For a second there they had me fooled. I thought I belonged, and people actually wanted me.

Then I disappear and suddenly, I'm not as important as HER. I don't know how it happened.

I do know, I disappeared.

And then, HE lied to me. Told me he liked me when he liked HER all along. Once I knew, he threw it tn my face every chance he got.

I feel like an idiot now. How could I have been so naïve? I'm not pretty, or interesting, or intelligent.

I'm just an over extended, under- appreciated, invisble teenage girl.

So my true friends were down to two.

And then I broke down in the middle of the classroom and went into hysterics.

They looked at me and walked out.

Something inside me snapped.

I'd been on the edge for so long, that when I tetered on the cliffside, they might as well have push me off it.

And then when I snap at her a few minutes later, I'm the worst human being in the universe.

Somehow, I'm not surprised. I've known that I was useless to them for a while.

But it still stings.

My heart litterally stopped when I saw them walk out.

Now, it doesn't even react to it.

I was lied to, ignored, critiszied, ridiculed, made fun of, called unpretty, called unloveable.

By people who were sopposed to be my rock.

I learned that rocks aren't as solid as everyone thinks they are.

The water eats away at it until slowly,

It collapeses.

I will never truly forgive them for this. I don't care if EVERYONE I know hates me for hating them, I can't move on anymore.

I hit a stop sign in my life.

It was the last thing I ever saw.

Dear Anubis Students,

You no longer have to put up with the stupid old me. Sorry for your trouble.

The one you used to call,

Nina Martin

Dear Readers,

I'm sorry for the delay, but things have been very, very, very complicated right now. This is sort of an apology, and a reminder. I love you all, and I swear to NEVER EVER give up on a fanfiction.

But because of my state of mind right now, I need help.

So send in any ideas you have for any of my stories, I promise to try to incorporate them!

Thank you to everyone who still remembers me, and cares enough to read this note.

I love you all, and I can't wait to hear your ideas!

Sincerely,

starrysky781