Wanting to forget
Cannon up to some time after the Zatarc incident- lie detector in season 4, from there on its all an alternate reality. It is going to be most Sam/Jack focused and will have later chapters rated M. It is my first ever fanfic, so please be kind and review.
Chapter 1
Major Samantha Carter was sitting in her lab furiously trying to understand the latest piece of
alien technology brought through the stargate. She knew it was a power source of some kind, its electrical readings were too high for it to be anything else, but exactly what it was and how it worked she had no idea. She had been poking and prodding it for hours when suddenly she heard a voice from the entrance of her lab.
"Blue jello?" a gruff voice asked.
She looked up from her desk with a weary smile. "I think I should eat dinner first don't you sir?" She answered, a small grin as she looked at her commanding officer.
"Well" Colonel Jack O'Neill replied "Since it is already 2 am i think that ship has sailed"
Sam looked down at her watch, unbelievably it did infact read 2 am. She let out a sigh, and that was all the signal Colonel O'Neill need to bring the dessert over to her. He sat on the edge of her desk looking down at her as she placed a spoonful of her favorite dessert into her mouth.
"You work too hard Major" He stated plainly, concern in his voice, "We are on a mission to PX7-835 in the... well i would say morning if it was not already so late. Your doohickey" he stated, pointing widely at the grey metal object on the desk "will still be here after a sleep and the mission tomorrow, and then you can fiddle to your hearts content"
Sam glared at him "You are still up sir... don't you also have to go on the mission?"
He answered back immediately "I was asleep, at least until i realised you were not". His eyes as he looked down at her were full of feelings neither could admit, and they had just recently been in deep trouble because of it. "So to bed with you, thats an order Major" The look on his face told her that he meant it.
Giving in Sam gave a brief, yes sir, salute and headed to her quarters. "Sir..." she asked as she got to the door "how did you know i was not asleep?"
O'Neill was still sitting on the edge of her desk when he responded "I have my ways Carter, don't forget, i'm sneaky". He laughed as she shook her head at him and she headed to bed.
Chapter 2
Even though it was already 2 am when Sam reached her bunk, she knew that sleep would not be coming easily to her tonight. Why did her commanding officer have to be so... so... well so him? If it had not been for that Zatarc incident she could go back to pretending that he did not care for her. She had looked right into his face as he stated "Because I care about her . . . a lot more than I'm supposed to" and it had almost broken her heart. She knew as well as him that there was nothing they could do about their now admitted mutual feelings. It was almost 2 months ago that they had been strapped to that damn machine. 2 months of looking at him, knowing that what she felt was returned.
At first they had completely managed to avoid each other unless on a mission or in the briefing room. Not that either would admit it, but it was just too hard to do anything other than work together. Sam turned to her research, working even longer hours than usual if that was possible, and for a while that made it easier. They kept going on missions together with Teal'c and Daniel and after a few weeks things felt back to normal. At least in the waking hours.
As bedtime approached each night all she could she was images of the Colonel in her mind. How he laughed, the way he played stupid, him running into battle defending all around him and the image burned into her brain, the way he looked at her when no one else was watching. His salt and pepper hair, naughty schoolboy smile and brown eyes that conveyed all that was happening in this brain. That was the image that kept her up.
Colonel Jack O'Neill, hero and defender of Earth. That was not an understatement. He was a hero. In many ways they both where, and thats while they needed to stay working together as SG1. They had experienced far too much and where needed way too often to not work together. Earth and the stargate program needed them. Their hearts did not matter at all in comparison to that.
Closer to 3 am than 2 am, Sam finally drifted off to sleep.
Chapter 3
"Dial the Gate" General Hammond bellowed as he watched SG1 assemble in the gate room. A few moments later the familiar sounds of the chevrons locking in was replaced by the swishing noise and blue light of an outgoing wormhole connecting to PX7-835. As always the team walked up the ramp with determination and the wormhole closed behind them. But that was 4 days ago and SG1 had missed their check in.
Hammond was concerned. It was not like O'Neill or any member of SG1 to miss a pre-organised communication. Hammond assembled SG3 and SG8 to follow SG1 through the gate and find the team. After hours of searching they managed to locate 2 members of SG1, Daniel Jackson and Teal'c, both heavily drugged, but uninjured. They were immediately brought back to the medical facility at Cheyenne mountain. All Dr. Frasier could get out of either men before both needed to be sedated was "ambushed" and "taken"
This information had General Hammond incredibly concerned. PX7-835, as far as they and the MALP could tell was completely uninhabited. The only reason SG1 had even gone there was because it was likely that the planet was a rich Naqahdah source, and a possible place to establish an off world mine. This new information left two large questions that desperately needed to be answered. One, who or what was able to somehow ambush, disarm and drug SG1, and two, where the hell were O'Neill and Carter?
