Colors where the thing that Isaac missed the most. He and I still attend support group while Patrick continued to talk about his ball cancer and to live our best life today. Isaac and I play video games at his house a few times a week and talk on phone a lot, but it feels like a normal friendly conversation not like when Gus and would talk. Oh how I miss our conversations of a universe where it was me and him. It was perfect. Mom was still a hoverer, it annoying sometimes, but I crave her affection when I'm sad, or need someone other than Isaac to talk with me. Life without Augustus Waters wasn't much of an exciting life anymore.

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It had a year since Augustus, Isaac and me egged Monica's car. She now lived in the dorms at Indiana University according to Facebook anyway. With some research I found Monica's dorm room address. Isaac and I snuck into Monica's dorm room and we duck taped all of her furniture. I duck tapped her chemistry notebook to her desk, in a hideous bright yellow color. If Monica untaped the notebook some of her homework would be ruined. Isaac held Monica's laptop in one hand while feeling for the ceiling. I climbed on a chair and helped Isaac duck tape her laptop to celling. The tape was not very strong, it was not going to hold for long.

"Isaac the tape will not last for long, the laptop will fall and probably brake." I say.

"Good!" Isaac says with a smile.

I don't usually condone this behavior but I allow it because Monica sucks.

Monica's bed got plastered shut with dark duck tape and Isaac wrote you suck on the middle of the bed. I missed Gus cheering on Isaac but he was there with us smiling at me, laughing the duck tape and cheering "Yeah, Isaac pain demands to be felt, make her weep with our revenge." IF their is a heaven Augustus there and I'll see him soon enough.

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Mom got her degree in social work but only worked Saturdays because she wanted to take care of me spend time with dad and myself on Sundays. Mom was a Patrick. I was so happy for mom when she graduated she will be an amazing social worker.

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One night mom and dad watched America's next top model in my bed with me laying between them. My dad was bored to death, but mom and I cheered on for Antonia. After the show was over Mom tucked me in even though I did not want her to. While Dad hooked me up to the BiPaP machine and they each kissed me on the face. "I love you." I say, even though my voice was muffled over BiPaP. "We love you," mom and Dad said in unison.

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I awoke in the middle of the night, the BiPaP was broken and my lungs burned I yell for mom and dad. They hook me up to Phillip and rushed me to the hospital where I passed out. I awoke to my parents crying and holding my hand. We knew this was the end. I couldn't barley talk but softly said, "I love you guys." Dad kept telling me he loved me and mom said, "Hazel sweetie your the best thing that ever happened to us, we love you." I smile and close me eyes.

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And there he was Augusts!

"Hazel Grace" he says.

He cups my hands into his "I love you."

"I love you, Augustus."

"Our parents will be okay, they'll care for each other, just like we will. Everything will be okay. Augusts says softly.

I smile big with tears. "Okay" I say.

"Okay" he says

"Okay" I say.

"Okay" he says with a huge smile.

"Okay" I say with a smile.

Augustus Water slowly draws me into his arms and we kiss. Oh how I missed him. And I gladly go into his embrace.