Disclaimer: I don't own Yugioh, the names from the Forbidden Memories game,
or the other names from the show. The names Setoek, Neko, Kale, and Seth
are my OC names but you can use them if you want! The millennium heartpeice
and the poem at the beginning of this fic is also mine but no touchy!
Warning: This fic contains yaoi, language, suggestive themes, attempts at suicide and murder, and there will be (at rare random) a chapter or two that will show up titled "NC-17 whatever the name of that chapter is." That means it will contain some lemon in it so don't read it if you wanna stay with the rated-R instead. It is only an add-on, so if you don't want to read about male/male sex then just read the chapter with the same name but doesn't have the NC-17 in front of it. You have been warned so don't complain that my rating is wrong! It's not serious lemon, I'm just a beginner at that so this fic really doesn't need a higher rating.
A/N: Hey people! Thank you so much for all your reviews for Silent Tears! This is the sequel I suggested writing, sorry it took me some time but I had to think of a plot for it. There will be some pairing changes but not out of the original. You'll all see soon. If any of you are wondering, Seto and Yugi have not had sex with each other yet! They're not even sure about their relationship, so can't say anymore or I'll ruin one of the plots. Malik, Heishin, Gozubora, and Isis will all have some OC to them since I'm an American girl and I've only been able to see the dubbed version of Yugioh on KidsWB. Don't have me kicked of Fanfiction just for having the 'maybe' lemon chapters. I explained everything in the warning section at the top so READ IT!! Also, can I use the name Ouiji for Yami's past name? I know it belongs to someone else but it's a really good name and I'd like to use it.
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Forgotten Sorrows
'Here with me, Our hearts set free. Why did you go, And crush my dream.
I showed you love, I gave you me. You took that love, Alone I'll be.'
Yami listened in from the other room as his light talked with Seto on the phone. Yugi was whispering making it almost impossible for him to here the boy, but he did catch the words, "I love you," before Yugi hung the phone up. A sickening notch formed in Yami's stomach as he thought about his blue- eyed rival. It hurt so much to look at Seto and know the brunette would never be his. He just couldn't bring himself to tell Yugi how he truly felt for Seto. Even if he had to watch as his light fawned over the brown-haired magician, his brown-haired magician.
"Yami! Seto wants both of us to come over to visit again! Yami!?" Yugi knocked on the door, but Yami refused to come out. "No. That's all right, Yugi. I'm not feeling to well at the moment. Besides, I'm sure you would much rather be alone." Yami wasn't lying, he felt lovesick and he didn't want to see Seto for fear that he just might break down in front of him. It had been hard enough, seeing them embrace each other after a week of separation.
It had only been about half a year ago since the whole event with Seth and Yami had found it hard enough just keeping Yugi from knowing his true feelings. He already suspected his friends to know how he felt. Yami remembered when he had gone with Yugi the night Seto returned from his business trip to Hong Kong. It didn't go to well, Yami found himself running back into and locking himself in his room the moment he saw Yugi jump into Seto's arms. Ever since then, Yami had done everything he could to avoid his rival.
Yugi continued to insist but gave up when Yami threatened to hurt him if he made him leave the room. After a while, Yami checked to make sure he was alone in the house. When he was satisfied that no one else was there, he stripped his clothes off and crawled into a hot shower. The steamy water felt wonderful against his tan skin and Yami closed his eyes to revel in the soothing warmth. He imagined the warmth on his skin was Seto's strong arms wrapped around him, soothing his stress and pain away into oblivion. He could almost feel Seto's breath on his neck and hear his softly whispered words.
Yami quickly slapped himself and cursed his love-strained mind. He couldn't even take a damn bath without thinking about Seto. Staring sadly at the tile wall, Yami wondered if this was how Tea felt when she had lost Yugi. So what, he wasn't a bitch like her. He knew when to just give up and keep his mouth shut for the sake of others. Letting out yet another string of curses, Yami spied an object on the tub rack, a razor. Picking it up, he gazed at it wondrously. He could end it all here. Now being separate bodies with Yugi, he could kill himself and not harm his light.
