All you Wanted
By
Nicole
Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does. Summary: Jasper was turned into a vampire during the Civil War, years later he was still a rogue vampire when he comes across a human that makes him feel different. However, will he give into his bloodlust or give into a feeling he had never experienced in his life? AU
All You Wanted
Chapter 1 Living Alone
Jasper was walking through the forest, his eyes were completely black again, he hadn't fed for three weeks and it was becoming unbearable. His throat burned from the need of blood, but he just couldn't bring himself to go into the city again and hunt. He lifted his head when he caught the scent, the scent of human in the forest. The venom pooled in his mouth and his eyes grew darker if it were at all possible.
Before he knew it, he was sitting in a tree, staring at a campground that looked just recently built. He kept a grip on the branches when he saw a man coming and going from a tent. "I can't be seen," he thought to himself. He knew with the fire built, he would be seen.
When the man went out into the forest, Jasper followed him. He crouched down in the bushes, waiting for the perfect moment, backing up when a twig cracked under his foot. "Who's there?" The man called. When there was no answer, the man continued gathering firewood. Jasper let out a hiss before leaping from the bushes and shoving him to the ground.
Later on, Jasper was sitting at the nearest creek, scrubbing his hands, but the blood just wouldn't wash away. He put his head in his hands, letting out unneeded, but his breath still shook. He looked around, pulling at his shirt, it was clean, but to him it had his victim's blood all over it. The wind blew and the trees swayed. "Murderer," it sounded like the trees were saying to him. He looked around, thinking someone was still there. "Killer…monster," he kept hearing.
Jasper backed up to a tree, his hands on his head. All those feelings he felt, the fear, the pain, coming from the person. Seeing the question in his eyes, a question he saw all the time. "Why am I here?" He asked the air. He sunk to the ground, his head lowered. "Why am I alive?" He asked.
Two months later, Jasper was walking the streets of another city when he glanced over to see children playing in the park. He stood across the street and just watched as parents were talking and laughing. He saw a teenage couple walking down the sidewalk hand in hand. "You will be by my side as we take over Monterrey together," Maria had told him. He felt disgusted to believe any of the words she had said. To think he thought he was in love with the woman and he was a bigger fool to think that she loved him.
Jasper walked down the street again when he had the feeling he was being watched. He looked over his shoulder and saw three people right behind him, all wearing dark hoods and sunglasses, hiding their faces. He started picking up his pace a little and looked over his shoulder again to see that the three men following him were going just as fast, if not faster.
Once they were on the outskirts of town, Jasper took off running, the three trackers following right behind him. He hit the ground hard and the three trackers were on top of him, pinning him to the gravel. "Get up traitor, Maria has been looking for you," one of them snapped dragging him to his feet. Jasper jumped up and kicked one tracker in the chest, knocking him backwards before throwing the other two over his back, watching them hit the ground. He took off running again, darting across the street and jumped over the fence that was there.
He finally stopped running after what felt like he ran across the country. He looked over his shoulder and the trackers were gone. He sat down on the ground and let out an unneeded breath.
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In Forks, Alice skipped down the stairs with a smile. "Morning Bella," she called to her sister.
"Hey," Bella answered.
She was washing the breakfast dishes that their dad had left in the sink. "You going out with Edward again?" Alice asked beaming. Bella smiled a little.
"Most likely, he's going on a hunt with Emmett, but he'll be back," she replied.
Alice beamed and hummed as she kicked her feet back and forth. "It's such a nice day outside," she sighed.
"Yeah for once," Bella quipped.
The two sisters laughed and Alice jumped off the counter. "Oh! Dad left his credit card," she said in a sing song voice. Bella snatched it off the table before Alice could get to it.
"Emergencies only," Bella informed.
Alice gave her sister her infamous pout. "Yeah last time dad gave you the credit card, he almost had a heart attack when he got the bill," Bella commented stuffing the card in her pocket.
"You're no fun," Alice whined.
"No, I just don't want to explain to mom why we're moving to Jacksonville," Bella answered.
Alice stuck her tongue out before grabbing her purse. "Alice, you've been shopping a lot lately," she commented.
"Well you can't wear the same thing twice," Alice answered.
Bella rolled her eyes before grabbing the toast that came out of the toaster. "Want to come?" She asked.
"No, I have enough clothes," Bella replied.
Alice sighed, pouting again. "Alright, alright," she muttered. She hated it when her sister gave her the pout.
"Yay," Alice said excitedly.
Bella laughed a little, shaking her head.
After their little shopping spree, Bella and Edward were sitting outside of his parents' house when Edward noticed that his girlfriend was off in another world. "What's wrong love?" He asked curiously.
"I think Alice is lonely," Bella replied.
"What makes you think that?" he asked chuckling.
"She's been shopping a lot….I mean more than usual," she replied.
Edward kissed the side of her head. "She'll be okay," he said quietly. Bella rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes.
"I hope so," she answered.
She looked over at Alice to see her gardening and talking to Esme with a small smile on her face.