Chapter 4
The first thing Jack felt when he opened his eyes was the distinct wish to close them again. All he could see around him was that he was in some sort of medical facility, God knows where? Slowly through what he recognised as a drug filled haze he moaned out "I don't think we are in Kansas anymore Toto".
"I think you are right there Sir" a familiar voice echoed from the other side of the room.
"Cater, that you"?
"Yes Sir"
"Any sign of Batman and Robin?"
Sam could not help but laugh. "No Sir"
"Any idea where we are?" he asked.
"No Sir"
"Any idea what happened?" his eyes now opening more fully.
"No Sir" she answered quickly. "One moment the 4 of us were together doing a rock survey and then, poof, here we are". Her hands gesturing up frantically.
"Well you have been a great help contestant, and here is your prize, a white room with" he opened his eyes to get a good look "it would seem a giant bed in the middle"
"It would appear that way Sir" she said with a smile on her face "at least its better than the last time we found ourselves in prison together".
"OK then" he muttered looking at her with a smile. They had both been taken prisoner way too many times it let it rattle them. At least he knew Carter was safe. What concerned him was the well being of Daniel and Teal'c.
"You hurt Carter" he asked.
"No Sir, other than being given some sort of sedative to get us here I am pretty sure they have not done anything to me".
"Good" He said a little too quickly.
It was only a second later, while they were looking at each other they heard a door open. Instantly both turned their attention to the almost human looking person before them, except, he was taller than your average man and his skin was of an blueish hue.
"Welcome" the person said politely. "We apologise for drugging you but it was the only way we could bring you here"
"Where's here" O'Neill almost barked.
"Its our homeworld, Januic. You were on the surface earlier today. You are currently underground in one of our research facilities. My name is Qilach. I am the chief researcher here."
Researcher in what Jack thought to himself. "Where are our friends" He asked calmly.
"They have been returned to your homeworld, and they are uninjured".
"And i am just meant to believe that Qilach?" Jack stated.
"Whether you believe it or not, it is the truth. No harm came to your friends, and none will come to you" He answered calmly. The strangers calm tone of voice was really starting to annoy a certain Colonel.
Sam sensing this took the opportunity to speak up. "I too am a researcher, perhaps i can be of assistance to you, and then we can leave and be reunited with our friends?"
"Yes" Qilach nodded, "Both you and your mate will be of use in our research, and then you may return home".
"Well that's great to hear" Jack stated, standing as if ready to leave "wait... what did you just say?"
"At this facility we study the mating habits of other, less developed species. Every time a new species comes through the light disk we select two individuals in a relationship, induce them to mate, and then let them return home. We long ago started using binary cloning of a way of reproducing young, but are interested in how others reproduce."
"Whooa whoa whoa..." Jack exclaimed "first of all, seriously you like to watch? … and secondary, Major Carter and I are not mates, as you would call it".
"Our tests state otherwise. You are both producing pheromones that indicate your readiness to mate, your pupils dilate when looking at each other and your heart rate increases other suggesting arousal, and finally we watched the way you interacted when on the surface. You are clearly a mated couple.
Sam, desperate to stop this conversation at any cost almost begged "we are not a couple, please just let us leave, we mean no disrespect to you or your people, but we must be allowed to return home".
Qilach looked at them both with confusion. All his research leads to them being a couple, and he has never been wrong before. "I'm sorry if i am in error, but it is too late to stop the research now. While you were both asleep you were injected with a substance intended to increase arousal. It should start taking effect within the next few moments. I was only here to greet you and to tell you to not worry. When you have finished demonstrating you mating practices, you will be allowed to return to through the light disk." He gave a quick smile and left the room, pulling the door behind him.
"HEY" Jack yelled "get your big green butt back in here and let us out!" Jack ran to the door banging it. Screaming to be let out. This was the worse possible circumstance. He cared for Carter, more than he should, and what, this alien wanted to use them as a science project? It was humiliating, it was unbelievable, it was unforgivable.
He turned around to see Carter sitting on the edge of the bed. She look as desperate as him to be out of this situation. He fell down against the door and stared at her from across the room.
"It will be ok Major" he was deliberately using her title here, wanting to remind himself of their relative military positions. "It is not like we have ever had to resist each other before"
A resigned look spread over her face.
Chapter 5
About 25 minutes had elapsed since Qilach had left them in the white room, and Sam was getting scared. She could not deny that she had been injected with something that was making her aroused, in fact it was making her more than aroused, she was horny. She knew the drug must have been releasing some neurotransmitters that was scrambling her brain chemistry, because she wanted to do nothing more than rip her clothes off and mount Colonel O'Neill where he still sat slumped against the door, even though she knew it would be wrong to do so.
