#24- No Time
absolute shortness! Sorry, 12:00 AM my brain startes to slowly malfunction
I was a lonely stray cat, you took me in and nurtured me. You helped me grow, and I could never repay you, or thank you enough. All I could do was fail you, I'd worry you to no end, and yet you'd still smile at the end of the day and say things that would make me question my stupidity, always making me look back.
Why?
Why do you waste that angelic aura of yours on this empty shell. I have no home, yet you open yours to me, opened arms, and a warm heart.
I attempt to please you, I try to show my strength, but every time I try, I fail. I feel as if I'm just another person in the world who will never be worthy enough for your love.
That one night, when I entered the hall, you watched me with relieved eyes, as I promised that I would win the match. Once again I had you worried, I had you stress, you shouted to me, telling me to stop. I couldn't help it., I wanted you to see me in a whole new and different light, hoping that you would love me the way I love you. You called out to me, knocking me back to my senses. If I had left, it would sadden you, the one person I wanted to keep that beautiful smile on your amazingly bright face.
Emerging from the dark clouds of smoke, covered in the mix of blood, sweat, and debris, you wrapped your arms around me as if you never were to let go.
I had escaped as a loser, but you still thanked me, until this very day I still don't understand. Although, I believe I understand a little bit more everyday. When you hug me close each night, when you whisper how much you love me. I'm still confused as to how a person like me could ever deserve some one as wonderful as you. Every night you'd apologize for forcing your feeling on to me.
I would shake my head each time, and reply as always, "Don't forget. I'll always love you." Sealing the moment with a sweet kiss.
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