Hi! I really love Finnick and Annie, and I thought that Finnick's death was not as important in the book as it should be, so I wrote this!
(By the way, I wrote this as if Finnick knew that Annie was pregnant before he left.)
Enjoy! :)
Dear Annie,
If you're reading this, it means that I didn't come back from the Capitol. Sitting at my old oak desk, staring at this sheet of paper, it's hard to imagine me being gone, being torn away from you by an invisible force that can't be fought.
Because I have so much to live for, especially with that news you gave me earlier. But it's because we're bringing a child into this world that I'm doing this. Life without hope is no life at all. These past 75 years, there has been no hope. But that has to change. Our son is not going to live in a place where every day is filled with terror, every waking hour you wish you were asleep- if it weren't for the nightmares that never stop haunting you. We both know that the Hunger Games always change you. I will not let the same happen to our son. And so, I have to do what must be done. I have to go to the Capitol to fight.
I hope that one day you will forgive me for leaving, Annie. Because I'm so so sorry that it had to be this way. I will always regret leaving you without saying goodbye. But tonight I'll give you a kiss so that later, if you read this letter, you'll understand what it meant.
You looked so stunning at our wedding, Annie. I had no idea you could dance so well! But seriously, even though our ending might not be a happy one, I wouldn't take back our time together for the world. Without you, my darling, it's like there's nothing. Your smile, your eyes, fill up the empty spaces in my life, until I'm full to the brim with love.
Because although our love may have started off slow, and you crept up on me, it doesn't mean it isn't great. Truly, I believe our love is the greatest in the world. I will never stop loving you, Annie Cresta, until death do us part. Without you, there is no me. I would have lost myself after the games if I didn't have your soft hand guiding me through. And I know that even in death I won't be able to forget the color of your eyes, your soft lips against mine, your beautiful laugh. You understood me when no one else could, and for that I am forever grateful.
Remember me, but know that it is okay to forget me too. Live your life for me. Stay strong, my sweet.
Perhaps our son will have my eyes. I'd like that, I think. It's a nice thought that some part of me will remain even after I've gone.
I love you Annie Cresta, unconditionally, always.
Goodbye my little mermaid,
Finn
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