Another moment passes by, and I'm still sitting here in this small room.
I'm crying and alone, yet I don't want to be comforted right now.
Maybe later, when I feel better.
But, will I ever feel better?
I know that he would be here in a heartbeat, if I called him.
But, I also know he would ask questions.
The questions I can't deal with.
I could call everyone in my phone, and they would all be like him.
Except for her.
She would have never questioned why I would be crying.
She'd wait for me to tell her.
But, this time, I can't call the one person I desperately need.
Because, she's the reason I will cry myself to sleep tonight.
She's the reason I fell I love and had my heart broken.
Why did you leave every one?
Why did you leave your parents?
Why did you leave me?
Why did you leave us all behind?
Why did you take your life from us?
Why did you take your life from me?
Why did you leave, Lilly?
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Why don't I have any answers?