While still dressed completely in her fatigues at the moment she was unsure of how long it could last. Her nipples were rock hard against the heavy material, painfully so, and between her legs she could feel wetness dripping even though she had been restrained and not touched herself. She was even finding it hard to breath. She sat there, eyes closed, unable to look at Colonel O'Neill. Neither had said anything for at least 15 minutes. At first they had joked about resisting each other, but the temptation had got too much and they had agreed to be silent.
Then in the silence Sam heard "Major"
"Yes Sir" she answered almost automatically, eyes still shut as she sat on the bed a good 5 meters away from him.
"I need to..." he stumbled over his own words "relieve myself" he stammered out.
Sam's eyes darted open and she looked straight into his pained face. He was struggling for control, she could see that every fibre of his body was tensing up. His eyes begging for relief, it was obvious that he wanted her just as much as she wanted him. A lesser man would already have been all over her, but Jack O'Neill was not a lesser man.
"I understand Sir" she spoke softly.
He slowly placed his hand on his belt buckle and undid it. Followed by unzipping his pants. "Ahhhhhh" he growled out as his manhood sprang free of his pants, the tip already visable sitting against his stomach as the rest stayed in his briefs.
"I'm so sorry Carter" he said as he placed his hand inside his briefs and began to jerk himself off. The look on his face was a mixture of disappointment in himself for being unable to control his actions and pure pleasure.
"Sir" she stammered "It OK, i need to relieve myself too".
The second those words came from her lips Jacks eyes opened wide to stare as his amazing, beautiful, freakishly intelligent Carer unzip her jacket and raise her t-shirt. She started to touch her breasts through her bra, and with her other hand she undid her zip and slipped her hand inside her panties. He saw the outline of her hand moving under the material and matched it to his own strokes. Imagining himself as her hand, guiding himself into her, filling her.
"Ohhhh God Carter" he moaned as he stroked himself harder and faster. His now fully erect manhood slipping completely out of his briefs, all thick 9 inches of it visible to Sam. They were staring at each other lust in both their eyes, their minds clouded almost completely by the drug inside them.
"It's not enough Sir" Sam moaned "I need you...Jack..." almost begging now. "I need you inside me".
That was all it took for Jack to forget that he was her superior officer and that they could be court martialed for what he was about to do. He immediately jumped off the floor and ran to the edge of the bed where she sat. Sam lifted her ass off the bed and he pulled his pants and then hers down to their ankles. In an instant he pushed her back against the bed and pinned her down with his body. He lined his engorged manhood up with her entrance and in one fluid movement sank himself into her depths.
"Fuuuuck" he screamed out as he entered her fully. Her walls soaking wet invited him in deeply. She moaned instantly. "Yes Jack, thats it, harder" He lay on top of her pounding into her, lust overtaking both their bodies. This was not making love, they both knew that. This was fucking like wild animals and it could not last long. Within minutes of his cock being pulled by her walls Jack felt the pressure building inside of him.
"Sam" he moaned, "I'm going to cum"
"Just a little longer, please Jack" Sam begged. "I'm so close".
Jack kept pounding away. Knowing that at any second he would explode. "Sam i need to pull out"
"No" she begged
"Sam" he moaned, grunting more as he fucked her harder and harder with his engorged cock.
"I'm there" Sam yelled, her walls now spasming as Jacks cock hit her deep. Pulling and squeezing him as she orgasmed. He could resist no longer, her body pulling him in deeper and his cum started to shoot with in her body. Both of them grunting and moaning.
After a few moments, all his cum now spilt inside her wanting body, he looked at her in the face. Lust disappeared from both of them almost instantly. He looked into her eyes, she was confused and scared. "What have we done?" she asked.
He looked down between their bodies and saw his cock still with in her. "Somethng we should have never done" He answered. Pain in her eyes and his voice. "I'm sorry Carter" He pulled himself out of her, leaving Sam feeling empty and Jack feeling alone.
It was then that Qilach reentered the room. Sam and Jack quickly fixed their clothes.
"Don't worry, we are going to return you home now, you did exceptionally well, most couples only last for a fraction of the time you did. I again want to say that if i was in error I am sorry. After mating the drug given to you earier breaks down into a sedative and we will return you to the light disk so that you are able to return to your home world." With that Qilach nooded and left the room.
2 hours later at stargate head quaters command recieved a message with SG1 signituer. They opened the eye and in walked Major Carter and Colonel O'Neill. Hammond raced to the gate room and bellowed. "where have you 2 been?"
"Thats just it Sir" Major Carter answered "the last thing either myself or Colonel O'Neill remember is standing here. Then we woke up next to the stargate on PX7-835. How long ago was that?"
"That was 4 days ago and 3 search parties ago." General Hammond answered.
"Lucy, you got some splaining to do" Was O'Neill's only reply as he stared blankly at Hammond.
To be continued.
