This is a BlackstarxMaka fic. I do not own anything except the plot. This was supposed to be fluffy, but it turned into angsty, sorry guys. This is the first fanfiction I've posted on this sight, so I'm kinda nervous. I'd love some feedback on my writing! I want to become a better writer! If you like it or want me to continue it, leave a comment in a review. Thanks and hope you guys enjoy!
Rain pelted down on the Death City, a rare occurrence for her people. I sat in silence with my feet dangling over the edge, not giving a damn about anything at that particular moment. I had my head tilted back with my eyes closed as the sky's tinny bullets rained down on my skin until I was numb, letting the rain soak up my thoughts. I took it all in, the rain soaking through my hair to the roots of my scalp to the wind blowing goosebumps on my skin. The world could end right then and there for all I care. I sighed.
I'd been pissed off all day.
It had started this morning when Tsubaki had burned the eggs, although I ate them anyway and asked for seconds. Everyone had seemed to be against me today; so unappreciative of the god in their presence. Whatever.
I looked out over the city, not a thought in my mind. I was alone, so I began to let myself unravel. No one saw me when I was like this. I didn't let them.
Squeekkkkk.
My blood ran cold, colder than the rain. I didn't turn around or open my eyes; a good assassin is always alert. Even if for a second he wasn't.
"Blackstar?"
I opened my eyes, but I didn't turn around. She was probably the only person right now who could've of gotten a response out of me. I suppressed another sigh.
"Blackstar," I felt something turn over in my stomach as she said my name. What the hell was that? "What are you doing out here in the rain, alone?" She added the last part in a addition like an afterthought.
Alone? What was that supposed to mean?
I heard silent footsteps coming towards me, when I felt something warm press against my thigh. My eyes darted towards the source of the heat. I started a little at what I saw, but recovered quickly.
Maka was sitting next to me. No, correction, she was leaning on me.
"What's wrong, Blackstar?"
I didn't respond.
I could feel her shoulders moving against my chest as she breathed in and out. My gut continued to toss and turn. I had yet to decide whether I liked it or not, but I decided not to do anything about it.
The rain continued to fall.
"I've never been up here before," she confessed to me when she realized she wasn't going to get an answer to her previous question, "the city's so pretty when it rains."
I could feel her breath on my neck. It was distracting.
"Blackstar, what's bothering you?
I was about to break, I was so close, I could feel it. But a god doesn't break. They stand strong and pretends nothing's wrong, that everything was fine.
I continued to look out on the city.
"Blackstar." It was a command, a command to look at her. I knew I couldn't ignore her any longer.
I looked down at her. I had known Maka for a long time, but it just occurred to me how pretty she was. He two pigtails and mint eyes stared up at me, blue challenging green, looking for an answer.
"What?" I said.
She pulled back to get a better look at me, my body instantly registering the loss of warmth. I missed it.
"Blackstar I've known you ever since we were little. I'm not stupid. What's wrong?"
I stayed silent for a moment as I contemplated her words. My feet suddenly seemed to become extremely interesting. But Maka was right, we had known each other for a long time, so I knew there was no fooling her. But I wasn't ready to tell anyone yet. I looked back up and met her eyes and took a deep breath and opened my mouth.
I didn't say anything. I couldn't say anything. When I looked up at her, I felt like it was the first time I had really looked at her.
Her white blonde hair was plastered to her face, and she had a mixture of annoyance and determination threaded through the way she held herself. And then there were her eyes. I had never noticed really paid any attention to them before; they were green. No, correction, they were more than just green: they were a mint foresty green that didn't seem to stop moving, pulling me into their depths hard as I tried to keep myself from drowning. And then her lips…
Before I realized what was happening, I did something totally stupid and something that surprised her as much as it surprised me.
I kissed her.
Right on those cherry red lips. 'What the hell are you doing?' a tiny voice in me said. I ignored it.
After a second of shock I felt her start to pull away, but I held her firm. I was already in deep shit, why not go all out?
And then the weirdest thing happened. She started to kiss me back.
At first, I was caught off guard, but then returned the kiss with a deeper passion. I'm not sure how but we somehow ended up against the wall of the DWMA, and I could feel her legs coiling around my torso. She was everywhere. I could feel her body molded up against mine, and I was loving ever minute of it. Wait, did I just think that? Whatever, I can't even form coherent thoughts right now.
I trailed my tongue along her lower lip, begging her to let me in. She complied. My tongue swarmed her mouth, and it was quickly clear to me she had never done this before. I pulled back for air, and was once again met with those damn forest green eyes.
We just stared at each other, neither of us exactly sure what just happened.
"You know, it is completely unfair when you look at me like that," I say before I can think. Stupid! Why did I have to say that!
She didn't reply.
Thoughts began to fire in my head like gun shots. Fuck, I knew that was a stupid thing to say, I should've just kept my stupid mouth shut, now the moments completely gone. Now she's going to leave and be completely disgusted and you are such a screw up and-
"Blackstar." I felt warm hands on either side of my face. How long had she been saying my name?
"Earth to Blackstar. It's OK…" I was completely blown out of the water from what happened next. If I was shocked before, it was nothing compared to this.
She kissed me.
It was a quick kiss, right on the lips, but it only lasted for a second. Of course my body chose then to turn bright red, my luck living up to its reputation. A slow smile began to creep onto my face; it felt nice.
What just happened?
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