I Hate It,But I Love It

by SweetCupCakes

Just a look into Raph's head about the surface.

I hate it

I hate hiding in the shadows

I hate that I can only come out at night

I hate being trap down here when they are up there living there lives

I hate the fact that I know that I am nothing but a monster to them

I hate the fact that I rise my shell for them and they will never know I did anything

I hate the fact that I love it

I love the shadows covering me so no one can see me

I love the night air on my skin

I love being down here with my brothers where nothing can find or hurt us

I love watching the people walk past

I love being different from them

I love fighting to make sure that while I am down here no one up there is in danger

I love them not knowing who saved them

I hate it, but I love it

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I don't own ninja turtles