 hours left before I leave.

What would I do if I don't get a last glimpse of her before I leave. Or even try to say the lovely-dovey things she always nagged me to say.

My life was gone. Nothing left to do.

-end of chapter 1: Gone all wrong-

A/N: hello guys, so what you guys think. my first fanfiction

please go easy on me. i tried to say with the charaters personalities. (:

i know it short but i'll try and make it a longer

~Chapter 2: Goodbye~ is soon to be up maybe tomorrow. Until then bye bye

Xo

Nessie