BPOV
IM Bella swan. Last year was horrible, with my long term boyfriend edward not calling only for me to figure out he was fucking my ex- best friend alice. I was pissed, embarrassed, and any other emotion you could think of when you walk in on your boyfriend fucking your friend at his house. That was horrible, and at the time alice was dating jasper, one of the sweetest men alive. He didn't believe me at first because alice had everyone around her finger but i think the way he found out was worse than me. While him and alice were having sex she called out edward's name instead and after that he threw her out his house annd he hasn't even looked her way since. When rosalie, jasper's sister, found out she tried to beat alice six feet under. This is why rose is my best friend now. Jazz was soo heartbroken. i never saw anyone look so sad for weeks on end. I mean i was the same way but jasper said that alice was the girl he wanted to marry one day and have his kids with. Me and jasper somehow found comfort in each other but i'm not ready for another relationship. Jasper has tried to go out with me because he has feelings for me but i just can't do it. Plus i don't think jasper would stay faithful to me. Everyone was scared of Alice. For her to be small she was a menace. So when her and jasper went out nobody messed with him. Me, im a shy person. I'm not a threat to anybody but myself which means if i dated jasper all the girls would still be all over him. I wouldn't be able to stand it and neither would he. It would only be a matter of time before he told me that he cheated on me with someone else or he wanted someone else and left me. Which would leave me heartbroken again. Not gonna happen.
JPOV
Im Jasper whitlock. i was born and raised in Dallas, Texas and i had the worst year i could ever have. The girl i loved, who i wanted to marry, who i wanted to raise my kids with, cheated on me with the boy i thought would always have my back, someone i trusted, someone i thought of as a brother. I don't even like thinkin of them because it pisses me the fuck off. It's horrible how you thought you could trust these people and they turn on you like that. That little tinker bell wannabe got what was comin to her after my sister Rosalie found out about her cheatin on me. That is a day i will never forget. We were all in tenth grade. Me and alice had been goin out since seventh grade. It was the same with all of us. Bells and edward and emmett and rosie. emmett beat the fuck outta edward for breakin bella's heart. Ed and Alice were in the hallway kissing and makin a huge scene when Rise and Emmett walked up to them. Next thing anyone else knew those two fuckers were gettin they asses beat up from the hallway to the parking lot and all the way downn the street. After that, me and Bella found comfort with one another, but she won't go out with me. I already know its cause of her not wantin her heart broken again but i am not edward. i would never do that to her. I don't even like her anymore. I'm in love with the girl and she won't give me a chance. I guess i'm just gonna have to tell her over dinner tonight. oh shit what am I gonna wear? Dammit i'm turnin into rosie.