Disclaimer: Characters aren't mine, it belongs to Hiro Mashima.


Thousand Songs

Lucy's P.O.V.

Haaah… As I sighed in relief. I'm done with my homework and studies. All I am thinking now is how to get him out of my mind, how to get rid of him and how to become a stranger again where we were care less to each other and nothing's concern about unlike now.


I met him when I was a Sophomore. We're both new students here. Of coarse, new life and new friends. Since I am new here, I wanted to talk to everybody and get mingled. Someone caught my attention, he's too quiet and loner. I tried to talk to him but I think I am failed for the very first time. It's not that he didn't respond, it's just something that made me stop everything and lead us into nothing. With the instances and the way he acts, I found him weird not boring, AS IN WEIRD. All he knows to say is "I don't know", "Maybe" or "I guess". There's a moment that I tried to talk to him again "Do you have a crush?" I asked and I was sitting right beside him. "What crush?" he asked me innocently but in a monotone. "What? Is he too naïve that doesn't know the meaning of crush?" I just mentally slapped myself. "Well, crush is-..someone you like and admire. Do you have any?" I just gave him a genuine smile. "I do have." as he answered me bluntly, I left him and not bothering talking to him ever again. Time passed by, We don't have any communications, we see everyday but there's no any greetings it's like we're a ghost that we're pretending not to see each other. It's like we are not classmates at all. All of my focuses were on my studies and my close friends. Junior level came and just like always. We're not talking unless if I'm lazy to check the testpapers, I just give 'em to check it. He can't say 'NO' to a cute girl, haha.


When I heard rumors that he has a girlfriend, at first, I was shocked. I never heard him liking or courting someone here in the campus. But then I realized it nothing's impossible. They said that he was being forced and the most shocking is-… he's the one being COURTED. Wait-what!? I can't even believe it, is he that kind of boy? Just when I saw him, I walked towards to his direction hurriedly and asked "Is it true that Juvia is your girlfriend?" curiosity is all written in my face, "I don't know." he answered me bluntly, I just left him. "He doesn't know himself?" I thought with annoyance, "That weird guy." as I curse him in my mind.


The prom is coming, we are practicing a sweet chain dance. We have two boxes, I was in a box 1 and he's in a box 2. There was a time that we're only few practicing the dance. Since we're only few, we have to make one box. I have to dance with this dead person because a lot of changing partners, when I was about to turn around, he twirled me so heedlessly that makes me almost to stumble and I hate him for that. I hate him!


Now we're Seniors. There's so many things have changed when we became Seniors. It's almost two weeks when the class started and he's still not here. "Where's Gray?" asking Alzack which he gave me a confuse look. I know, it's not my thing looking and asking for someone. "Oh, he's still on vacation." he still gave me an answer after looking at me confusingly, "I see, thanks." just being impassive again.


Sorry if it's short guys and it's kinda boring but this is like Lucy's diary. Next time I'll make up and do better. I'm just a beginner and languages make me confusing. I speak French, Spanish, English, Filipino, Japanese, and Cantonese. So words are messed up, sorry. There will be two chapters coming next week. Please leave a review. I'll accept whatever kind of comment, I understand 'cause I'm a newbie here. Arigatou gozaimasu! ^_^