Author's Note

Hey Guys! This is a new and improved re-upload Chapter 1. I kinda didn't like how I wrote it the first chapter of the story. So I want to make a first good impression regarding the benefits for new readers that hopefully take an interest of this fic. Also the old readers ,you guys are awesome as always can also notice the improvements to this renewed chapter. Enjoy~

Title - Fall for You [Chapter One]

Summary- Being in love is amazing, but when you're in love with your best friend who is getting married, it's not the greatest feeling in the world to see her engaged. Still I rather sacrifice my happiness for hers. If that means keeping in my feelings that's exactly what I'm going to do. (G!P)

Words- 2k+

Rating- NC-17

Disclaimer- I do not own Glee, no profit is being made.

Chapter 1- I Can't

"Brittany!... Britt!,"Santana letting out an uproar of giggles while trying to stop my hands from tickling her sides "Please, I surrender." she said holding her hands up in defeat.

"Now Sanny, have you learned not to mess with the Lord T?" I question even though I obviously knew the answer.

"Yes, I have learned my lesson not to mess with Lord Tubby." she sighs with her voice spoken in a serious tone. I actually just for a second believe she will listen to me until a playful smile breaking upon her face.

"San." My lower lip juts out in a pouting form. I know my pout always gets her to do what I want. She's like putty in my hand. Just as I am in hers.

"Seriously Bee you know that adorable pout will always get to a Lopez," I smirk knowingly. she clicks her tongue and mutter. "Fine. I'm sorry Lar...Lord Tubbingtion"

"Thank You," I said "Now let's get ready for the partaay" I said playfully while getting up from the bed.

"No I wants my cuddles with my girl Britt," she whines while pulling me back on the bed.

When she said 'my girl' I felt nothing but butterflies flowing through my stomach. I know it's wrong to feel this way, but I can't help it sometimes what's worst is that she has a girlfriend. Her names Charlie; she's blond with grey eyes, toned body, and a sweet smile. And they have dated for a year now, so there is no chance she'll notice me. When I think about it hurts to know that she'll never see me ad more than a friend.

"Britt," she said while waving her hands in my face. "You kinda spaced out on me. Are you alright?" she questioned, her voice full of worry with a tint of curiosity.

"Yeah." I lied turning my head slightly to not let her catch my eyes which were full of sadness. I look downwards focusing all of my attention towards my hands. Like they were the most important things in the world.

"Britt, look at me," It was like I was in a trance. Just nothing around me was in existence. But my hands deliberately attach to to the hem of my shirt. Suddenly I feel a warm hand cupping my chin tilting my face upwards and catching the most amazing deep, dark chocolate-colored eyes.

"Nothing," I shake my head quickly eventually breaking out of her hands. "Now let's get ready for your birthday party." I say feigning happiness. When her eyes glare at me knowing something was up, I also add a small smile hopefully trying to convince Santana that I was okay.

"Are you sure Bee? We have been best friends since freaking first grade. I can tell something is bothering you." She replies worryingly.

"I'm fine okay," I grab her hands about to add another statement to my defense, when a prompt warmness spreads through my body. A sudden warmness that is indescribable for mankind, but to me I can describe it. It is called love. A certain love that is one-sided unfortunately. Maybe one day Santana will realize that us together will just bring an infinite cycle of happiness and the true meaning of a soulmate. "This is your day. Now let's get ready!"

Just the thought of her birthday pushes my sadness to the back of my mind. This is her day and I'm not going to ruin it with my problems.

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3 hours later..

I knocked softly on her door. "Coming Britt, just one second." I hear from the other side of the door.

Then the door opens to reveal the most stunning, beautiful girl in the world that I have ever laid eyes on. Her beauty isn't defined by her clothes, her makeup, or the way her hair looks. Its her eyes that are beautiful. And those deep orbs are the only part of her that is attracting my attention. It is because her eyes show the pathway to her beautiful heart. Her heart shows her true beauty. She is just so caring and passionate towards the people that she loves.

"You're drooling, Britt." she laughs while blushing from my awe expression.

