AN:Hey guys! This is just a really sad one-shot for bullying awareness week. By the way, go check out a video called To this day. Its really good but also really sad! Anyway onto the story:

By the way, I own nothing!

Simon was going through his best friends house. She had just killed herself and he was helping her parents clean out the apartment she lived in. He was just going through the bathroom where the body had been found when he say a envelope. On it it said To: Someone. He picked it up and called the gang. When they had all arrived: Jace, Issabelle, Magnus,and Alec they opened up the letter and started reading it:

Dear whoever is reading this,

What brought me to do this. It's probably going to be asked a lot when I'm gone. Well lets see. It wasn't the names. No though I've been called a lot:

Worthless

Dumb

Ugly

Fat

Idiot

Stupid

Bitch

Slut

Whore

Retard

Slob

ass

douchebag

Useless

It wasn't the mean comments though I have had more than my fair share of those:

Your hair looks ugly

Who dressed you, Bigfoot?

She is as beautiful as a wart, on a witch.

The 1600 called they wanted their clothing back but then decides not to because there way to ugly.

I'm surprised you even fit through the door.

It wasn't even when all my friends broke my heart by ditching me. Though that really hurt.

"Hey guys!" "Hey slut" "That's not very nice" " oh suck it bitch" "I thought we we're friends!" "Ya we were friends bitch, but not anymore!" "But.." "Gotta go retard, but maybe we can visit you in the mental institute?"

Or even when my best friend started dating the bully.

"Clary I need to tell you something" "What?" "I'm dating Isabelle"

Or all the thoughts going on around in my head and what I felt:

Angry

sad

Dying inside

cold

cutting

broken

Tearing up

lonely

upset

depressed

hurt

useless

idiotic

Nope. Though all of these things helped. With just thoughts i was probably sitting on a fence of suicidal but one person came up and pushed me over to death. It was a boy. You know him. His name starts with a J. Yep, Jace. It wasn't that he broke up with me. That would be stupid. No, it was the fact he never loved me. I know his secrets, I know everyone's secrets. Jace, he only dated me because he made a bet of twenty dollars he could take my virginity, day later he was twenty dollars richer. Issabelle, she was rapped by Sebastian, well so was I. Alec, you don't have any except the fact your gay, you were my favourite. Magnus, your mother hung herself and your father tried to kill you, I'm sorry. Simon, your my best friend, I will never share your secrets. Now you all know each others. But, I'm dead and dead people can't speak so there now safe with me. I swear no one else knows. Add all this together and now wham: I'm dead and I will always be. So look to everyone around you and tell me: Are you happy now? I'm dead because of you and this mistake cannot be undone because I will never live again.

Goodbye for now and forever

Clary.

They all looked to each other. And they weren't happy. Not one single bit.

Sad, isn't it? I could have gone sadder but I rather not because it isn't make everyone cry week nope! So, go check out the video To This Day and help stop bullying!