It's sakuraseason. This is my frist Bleach one shot on here, so be nice when you review (please)! Enjoy!
*flashback mode*
"Sosuke-kun …" I was standing by the door, calling to my husband. He was kneeling on the floor, in front of a table working on his calligraphy, his side towards me. When he heard my voice, he looked up with worry.
"Yes, dear? Is something wrong?" he asked. Oh, crap! How is it that he can always seem to know my emotions even when I hide them, what I think, so well! I thought.
"I hope I'm not disturbing you. I don't want you to fall behind in your paperwork. Then the whole 13 guard squads will be-"
As I was talking, he flash stepped towards me then put his index finger on my lips to silence me. "No matter what, I'm never to busy for you," he replied, smiling warmly. I blushed and, out of habit, laid my head on his chest, hearing his heart beat. His warm, gentle hands rubbed my back. He pulled back slowly (to my distaste). Suddenly, I was embarrassed about the reason for my angst. My emotions took total control.
"Sosuke-kun, I know I shouldn't be crying like this, especially being in Squad 11 but I'm sorry that I cling to you so much…" My voice trailed off. I bowed my head in shame. He put his hand under my chin, lifting it up, so our eyes could meet.
"Cling to me as much as you wish, angel," he smiled, "I enjoy your company." He leaned forward to capture my lips with his which I responded greatly. His glasses kept getting in the way, so I took them off. A knock interrupted it. We broke apart and I glared at the front door.
"I'll get it," Sosuke-kun looked at me reassuringly. I handed him back his glasses. He put them on as he ambled to the door. As usual, it was my crush from many years ago, Erich. He keeps following me around wanting me to get with him (as if!) since his wife cheated and left. I told Sosuke-kun about it the night before. I heard some talking then saw him advance towards me once more.
"Where were we?" he softly smiled and continued our kiss. I took off his glasses once again and enveloped my arms around his neck. It ended after 3 min. both leaving us panting.
"I'm going to go to bed. Goodnight, Sosuke-kun," I gave him a peck on his lips, then pulling back blushing redder than before.
"Goodnight, angel, I love you," his light brown eyes shone warmly at me.
I turned to the doors of the bedroom that Sosuke-kun and I share. As soon as I walked in I changed into my nightclothes and flopped on my side of the futon. Trying to put covers on me I felt uncomfortable and just kicked them off.
*few min later*
I was in a state of being half awake/half asleep. I heard the bedroom door open. It was Sosuke-kun, in his nightclothes. He walked in quietly, noticed that I was "sleeping". He took off his night haori and put it over me, then the covers. He got into bed on his side, and kissed my forehead. That fully awaken me and I cuddled towards his chest. Something caught my eye in the dim light. His kimono top was open, revealing his pale, warm, muscular chest. I've seen it numerous times before, but when I do, my legs turn to jelly. He just looks so…hot! It just makes me want to… I thought. There was a hefty blush on my cheeks. My body started shivering. My body felt Sosuke-kun's arms around me pulling me closer to him. I thanked heavens for the dimness, for my blush went a deeper red.
"Dear, I'm curious…what did you say to Erich?" I was trying to get my mind off the other thoughts I was thinking about.
"I told him calmly that it was late and, for his well being, it would be better to leave," he responded, "but that doesn't mean he won't come back."
"That's fine…for now," I replied hazily. He started to hum a lullaby, while rubbing my back, making me drowsier. Soon the world I knew was fading more and more…
*end flashback*
How naive I really was. I didn't know anything about his rebellion, but I was labeled as a suspect. I just got off 24-hour watch last week. The house I shared with Sosuke-kun was raided vigorously, going all through my private things. They found nothing, though, no letters, notes, or records. I was put into squad 2. I thought of it as a punishment, they looked at me strange, like I automatically did something wrong because Sosuke-kun was my husband. Well, is technically, I thought. My signature wasn't on the divorce papers. A part of me still loved him, it sounds totally crazy, but I do.
*flashback mode*
Gosh, I'm going to be late. Even though Yumi is like a sister to me I'm so going to kill her for making me late on my first day! I thought as I ran through the squad 5 barracks. I slowed down as I got to the door of the captain's office and knocked softly.
