Title: Believe in your Existence!
Author: norar

Disclaimer: I own noththing

Chapter 1

Sitting in the quad at lunch Ashley is sitting hip to hip with Spencer talking about everything and nothing all at once. Both girls have been noticing little things about the other like how they can finish each others sentences, complete the others thought, or come up with the same idea of what they should do over the weekend. It's like they're soul mates.

Ashley has known for a long time that she was destine to find a girl to spend the rest of her life with. She is more than ok with it. Though she didn't think it would happen at such a young age.

Spencer on the other hand is struggling with the idea still. After all it was only a month ago that she talked to Ashley at the beach about her attraction to girls. One brown eyed brunette to be exact. She doesn't doubt that she loves Ashley. She loves her enough to picture her in her forever future, but is she in love with Ashley? The thought of it definitely doesn't scare her or make her want to run. As she looks at Ashley with this thought she feels she has her answer….. YES! she is totally head-over-heels in love with Ashley Davies. She smiles as Ashley looks at her and says (with a confused look) "what? Spencer what are you thinking about?" Should I tell her here and now with all these people around? No I'll wait until later when it's just us. "Oh it's nothing um you just look very pretty today Ash."

"Well thanks Spence" she says with a confused look on her face. What does that mean? Does she have more than friends feelings for me?

Just then Aiden walks up and says "hey Ash aren't you singing at Grey's this weekend?"

"Ahh yeah my Dad's supposed to come and see me." She says shyly as she looks down.

Spencer puts her hand over Ashley's and gives her that little head tilt look and says "so do we get to come?"

"Well yeah if you want to that would be cool."

Aiden says "Spencer you could come with me and we can be her groupies."

Spencer smiles and says, "Ok it's a date."

A date? Ashley doesn't like that.

Saturday night at Ashley's

"Ashley I don't have anything to wear tonight," Spencer wines.

"Go into my closet and find whatever you like" Ashley says.

"How about this Spencer ask holding up a small green short dress?"

"Try it on and let's see." Ashley walks over to Spencer and starts pulling up the top part of the dress. Both girls shutter at the feeling they both get when Ashley's fingers grazed Spencer's sides. As Spencer turns around saying "what do you think?" They just stand there staring into each others eyes.

Ashley finally says a bit breathlessly "it looks prefect Spence" though her eyes never left Spencer's face.

"Ok well I need to get back home Aiden is picking me up at 8:00 so well see you there. Ok?"

"Yeah Spencer," Ashley says and steps forward and gives Spencer a hug.

So as soon as Spencer arrives back home she runs up to her room to check her hair and make-up one last time. Not for Aiden but for Ashley. She then heads back down stairs because it's almost 8:00. Aiden should be here any minute.

"Well you look very nice tonight Spencer," says Paula. "Where are you off to and is that dress new."

"Oh ahh I'm going to Gray's with Aiden and I borrowed the dress from Ashley."

"Is it just you and Aiden going to Gray's?"

"Yes! We are going to see Ashley sing, she has the most beautiful voice. And I think she is supposed to sing some of her Dad's songs tonight and he is going to be there too."

"Spencer I really hope you are being careful with that girl. She worries me."

"Mom! Her name is Ashley and you don't even know her. Please just give her a chance. She has a really good heart. She doesn't have what I have you know like a mom and dad that are around and care about me and what I'm doing. Her Dad is always on the road and don't get me started on her Mom. She comes home every couple of weeks and leaves some money on the counter for Ashley and is off again with some new guy. Ashley's had five step dads. If you would just get to know her I am sure you would love her as much as I do."

"You love her Spencer?" says Paula.

"Mom she's my best friend of course I love her."

"Oh! Yeah ok I get it," Paula says. "But you know I don't approve of her lifestyle Spencer."

"Yeah I know Mom but remember when I was little and was upset about the way I looked and you would say I needed to remember that God made me just the way he wants me to be and I should be happy with the me he made? Well doesn't that apply to everyone, even Ashley?"

Paula was a bit taken a back by this she had forgotten she used to tell Spencer that. It made her stop and think. "You know what Spencer your right. I'm sorry and I promise to be more excepting and kinder to Ashley in the future."

Spencer gave her mom a big hug and said "thanks mom that really means a lot to me." Just then the doorbell rings. "That's Aiden... bye Mom."