Yami brought the blade against the skin of his wrist and struggled inwardly with himself. No, to kill himself would be a cowardly way to die. Yes, this was a battle he could never win. No, there's still a chance. A chance for what? Yami screamed at himself and threw the razor across the room. He turned the water off and wrapped himself in a towel. Without a second glance at the razor, he left the bathroom and curled into bed letting himself cry to sleep.
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Yugi walked the distance to Seto's house, all the while pondering over matters important to him. Yami seemed to get worse everyday and he practically refused to see or talk to Seto. Yugi knew it wasn't because his dark hated Seto. No, the reason was far deeper then Yami would admit to him. That and lately, he and Seto had been sort of dwindling down to a friendship kind of relationship. It was just, he didn't actually love Seto in the love-love way. He just loved Seto in the love-family way. Seto was like a big brother to him, nothing more. Yugi wondered if Seto felt the same way.
That was the one major thing bothering Yugi. He vowed tonight to be the night he told Seto how deep his feelings went, but he was afraid of hurting the brunette. Seto had been through enough in life and didn't really need any more pain. That and Yugi was starting to have this crazy desire to hang around Mokuba more. It sounded a bit crazy, but Mokuba was short like him, kind but strong like his brother, and definitely kind of cute. Wait, did he just consider Mokuba, cute!? Yugi shook his head and sped up his pace as the mansion came into view.
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Seto frowned as he looked at a picture of the whole gang. Yami did look pretty gloomy in it. Sighing in frustration, the brunette set the picture back on the mantle and sat in the couch to await Yugi's arrival. For the life of him, he couldn't figure out why Yami was doing everything to avoid him. Had he done something to make the pharaoh angry with him or was it because Yami loved him but didn't want to hurt Yugi. Seto knew that must be the reason and his stomach twisted with guilt and more.
Over the past month, he and Yugi's relationship really hadn't gone to well. They seemed fit to be friends but that was it. It had taken a while for Seto to think things through, and he started to see how his feelings for Yugi were pretty much on the same level as his feelings for his little brother. That's why he had called Yugi and Yami over tonight. He wanted to tell Yugi the truth and he hoped that Yami would at least show up, even for just a moment.
Damnit, he knew he wouldn't be good at this love thing. One can't expect a slut to know how to love someone for real. Of course, if Kaiba caught him calling himself that, Seto would be in for a long lecture. Seto fiddled with his millennium heartpeice and frowned. Some millennium heartpeice holder he was, the heartpeice relied on the human emotion love and Seto wasn't even sure if he knew the meaning of it.
A knock at the door startled him and quickly gaining his feet, Seto walked into the hallway. He opened the door to be greeted by two large amethyst eyes. "Hello Yugi. I'm glad you agreed to come over tonight." Yugi gave him a hug and entered the house. Seto led Yugi into the living room and the two boys sat down in the spacious couches. "Thank you for calling and inviting me, Seto. I'm sorry Yami couldn't come." Seto frowned over at Yugi, "I figured as much." The two boys stared nervously around the room.
Deciding to break the ice and just come out with it, the not so shy Yugi turned to face Seto. They're eyes met for a brief second then Yugi just let it spill out in one fast sentence, " SetoI'msorrybutthisjustisn'tworkingoutandIthinkweshouldjustbefriends." Seto stared at Yugi and allowed his mind to register the jumble of words Yugi had just spoke to him. This isn't working out and they should just be friends!? Yugi frowned and lowered his eyes to the ground. When he looked back up again, Seto was smiling and giving him a reassuring look. "It's almost funny, Yugi. I was just about to say the same thing." Amethyst eyes met blue and the two young men found themselves wiping away tears of laughter. "Friends?" Seto asked and offered his hands. "Friends." Yugi smiled happily and shook Seto's hand, sealing their future.
An hour later after much more laughter, prank calls, and dueling Yugi left the mansion and accepted a ride home. As Yugi ran into the shop to go to bed, a figure standing in an alleyway watched with ominous hatred. The brunette would pay dearly for everything. The mysterious figure smiled to herself and left down the alley, leaving no trace of her presence.
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AnimeFan: Well, that's the first chapter of Forgotten Sorrows. Told you there would be a few pairing changes. Now the question is, who is this mysterious person and will Yami really go so far as to kill himself? Next chapter, Seto is sick of never hearing from Yami so he goes over to the turtle game shop to see him.
