I promised him something I couldnt keep. Of course i'd cry over him, I suppose he broke a promise aswell though... he promised me he'd never leave but now hes gone... I dont know when he'll be back but I know I miss him with all my heart, my friends are worried about me and so is my family, but how can I not change, hes been with the Dark Lord for 3 months and I havent heard from him for 2, we were supposed to marry a month ago but a war doesnt stop for anyone I suppose.
Ginny visits me a few times a week and we go shopping, I put on a facade but they all seem to see through it. I smile and laugh but inside im dying because I know its highly possible that he IS dead. When i'm alone I just cry and cry and cry worried sick about him.
One day I recieved a letter from Dumbledore saying
Miss Granger,
I hate to be the bearer of bad news but I must inform you that Severus' body was found last night in a raid on a supposed death eater hide out in America, im sorry I can not tell you in person, very sorry for your loss,
A. Dumbledore
I screamed and i cried and i broke things but I knew deep down nothing would bring him back. In the end i was sitting on the sofa with pictures of the two of us scattered around me and a bottle of fire-whiskey in my hand