As I lie on my bed, staring at the ceiling like I was expecting to burn a hole through it. I couldn't get Rogerson off my mind. He always seemed so perfect and mysterious. He always seemed like the one. My prince charming, my frog prince, everything that only a little girl could imagin and that any smart boy would want to be.
I'm finally out of rehab, but I feel cofined. When I saw my sister for the first time in almost a year I couldn't let go of her.
Every time we lie awake,
After every hit we take,
I cry at night. When I can't get the vision of his face right before he would beat me. His face always comes to mind every time I overhear an argument.
Every feeling that I get,
But I haven't missed you yet,
The sickening feeling I get in the pit of my stomach every time his name is brought up. I always and forever will regret ever sleeping with him that night.
Every roommate kept awake,
By every sigh and scream we make,
My poor parents and Cass for having to her my whimperings and tosses that I do at night when I have the same repeating nightmare. Every time one of my bruises gets pressed on to hard.
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I did something really stupid.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I'm so sorry. Not just for myself. But Cass, mom, dad, my friends and neighbors, everybody. I'm sorry.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Why must you always and forever pop up in my world and obliverate everything?
Hope you liked it. I love this book so much and I wanted to try something new.
The song is
I Hate Every Thing About You
By:
Three Days Grace.
R&R Plz!