"I can't help it. You're the most beautiful girl in the world." I say sheepishly while turning rubescent.

She also blushes and looks down, but narrowing her eyes up. "You look beautiful also Bee."

Santana is wearing a red laced party dress that stops by her knees and with her hair straightened with curls at the end the length of her hair stopping by her mid-back . Her makeup is done beautifully as well. She has natural makeup with red lipstick and black eyeliner. She picks nude heels that finishes off her stunning outfit.

While I'm wearing backless navy blue dress with my hair in loose curls reaching my lower back. My make up is also done naturally. I have nude pink lipstick on and light pink eye shadow. To finish it off I have pink heels.

"Ready to go?" I ask.

"Yeah.'', just let me call Charlie to tell her that we're leaving." She replies.

"Okay I'll meet you in the car."

I run downstairs heading out the front door. I just don't want to hear anymore about Charlie. She's always brought up between my and Santana. There is no escaping this pain that is caused by loving Santana.

About two minutes of me sitting in the car waiting for her to come pass by and she still has not come out of the house yet. Sometimes I wonder what would it be like if Me and Santana were together. To me I think I would be waking up in the morning next to the beauty with utter happiness. I would cherish every living moment I have with her. I'd kiss every part of her body I could possible reach. To her maybe some parts are imperfections, but in my eyes those little things are what I love about her.

I keep thinking on and on about her until I see the one person that is causing all these thoughts to flow through my head walking out the front door and locking it behind her. She walks forward reaching the handle of the passenger's door. She climbs in the car door with her phone clamp between her head and her neck.

"Yeah babe we're almost there," I hear her say to Charlie. 'Alright bye, I love you,' Then Santana replies with a half-hearted I love you back.

When she puts her phone back in her purse she glances over to me. My eyes are focused on the road in front of me, but I can tell she was looking my way.

"Britt, do you like Charlie?," she questions. I reply "Sure she makes you happy, right?" I look to my left and catch her brown eyes looking at me.

Right then and there I could tell something was bothering her. Just by the look on her face; The fiddling with the nails, the worried frown, it says it all.

"Yeah she does, I'm very happy with her. I just wanted to make sure you were."

"Does it matter what I think though?" I ask.

"Of course it does. You're my best friend. I care about your opinion."

It takes all the willpower I have to not admit these words 'No I'm never going to like a girl who is dating the person I love.'

"Then if she makes you happy then I'm happy."

"Thanks Brittany." she says with a smile on her face.

She turned to window on the right leaving me in my thoughts.

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Growing up was scary. I was scared that I wouldn't get accepted for who I was. Sure I was a pretty little girl. But if you dug a little deeper you would know that I was a girl with a male appendage. I thought once someone would know about my secret then they would think that I was a freak.

When I was six years-old, I had just moved in to Lima, Ohio. My family and I had moved from Arizona because my mother got a new job at hospital and my father also got a new job working for Burt's Garage.

We moved in a suburb close to a park. To me our house was amazing. The environment was just so welcoming. Just wait until these people find out.

My first day of school I was entering the first grade. My mother told me my teacher's name was .

I was so excited for my first day of school. My mom had even helped my pick out my school outfit. I had on a "I Wuv Ducks" shirt with rainbow suspenders attached to my blue jeans. It was a quirky outfit, but I absolutely adored it.

When I was finish eating breakfast my mom asked "Ready to go?"

"Yep! I am nervous though," I reply. "I mean what if they don't like me?" I mumbled in a quiet tone.

"Now listen here, you are the sweetest girl in the world. It would cause and utter shock if people didn't like you. But don't worry about those who do not like you. Just ignore them."

"Thanks Mom." She always made me feel better.

"OK, now let's get going. Don't wanna be late for the first day do we." She grab my pink backpack from of the table and put it over my shoulders. We drive all the way down the street until we reach the big red brick building with a playground on the side and green grass grazing the entire area in front of the school. And that folks is Lima Elementary. The place where I did not expect to fall in love.

