*fades in*

Well, this is it for now, but dont be sad, I will return on July 9th, better than ever.

Warning: this little gem...IS A ONE SHOT!

I can't make the voices stop. They keep coming at me like gunshots, telling me I will never have my one true love by my side. John Cena. He's with an abusive boyfriend. Wade Barrett. I can't stand the sight of him. I try to talk him out of this relationship but I can't. That's the whole reason he's with Nexus now, cause John loves Wade. There's nothing I can do about it.

I can only be happy for John.

But was I really?

I had a boyfriend, that much was true. But I didnt really love the guy. The whole reason we were together this long was because he loved me and he was absolutely georgeous. Cody was every man's dream. Not Randy Orton though. I had a crush on the Chang Gang leader ever since he came back four years ago. And I behaved like a monster back then, then I saw how I was hurting everyone, even my former faction. Legacy. I loved both men like brothers but nothing more. I changed for the better but John still kept a slight distance from me, even more now that he's in Nexus.

I need to leave this world, I need it to end. I broke it off with Cody and left the room. I went into my room and into the bathroom. I grabbed the razor, but before the sharp metal could connect with my arm, John ran into the room and crushed his lips onto mine.

"John, why?" I asked. He just kissed me some more.

I gladly accepted. I could tell there were gonna be questions later but this was just perfect, I had John, and that's all I needed.

Well it was short and probably disconnected in some places but oh well I was thinking out of my ass. But this really is my last story for two weeks. July 9th I will be back. I love all you guys. Danielle, Anna, anybody who bothers to read Centon, thanks for reviewing.

Well this is 123 signing off. I wanna do this the way TV did so: Ladies and Gentleman, our national anthem.

Oh, say can you see by the dawn's early light
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming?
Whose broad stripes and bright stars thru the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming?
And the rocket's red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.
Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

Goodbye. Oh wait. (face pops up) this is not a suicide note! :P

*waves till fades till black*

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