"Come in, come in!" said a voice I recognized as Squad 5's captain, Shinji. I've known him since I was a little kid, so he better not expect me to call him "captain."
I opened the door with hesitation. As soon as it was completely open, Shinji was hugging me just as I walked in, "It's been a while, Asoka-chan! I'm so happy you're in my squad." He let me enter and sit down as he sat behind his desk. We were talking and catching up for a while, when there was another knock at the door.
"Come in, sheesh." He called. Opening the door was a handsome guy, looked about my age. He had wavy brown hair and light brown eyes adorned by rectangular black glasses. I noticed that he had on a lieutenant's badge on. The guy walked over to Shinji's desk.
"Sir, there's a captain's meeting in a few minutes," he said to Shinji.
"Okay," Shinji said lazily. He turned back to me, "This is Aizen Sosuke, my lieutenant. Sosuke, this is Kagashi Asoka, our new third seat."
"It's nice to meet you, Asoka-san," Sosuke-san smiled.
I was so shocked that I could only respond with a, "It's nice to meet you, too."
"Okay, I'm going to go now," Shinji headed to the door, "Sosuke, please show Asoka-chan the ropes today, please."
"Yes, sir," Sosuke-san responded. 'As Shinji left he turned to me, "So, since it's my job to show you the ropes, let's do it over tea?"
"Sure," I answered. There was something about him that attracted me…
*end flashback*
I remember that we talked for hours. Soon, over years, it developed into friendship, then love, then marriage. Sitting there in my new office in squad 2, my chin on my hand, staring out at the spring evening, when the interruption of a knock at the door took me out.
"The captain said you could go home now, traitor," a squad member called from the door way, then walking away. I got up from my chair quickly; ready to be out of there. As I walked to my new house, I noticed that I could see the old house from here. Should I go? I thought.
I decided to take a chance and do it.
The inside of the house was the same as usual, even the scent, and Sosuke's scent. Warm, comforting…it just seemed like yesterday. I went curiously to the bedroom. This brought back so many memories. How we talked all night about everything, cuddled, made love. I sighed.
On my bedside table was still the picture of Sosuke I had. I picked it up. Oh, Sosuke…
"I see you came back," an all too familiar voice said as all too familiar arms went around my waist, as all too familiar lips kissed my cheek.
"It's you, Aizen," I said with attempted scorn, turning around quickly, walking to the other side of the room. I had to admit he did look sexy. His hair was slicked back, only leaving a single lock running down his face. His glasses were gone, letting me see his eyes more clearly. "I want to know, did our marriage mean anything to you?! Was I just a toy you could play with then throw away?"
"My angel, you have it all wrong," he said, walking over to me. He lifted up my chin with his hand making me look into his eyes. They looked deep and sad. My compassion went through
"Don't you notice, besides this, I never hurt you? Momo, I tried to kill numerous times. Hitsugaya was the same amount. But you, I haven't ever. I couldn't bring myself to do it. The rebellion was planned nearly 100 years ago. I kept holding it off, because I wanted to be with you."
"B-but how do I know if I am a nuisance, will you kill me, too?" I asked, tears steaming down my cheeks.
"Remember what I said to you one night? 'Cling to me as much as you wish…' I love you, please, angel, come with me to Hueco Mundo," he proposed, wiping my tears away, "I promise I won't hurt you or let anything hurt you." His lips touched mine, gently at first and then it became more passionate. My arms went around his neck, my hands feeling his hair. His arms rested at my waist. We had to end it soon, since we were both out of breath.
"I take that as a yes?" he asked.
"Oh, yes, Sosuke-kun," I answered. He smiled at the old nickname I called him and opened up a portal in the room. Without any type of warning, he lifted me up, carrying me bride style while walking in it.
"Sosuke-kun?" I called.
He looked down at me and asked, "Yes?"
"I love you too," I said. He smiled as we continued our way to Hueco Mundo…
I know it sorta sucked, but hey, it was worth a try! Please review