I was bored so I thought that this wasn't such a bad idea, so…
Naruto doesn't belong to me, he belongs to Kishimoto sama.
Hope you like this chapter.
"Blah" talk
"BLAH" Shukaku
"Blah" thoughts
Chapter 1: Death in my heart
Gaara's Pov.
I sighed deeply, looking at the wild sea. Rogue waves hitting the surface without any mercy. Some people will never know, how wicked it could be, how it could take away the love ones from you. Sometimes I wonder if I was faster would she be alive now? Would she smile to me, making me happy just being there, with her? I hate my self for being alive, for being so weak not able to safe the only one that I loved and still love. It was all my fault, that the sea took away the only sunshine in my life.
Flashback
A pink head woman was sitting on the beach with her lover near her side. She was smiling even wider than the sun. Her pastel pink hair dancing in the air, and her beautiful green eyes sparkling with happiness. Grabbing her love by his hand she started pulling him to the water.
"Gaa kun! Let's go!" She playfully demand with her angelic voice.
"Sakura, it's dangerous" Gaara replied serious. It's true the sea was getting very wavy and it seemed that a storm was coming.
"But Gaa kun…" She looked at him with her cute puppy pout, that made Gaara give her anything that she want.
"Ok, ok!" He laughed when Sakura hugged him softly. Holding hands again, they got in the cold water. Sakura was giggling and splashing Gaara. He was about to catch her, when she tripped suddenly and plunge in to the freezing water. After looking around Gaara didn't see her anywhere and started panicking. The waves were getting bigger and that didn't help at all. After looking again and again, he spotted pink hair a few meters away, trying to reach her he saw that her hair, were stained with a crimson color and she wasn't moving. Getting wide eyed, he was about to grab her, when the sea got even more wild and the waves violently carried him away from Sakura. He tried to search for her, but she was long gone. He never gave up, hours have passed but he was still searching. The last thing that he remembered before everything gone black was his cherry blossoms silently smiling to him.
End of flashback/ Normal Pov
He woke up in the hospital a few days later, the doctors say that they never found the body. Nothing was left of her, just the sore memories of her smile that still haunts him. After the lost he never showed his emotions to anybody anymore, not even his best friend could help. Naruto was more than sad for loosing his childhood friend, but he never blamed Gaara for it. He knew that Gaara did everything he could to save Sakura. But Gaara didn't think the same, he hated being alive, nothing could help him. He was loosing his sanity and everybody knew that he needs help, so after Temari saw that Gaara was having drugs, she had put him in a mental hospital, preying the God, to help her little brother. It seemed that her preys were heard, because a few months later Gaara was released from that place and seemed a little better. He didn't take drugs anymore and sometimes even smiled. But he never slept again and that made him a little unstable. He even attacked Kankuro one time, because he got on his nerves with his puppets. Temari was out of hope, who knew that one persons death could have change people so much?
Not waiting to be attacked herself, she got a specialist for Gaara, and soon the things seemed a little better. The girl's name was Matsuri and she talked to Gaara about anything. She seemed to like Gaara more than a patient, but if she could help him Temari would not interfere. She just wanted to have her little brother back.
A year later
Gaara was walking down the street to meet Matsuri, they were supposed to meet at five p.m. and go for shopping. In the year they got really close friends and shared everything. He knew that Matsuri likes him more than that, but he tolled her that he needs time, and she agreed not to rush things. Maybe he was his old self, but the love for his dead fiancé never will be gone.
"Oh I'm so sad" Gaara heard an annoying voice in his head and just rolled his eyes.
"Shut up, leave now!" He glared at his demon, before bumping in to somebody.
"Oh, Konnichiwa Gaara kun" Matsuri greeted him with her high pinch voice.
"Hello Matsuri" He tried to smile, looking at the girl, who blushed taking his hand.
"Come on Gaa kun" he flinched at the name, but kept going not wanting to disappoint her.
"So…." Matsuri was blabbing about something, but Gaara didn't pay much attention, he was looking at the streets when suddenly he saw a little pink and stopped immediately.
"Could it be?" He thought wide eyed, not taking his eyes of the pink head girl.
Ok this really sucks… Sorry I'm just in a bad mode and was bored, so here are the results…
I don't know when I'm going to update, maybe never, maybe tomorrow.
Please tell me what do you think… puppy eyes