Next Chapter: Blood-Soaked Confessions
Warning: This fic contains yaoi, language, suggestive themes, attempts at suicide and murder, and there will be (at rare random) a chapter or two that will show up titled "NC-17 whatever the name of that chapter is." That means it will contain some lemon in it so don't read it if you wanna stay with the rated-R instead. It is only an add-on, so if you don't want to read about male/male sex then just read the chapter with the same name but doesn't have the NC-17 in front of it. You have been warned so don't complain that my rating is wrong! It's not serious lemon, I'm just a beginner at that so this fic really doesn't need a higher rating.
A/N: Hey people! Thank you so much for all your reviews for Silent Tears! This is the sequel I suggested writing, sorry it took me some time but I had to think of a plot for it. There will be some pairing changes but not out of the original. You'll all see soon. If any of you are wondering, Seto and Yugi have not had sex with each other yet! They're not even sure about their relationship, so can't say anymore or I'll ruin one of the plots. Malik, Heishin, Gozubora, and Isis will all have some OC to them since I'm an American girl and I've only been able to see the dubbed version of Yugioh on KidsWB. Don't have me kicked of Fanfiction just for having the 'maybe' lemon chapters. I explained everything in the warning section at the top so READ IT!! Also, can I use the name Ouiji for Yami's past name? I know it belongs to someone else but it's a really good name and I'd like to use it.
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Forgotten Sorrows
'Here with me, Our hearts set free. Why did you go, And crush my dream.
I showed you love, I gave you me. You took that love, Alone I'll be.'
Yami listened in from the other room as his light talked with Seto on the phone. Yugi was whispering making it almost impossible for him to here the boy, but he did catch the words, "I love you," before Yugi hung the phone up. A sickening notch formed in Yami's stomach as he thought about his blue- eyed rival. It hurt so much to look at Seto and know the brunette would never be his. He just couldn't bring himself to tell Yugi how he truly felt for Seto. Even if he had to watch as his light fawned over the brown-haired magician, his brown-haired magician.
"Yami! Seto wants both of us to come over to visit again! Yami!?" Yugi knocked on the door, but Yami refused to come out. "No. That's all right, Yugi. I'm not feeling to well at the moment. Besides, I'm sure you would much rather be alone." Yami wasn't lying, he felt lovesick and he didn't want to see Seto for fear that he just might break down in front of him. It had been hard enough, seeing them embrace each other after a week of separation.
It had only been about half a year ago since the whole event with Seth and Yami had found it hard enough just keeping Yugi from knowing his true feelings. He already suspected his friends to know how he felt. Yami remembered when he had gone with Yugi the night Seto returned from his business trip to Hong Kong. It didn't go to well, Yami found himself running back into and locking himself in his room the moment he saw Yugi jump into Seto's arms. Ever since then, Yami had done everything he could to avoid his rival.
Yugi continued to insist but gave up when Yami threatened to hurt him if he made him leave the room. After a while, Yami checked to make sure he was alone in the house. When he was satisfied that no one else was there, he stripped his clothes off and crawled into a hot shower. The steamy water felt wonderful against his tan skin and Yami closed his eyes to revel in the soothing warmth. He imagined the warmth on his skin was Seto's strong arms wrapped around him, soothing his stress and pain away into oblivion. He could almost feel Seto's breath on his neck and hear his softly whispered words.
Yami quickly slapped himself and cursed his love-strained mind. He couldn't even take a damn bath without thinking about Seto. Staring sadly at the tile wall, Yami wondered if this was how Tea felt when she had lost Yugi. So what, he wasn't a bitch like her. He knew when to just give up and keep his mouth shut for the sake of others. Letting out yet another string of curses, Yami spied an object on the tub rack, a razor. Picking it up, he gazed at it wondrously. He could end it all here. Now being separate bodies with Yugi, he could kill himself and not harm his light.
Yami brought the blade against the skin of his wrist and struggled inwardly with himself. No, to kill himself would be a cowardly way to die. Yes, this was a battle he could never win. No, there's still a chance. A chance for what? Yami screamed at himself and threw the razor across the room. He turned the water off and wrapped himself in a towel. Without a second glance at the razor, he left the bathroom and curled into bed letting himself cry to sleep.
