Author's note:

This is only the prologue to set up everything. It is obviously set after the "Goodbye" episode. Every new chapter will be a letter, I'll try to change the writter's character as often as the plot will allow me to do it :) I should upload pretty soon since summer break is finally here :) I also want to add for people who were reading my Monchele fictions, that it had been removed, but if you want the final chapter PM me and I'll send it to you! Anyway, I hope you will enjoy this new fanfiction thank you for reading and reviewing.

I do not own Glee, its characters or anything that is mentioned here - If I did, season 3 wouldn't have ended that way...


It was gone. He could still see it, but it was far away. The train on which Rachel was, the 4:25 going to New-York was now almost out of sights and Finn was standing there, staring at nothing in particular trying not to cry.

He had to be strong in that car. He had to do it for Rachel, even if it broke his heart but deep inside him he knew it was the right thing to do : Rachel was his all, she was that person who made him who he was today; she changed him for the better, she gave him confidence, she showed him that he was worth something, she made him feel like he was special and above all she gave him her heart by loving him everyday even though he was not the perfect boyfriend he wished he could be with her. She had done so much for him but now it was his turn, he had to be a man. He had to do something that he will be proud of later in his life. What kind of guy would he be, if he had let Rachel stay for him in Lima instead of pursuing her big dreams in New-York?

He knew what he had just done was the right thing to do. After his big talk with Rachel's dads he had called Mr. Schue to ask him if he could inform Mrs. Pillsbury and every members of the Glee club to come say goodbye to Rachel at the Lima train station. Finn was thinking about what he had just told Rachel in the car, that they had to surrender. It was easy to say to her, but now that she was gone, he wasn't even sure if he was going to be able to make it. Finn knew that, with Rachel they were something special, they had that thing between them. He couldn't find the word to define it, but they had this unbreakable link from heart to heart : they were tethered.

Tears were starting to roll down his cheeks, and he was still scanning the horizon with this hopeless wish he would see Rachel on the train. He suddenly felt a strong hand grabbing his shoulder. Puck. He would recognize his friend's "greeting" in a million of others.

"Listen Puckerman if you're here to make fun of me because I am a corny lady, cheesy boyfriend or whatever other lame name you have for me, it's not the right time and I am not in the mood for that!" Finn let out as he was attempting, in vain, to dry his tears with the sleeve of his jacket.

"Wow calm damn dude! I am here to tell you that what you did for Rachel was brave, and no Noah Puckerman would have been able to do the same bro! You did love that crazy chick right?"

"Thank you…I guess. Rachel is not crazy, and yes I did love her, I still do and I always will. She… She is the love of my life Puck. It hasn't even been ten minutes that this damn train left with Rachel on it, and I already miss her so much!"

"Then tell her before some Broadway douche try to make a move on your girl!"

"Rachel would never do that! I know she's upset right now but she also understand why I did this. I trust her."

"You can trust her, but do you really trust other guys? I mean, it's college you know, which there're always some scumbags somewhere around."

Finn was no longer facing Puck but back at staring in the horizon. After calming down, as much as he could, he turned back to his friend, not even caring if Puck saw his puffy red eyes and the tears streaming down his face. He honestly couldn't care less. His mind was somewhere else, somewhere with Rachel. But somehow his thoughts were troubled with what Puck said. He knew Rachel would never cheat on him. Sure there was the whole Santana-gate but that was a long time ago, and she technically didn't really cheated on him, and anyway their relationship had reach that stage where they had absolute trust in each other. The problem was not Rachel, but those guys. Puck was right, idiots are everywhere and Rachel…well, Rachel is all kind of cute and hot at the same time; and he knows how guys are – he can't really blame them though, but that's not a reason for them to even eye drop on his Rachel.

"Listen Puck, I…erm… I am going to stay here a little bit, I need to be alone. Please say thank you to everyone and tell them that you guys can go home."

"You're sure?" asked Noah.

"Yeah, yeah. I just need to think about everything you know… Thank you for coming, Rachel and I truly appreciate it; I mean…Hum… I do and I'm sure she did too." answered Finn, while he was trying to find his car's keys in his pocket.

After saying goodbye to his friend, Finn finally found his keys, and headed to his car, with his mind racing with a lot of idea. He had a plan. He was going to remind Rachel how much he loves her and tell her how he misses her already. Driving back home, he stopped downtown to buy stamps. Although he always thought he wasn't good with words, he was going to write down all he needed to tell her. Yes he had a plan: write Rachel one letter a day.


If you're reading this part, well thank you! That truly means a lot :) I hope you appreciate it!