You say it's all in my head
And the things I think just don't make sense
So where you been then? Don't go all coy
Don't turn it round on me like it's my fault
See I can see that look in your eyes
The one that shoots me each and every time

"So its my fault now?" I yell in his face. What the hell do I do to get cheated on. He acts like I forced him to. Then he's going to leave and not come back until I'm 'cooled off'.

"Well maybe if you tried harder I wouldn't have to," he responds. Idiot. 'I didn't try'. Right. I think I wasted a year of my life on this asshole. I totally forced him to. It was me always my fault.

You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

"Bella," he seethes.

"Edward," I say giving him our daughter.

He hates me now. The only reason he come's around is to pick up Cassie. I still love him but he's moved on. He has Tanya now.

Maybe if I was more like Tanya he'd still love me. He doesn't blame me anymore. But only because we only say one word to each other.

These days when I see you
You make it look like I'm see-through
Do tell me why you waste our time
When your heart ain't admitting you're not satisfied
You know I know just how you feel
I'm starting to find myself feeling that way too

When you grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

He doesn't talk to me anymore. He takes Cassie and and drives off. Doesn't even look at me.

He must really be over me. No more eye contact nothing. It's been so long I'm starting to feel the same way.

Time and time again I play the role of fool
Just for you
Even in the daylight when you came in
I don't see you
Try to look for things I hear but our eyes never find
Though I do know how you play

You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her

I'm such a fool. A joke really in his eyes.

Now I don't even see him really anymore. He's Cassie's dad that's all. I can't even look past his front. He looks perfect on the outside but I know better.

You grace me with your cold shoulder
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her
You shower me with words made of knives
Whenever you look at me I wish I was her