A short one-shot of SpecialShipping. Sort-of anti-SpecialShipping, but I have no hate against it. It's cute in all honesty, I just think it's way too over-rated. It's just a story, don't think I'm trying to hate against it. SpecialShippers; continue to be SpecialShippers! And make more fanfiction about them so I can read it! Thank you and enjoy~I still care about you. That never changed. I'm still smiling.
I admit I was disappointed when you rejected me, but I'm fine now.
But now I see that you're not smiling anymore, and that makes me depressed than ever.
I wonder day and night why you're not smiling anymore. Because one things for sure.
That's not the Yellow I was in love with.
I want that Yellow back. The cheerful Yellow that I used to know, the one I fell in love with. Your smile made everyone around happy and filled with joy by just upon seeing you.
Where has she gone? I miss that Yellow, and I'm positive everyone else does as well.
I see you everyday in the Viridian Forest, looking at your reflection in the tranquil pond in the heart of the forest and I wonder why you seem so melancholic. Was it something I did, or something I said? Did I cause this?
I asked you this yesterday, and you said it's not you, it's me. But I don't believe, somehow, that it's not me. If anything, I think I made you miserable. Maybe I shouldn't of asked you out.
And I could never forgive myself if I did cause this.
I don't want you to feel like the bad guy for rejecting me, really. All I want though, is to see your smile.
I found out why you were so sad and depressed. You asked Blue out, but he rejected you, and you got all sad. You don't need to be sad because of that. He's definitely not seeing who you really are.
I asked Blue why he rejected you, and he said it was because he was dating Green. I completely understood why Yellow was in such agony now! How could I have been so stupid...
You weren't at the tranquil pond today, nor at school. I got worried, so I went to go looking for you. I searched for hours, until I found you at the top of Mt. Silver, freezing. Why were you up there? It's freezing cold, especially in the winter. If I had found you later, you would've died. I gave you my jacket, even though it wasn't much.
But what really surprised me was that you rejected it, continuing to stay in the harsh cold. You yelled at me, and started to cry. You said you wanted that jacket to belong to Blue, you said that you wanted Blue to save you, you said you wanted Blue to love you, and hold you in his arms, and take you away from this world. I explained everything to you. I explained that it wasn't worth throwing away your life for him, explained that he wasn't going to come up here and save you, and I explained that he already has a girlfriend that he would do anything to save. You burst into tears at my words and buried yourself in my chest, crying, and begging me to take you away from here, away from everything.
I gave you my jacket again, and you accepted it and wrapped yourself around it. It was loose, but it would keep you warm at least. I picked you up and climbed down the mountain and took you back home where you belonged. It wasn't easy, but it was worth it. Why?
Because you smiled again.
