Sebastian's POV

"Please Sebastian, do it for me" Santana looked up at me with puppy dog eyes and I couldn't resist.

"Hi, I was just wondering if you had any chilli sauce?" I asked the waiter as she walked past.

"No sorry we don't" she apolagised, looking down at our breadsticks - probably wondering why we would want chilli sauce - and then leaving the table with a weird glance.

Santana let go of a breath I didn't know she was holding and she sighed.

"I don't get why you couldn't ask, it was you that wanted it" I stated and she shook her head at the thought.

"Because I wasn't sure if they had any and right now it seems really embarrassing to be in your situation" my jaw dropped slightly in humour at her words and she just shrugged.

She continued eating while occasionally checking her phone, and I took the time to really look at her. Our personalities are basically made for us to not get along, and we didn't for a long time, but for some reason we just jelled and we have been best friends ever since.

I knew her like the back of my hand and she thought that was a bad thing, but I didn't see it that way. I knew everything that made her sad and everything that made her happy. I knew how to tell when she was upset, even if she was smiling. I knew how to cheer her up, and most of all I knew that I had completely and utterly fallen for her.

It took me a while to accept it. I thought that it was just the feelings of a new friendship, but as we grew closer I realised that I needed her in my life and I wanted to be more to her than a sidekick. I tried multiple times to tell her, but I can't. Like I said, I need her in my life and if telling her I have feelings for her could jeopardise that, then I don't want to even risk it.

A pair of well manicured fingers clicked in front of my eyes and I was brought back to reality.

"Sorry" I apolagised and Santana just shrugged again.

"What had you so distracted?" she questioned and I could feel my breath hitch in my throat.

"Uhh.. nothing" I stuttered and she raised an eyebrow, but she didn't have time to question me further because a male's voice distracted her from the conversation.

"Hey babe" he smirked and Santana sat up straight to peck him on the lips. My eyes flickered to the table and they didn't raise again until he spoke again. This time to acknowledge me.

"Sebastian" he nodded,

"Puck" I answered simply.

"Ready to go?" Puck turned his attention back to Santana and she nodded.

"Thanks for lunch Seb, do you want a ride home?" Santana asked me and for a second my eyes glanced down at their intwined hands.

"No thanks, I'll be cool" I insisted. I don't think I would be able to sit in a car with them acting all lovey dovie.

"You sure man?" Puck asked and I nodded. He shrugged and then pulled Santana away. She waved over her shoulder and then leant into Puck as he wrapped his arm around her shoulders.

I sighed heavily and my heart dropped because the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.


Hello Again!
After I wrote 'Smooth Criminal' a lot of you wanted me to write another Santana and Sebastian story and here it is :)
This story is going to be a bit different, referring to how the characters act, but hopefully you guys enjoy it.
I have also already finished writing this and it is about 4 chapter long, so when I get some feedback I will be uploading the other chapters
(just so I can make changes if you guys don't like something)

So please review and let me know what you think and if I should even continue with this story :)

Thanks and until next time x