My mom turns around from the driver's seat and says. "You will do great Boo." and kisses my on the top of my head. I leave out of the car, closing the door behind me. I keep walking down the pathway leading to the big brown doors. Once I reach the doors I turn around and wave a good-bye to my mother. And with that she left to go to her morning shift at the hospital.

I was so nervous when I entered the class. Everybody's eyes were set on me once I stepped a foot into that brown classroom door.

"Hi you must Brittany." Mrs. Walker greeted with her hand out for me to shake it.I reached my hand out slowly, evidently my hand was still shaking my nerves.

She smiled at my nervousness. She turns forward to the class about to welcome my presence for my classmates.

"Class this is Brittany. I want you guys to make her feel like a friend as you guys known each other since birth." she said.

"Brittany you will be sitting next to Santana." she said while pointing to a brunette. Santana hears her name being called so she looks up. When she looks at me I see the most deepest brown eyes I have ever seen directing towards me.

I look back at my teacher asking her if that was Santana. She nods and gives me a little push on the shoulders urging me to go on. I walk down the aisle to get to my seat next to Santana.

When I sit I open my arms for a hug. She gives me a glare, but when she sees me smile her face suddenly softens.

"I'm Brittany Susan Pierce and I would really like a hug..."I don't get to finish my sentence because she then gulfs me into a hug.

While we were hugging I could feel butterflies in my stomach and tingles going through my body.

I didn't know what it meant back then, I thought it was just because of making a new friend.

She smiles and says "My name is Santana Marie Lopez."

That ladies and gentleman is the day I knew that she was going to be my best friend.

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I don't even realize we're here until Santana questions me her voice filled with excitement.

"Britt aren't you excited?"

"Yup we are going party till we can't party no more." I said while pumping my fist up the air.

I park the car by the curb of the street since there were so many cars outside Charlie's house.

I then turn off the car and step out. I ran to Santana's side and opened the door and curtsey. "M'Lady." I say in a fake British accent. She smiles at my voice. I reached out and took her hand and brought it to my lips to kiss it. She blushes at my action and looks up and says a quiet "thank you"

"Your welcome it is your birthday after all." I say still keeping the fake British accent.

"Okay you can stop know Bee." she laughs. She gives me the smile she only reserves for me. I also give her a big smile in return. She just makes me feel like I'm important. That I'm worthy. When I was young I used to always think that I was less of everybody else.

Then Charlie of course had to come out of the front door to ruin our sweet moment. "Happy Birthday baby!" Charlie says while staring suspiciously at our joined hands. "Hey babe uh...," Santana says guiltily. She then let's go of my hand quickly to hug Charlie.

Charlie hugs Santana and brings her head on her shoulder to whisper in her ear.

I smiled sadly at their interaction. All I thought was that I just wish it was me.

Charlie intertwine her and Santana's hands together. "Hey Brittany." Charlie greets.

I give her a tight-lipped smile. I then look to the left to see Santana. She isn't really paying attention to Charlie, but just me.

Her eyebrows contort in a worried expression. I know she can tell something was up with me. I just hope she forgets about it.

Charlie looks back and forth from me to Santana. I can tell she feels left out of our the conversation even if it's not verbal. "Guys...Guys!" Charlie yells to shake us from our trance. Santana and I look up to Charlie with a questioning glare.

"Let's go to the party, babe" she says while pulling Santana to the front door.

Santana stops her and turns to me and smiles "Come on Britt." she gestures her hand for me to come.

I smile back and reach for her hand. I turn my head to Charlie while smirking. She crossed her arms over her chest and let a small "Umph."in frustration while walking through with us.

When we enter all I see was the house full of friends and family. Once people saw Santana and I we were instantly greeted by an overwhelming amount of compliments.

I look around to see where was Charlie, and I found her talking to a guy I've never seen before by the kitchen. If I were I'd spend every living moment with Santana.

"Wow you guys look hot." says Quinn and Rachael nodding in agreement. We both reply thanks to them.

"Well we are going to say hi to people, so talk to guys later." I say while smiling.

"Kay see you guys later. I have to practice my vocals for karaoke later." said Rachel

"Whatever, dwarf you still need lots of more practice." Santana teases.

