Van... why?
"But's it's too little too late, no going back to the start, you only lose when you hesitate, and now that I would give you my heart, it's too little too late.."
Van... Did you really enjoy all those times together? Did we? Was it meant to be, or just a mirage, or just our hearts tricking us into something that actually wasn't truly there.. Or was it all just me pulling you into something. Was it just me been selfish forcing myself into your heart.. Can you hear me? Or do you want to leave me, again and again and continue to deepen this pain in my heart? 'Cause I need to know how you feel before I give you up completly, to shut my heart completly.
"If you need some transportation, from a world of tribulation, tell me your destination, I'll be - I'll be your ride, if you're out of inspiration, all you feel is desperation, consider this an invitation, I'll be your ride.."
But I want to let you know that I'll always be there for you no matter what our fate may be, even if you don't love me the way I love you, as long as you know. I don't want to let you go, because I love you, I really do. But I get a feeling you want me to go and so... I need to let you know how I truly feel about "us" right now..
"Why am I lonely? You're sitting right here, why am I talking, it's like I'm talking to the air, what am I looking for that just isn't there? Why am I angry and how'd it get so bad? And why am I missing what we really never had?"
All I ask is.. Why don't you love me, the way I love you? Why don't you feel things as deep as I do? I know.. We got a fundemental difference in matters of emotion But.. I need to feel you need me, like a river needs and ocean So.. Why don't you love me? I gotta know why..
But like I said earlier "who am I kidding, it wasn't meant to be" but you wanted a believer and I needed to belive, for every wall you built around you, I learned a brand new way to climb, and if I could've been your angel, I would've found a way to fly.. And I'm sorry that I couldn't be your one and only angel, but.. Where did I go wrong, Van?
"It's just too little, too late.."
I guess....
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------- *For this FanFic I used some Amanda Marshall songs. The lyrics are in the quotations. Sachiel.
"But's it's too little too late, no going back to the start, you only lose when you hesitate, and now that I would give you my heart, it's too little too late.."
Van... Did you really enjoy all those times together? Did we? Was it meant to be, or just a mirage, or just our hearts tricking us into something that actually wasn't truly there.. Or was it all just me pulling you into something. Was it just me been selfish forcing myself into your heart.. Can you hear me? Or do you want to leave me, again and again and continue to deepen this pain in my heart? 'Cause I need to know how you feel before I give you up completly, to shut my heart completly.
"If you need some transportation, from a world of tribulation, tell me your destination, I'll be - I'll be your ride, if you're out of inspiration, all you feel is desperation, consider this an invitation, I'll be your ride.."
But I want to let you know that I'll always be there for you no matter what our fate may be, even if you don't love me the way I love you, as long as you know. I don't want to let you go, because I love you, I really do. But I get a feeling you want me to go and so... I need to let you know how I truly feel about "us" right now..
"Why am I lonely? You're sitting right here, why am I talking, it's like I'm talking to the air, what am I looking for that just isn't there? Why am I angry and how'd it get so bad? And why am I missing what we really never had?"
All I ask is.. Why don't you love me, the way I love you? Why don't you feel things as deep as I do? I know.. We got a fundemental difference in matters of emotion But.. I need to feel you need me, like a river needs and ocean So.. Why don't you love me? I gotta know why..
But like I said earlier "who am I kidding, it wasn't meant to be" but you wanted a believer and I needed to belive, for every wall you built around you, I learned a brand new way to climb, and if I could've been your angel, I would've found a way to fly.. And I'm sorry that I couldn't be your one and only angel, but.. Where did I go wrong, Van?
"It's just too little, too late.."
I guess....
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------- *For this FanFic I used some Amanda Marshall songs. The lyrics are in the quotations. Sachiel.