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Yugi walked the distance to Seto's house, all the while pondering over matters important to him. Yami seemed to get worse everyday and he practically refused to see or talk to Seto. Yugi knew it wasn't because his dark hated Seto. No, the reason was far deeper then Yami would admit to him. That and lately, he and Seto had been sort of dwindling down to a friendship kind of relationship. It was just, he didn't actually love Seto in the love-love way. He just loved Seto in the love-family way. Seto was like a big brother to him, nothing more. Yugi wondered if Seto felt the same way.
That was the one major thing bothering Yugi. He vowed tonight to be the night he told Seto how deep his feelings went, but he was afraid of hurting the brunette. Seto had been through enough in life and didn't really need any more pain. That and Yugi was starting to have this crazy desire to hang around Mokuba more. It sounded a bit crazy, but Mokuba was short like him, kind but strong like his brother, and definitely kind of cute. Wait, did he just consider Mokuba, cute!? Yugi shook his head and sped up his pace as the mansion came into view.
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Seto frowned as he looked at a picture of the whole gang. Yami did look pretty gloomy in it. Sighing in frustration, the brunette set the picture back on the mantle and sat in the couch to await Yugi's arrival. For the life of him, he couldn't figure out why Yami was doing everything to avoid him. Had he done something to make the pharaoh angry with him or was it because Yami loved him but didn't want to hurt Yugi. Seto knew that must be the reason and his stomach twisted with guilt and more.
Over the past month, he and Yugi's relationship really hadn't gone to well. They seemed fit to be friends but that was it. It had taken a while for Seto to think things through, and he started to see how his feelings for Yugi were pretty much on the same level as his feelings for his little brother. That's why he had called Yugi and Yami over tonight. He wanted to tell Yugi the truth and he hoped that Yami would at least show up, even for just a moment.
Damnit, he knew he wouldn't be good at this love thing. One can't expect a slut to know how to love someone for real. Of course, if Kaiba caught him calling himself that, Seto would be in for a long lecture. Seto fiddled with his millennium heartpeice and frowned. Some millennium heartpeice holder he was, the heartpeice relied on the human emotion love and Seto wasn't even sure if he knew the meaning of it.
A knock at the door startled him and quickly gaining his feet, Seto walked into the hallway. He opened the door to be greeted by two large amethyst eyes. "Hello Yugi. I'm glad you agreed to come over tonight." Yugi gave him a hug and entered the house. Seto led Yugi into the living room and the two boys sat down in the spacious couches. "Thank you for calling and inviting me, Seto. I'm sorry Yami couldn't come." Seto frowned over at Yugi, "I figured as much." The two boys stared nervously around the room.
Deciding to break the ice and just come out with it, the not so shy Yugi turned to face Seto. They're eyes met for a brief second then Yugi just let it spill out in one fast sentence, " SetoI'msorrybutthisjustisn'tworkingoutandIthinkweshouldjustbefriends." Seto stared at Yugi and allowed his mind to register the jumble of words Yugi had just spoke to him. This isn't working out and they should just be friends!? Yugi frowned and lowered his eyes to the ground. When he looked back up again, Seto was smiling and giving him a reassuring look. "It's almost funny, Yugi. I was just about to say the same thing." Amethyst eyes met blue and the two young men found themselves wiping away tears of laughter. "Friends?" Seto asked and offered his hands. "Friends." Yugi smiled happily and shook Seto's hand, sealing their future.
An hour later after much more laughter, prank calls, and dueling Yugi left the mansion and accepted a ride home. As Yugi ran into the shop to go to bed, a figure standing in an alleyway watched with ominous hatred. The brunette would pay dearly for everything. The mysterious figure smiled to herself and left down the alley, leaving no trace of her presence.
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AnimeFan: Well, that's the first chapter of Forgotten Sorrows. Told you there would be a few pairing changes. Now the question is, who is this mysterious person and will Yami really go so far as to kill himself? Next chapter, Seto is sick of never hearing from Yami so he goes over to the turtle game shop to see him.
Next Chapter: Blood-Soaked Confessions