After saying 'Hello' and 'thank you' to people for complimenting us, we went to the kitchen to get drinks.

"Hey guys, damn y'all are hot!" said Kurt. "If I weren't gay I'd get up on all that."

"Thanks Kurt, but we really are glad you are gay though." I say playfully. Santana laughs at Kurt who is feigning sadness.

"Harsh Britt just harsh." Kurt says while clutching his chest.

"Come on Britt let me make us some drinks." said Santana.

I walk over to her and the blender. "Now what do you want The Lima Heights special or Snix Fire?" Both of the drinks were just unique mixes of drinks Santana and I made when we were in high school. Both were very good like the Snix Fire had a tangy taste to it but it wasn't strong.

"Uh give me... The Lima Heights" I decide. "Coming right up." she looks around the kitchen to search for ingredients.

When she finishes she hands me my drink. That's when I hear my favorite dance song. I look over to Santana wiggling my eyebrows suggesting we should dance.

She laughs "No Britt...," I pout with a puppy-dog expression."Pwease Sanny."

"Fine." She huffs. "Damn that pout." She adds under her breath.

"Yes!" ignoring the comment and just pumping my fist in the air. I grab both her arms dragging her to the middle of the dance floor.

The bass goes louder and I'm moving my hips to the beat with my front grinding on the back of Santana's arse. I hear a small whimper causing me to smirk inwardly. She turns around and our eyes meet. I smirked and drives my hips into her front just to tease her.

I see her biting her lower lip to hold a moan. She knows I'm teasing she then kisses my collarbone to retaliate. I try to stifle a moan, but it comes out anyways. She lifts her head and smirks at me. She moves to my neck and sucks the skin softly while nibbling it with her teeth.

When she does that I can feel a bulge in my underwear. 'Seriously right now!' I thought. We move are hips to the beat. It felt like our bodies were each other's missing puzzle piece.

When Santana looks at me I can see playfulness in her eyes, but when I look closer it takes me a minute to realize that she's waiting for me to do more.

I feel a surge of confidence as I cup her cheeks. I start to lean into her lips. 'Just a bit more.' I thought.

Then suddenly the music stops, and Santana and I break out of our trance to see what was going on. 'Ugh so fucking close.'

All of a sudden we hear tapping of a wine glass, Charlie says "Excuse me can I get everyone's attention please?," everyone stops what they're doing to look at her.

"Thank you. Now I wanna say something. Santana and I are a couple," 'No shit Sherlock' I thought. "We've been together for a year now and it has been best year of my life so far." Charlie smiles while walking up to me and Santana.

She grabs Santana's hand and kneels. I froze 'Oh God! Please don't ask her what I think you're about to ask her. Come on! I was this close from kissing her.'

I get shaken out of my thoughts when I hear the words I have always dread to hear ever since Charlie and Santana got together.

"Will you make the happiest person in the world and marry me?" Charlie asks

I glance over to Santana she has a shocked face on with a her mouth making and 'o' shape.

"Uh...uh," she stutters. Everybody has their eyes on Santana just waiting for her answer.

Santana looks my way and I hope she doesn't see tears in my eyes. But I was wrong she does notice.

She looks around to see everybody staring at her. I know she feels a big amount of pressure upon her. It takes few more seconds and I already know her answer.

"Yes..." she said in an unsure way. She then regains herself and pulls Charlie to her feet and she leans into Charlie's face to connect them with a kiss.

I don't know what's happening but I feel so numb. I can't feel anything, but just my heart breaking. I finally understand when someone says when your heart breaks it feels like you're dying.

Everybody seems so happy yelling their big cheers while I'm standing here in shock and in pain. But no one seems to notice me except for Quinn.

Quinn is the only person who knows about my real feelings for Santana. Some others just know bits and pieces, but Quinn knows the full story. I told her last summer when she saw me crying at night because I walked in on Santana and Charlie having sex.

After they finish kissing, reality sets in and I realize that I've just lost the most important person in my life.

And that folks is the improved Chapter. I hope this was a bit better than the one before. Don't hesitate to review. :)

~ V