I am sorry, I am sorry
That I am not what you expected me to be
I am sorry, sorry that
I am not the perfect daughter,
Nor will ever be,
I am sorry that in times of pain, I
Can never bring myself to Say
Please nor thank you
I am sorry, to be so tired and weary
Of the world, so cynical, yet my
Eyes laugh, sing and dance
For demons are solitary –
I am sorry, sorry to have built my own little world,
So said ignorance was bliss, trying to
Believe in the better, Blocking
Out Words, looks …
I am –
Sorry, to have lied because I care,
Sorry to have loved you because I never knew
Sorry to wish for more, a hug, maybe…
I am sorry that I am sorry,
Sorry to be there, sorry to see that you
Might never care – Nor me –
Sorry to be jealous, sorry
To be born, a Burden