MissObsession here! Lately, I've been obsessed with Spirit and Kami and their relationship, and then Jorge The Plot Bunny decided to visit. A song-fic (loosely) on "Tell Me Why" by Taylor Swift. Not really a romance. No kissing or anything. Just references to SpiritxKami. Dedicated to my wacko big bro, Evan. Love you, Ev!
Spirit's P.o.V
There was a knock on the door. I opened it, only to find the woman who said she hated me. The woman who said she would never speak to me again. Kami. "Hello, Spirit." She said calmly. "Kami?" I whispered in shock. "No, it's Santa." She snarled. "If I remember correctly, you said you never wanted to see me again." I said. "I have one last thing to say to you Spirit." She said, never taking her eyes off me.
"Why?" was all she said. Why? What does she mean? I thought. "What do you mean, Kami?" I asked. "I think you know, Spirit." "No. Please enlighten me." She sighed. "Why? Why were always cheating? You married me. And you always said you wouldn't cheat whenever I caught you. So tell me, Spirit, tell me why." I was in shock. My ex-wife decided to pay a visit, only to ask why I cheated? Why was I dissapointed? She stood there, her olive green eyes boring holes into my face. I felt like dying. Kami's lips were pressed together, like she was keeping herself from saying something else. I still hadn't spoken. Her forehead began to turn red. It was a small part, only along her hairline, but I knew what it meant. It meant she was going to cry. I suddenly, for the first time in my life, began to feel guilt.
I told Kami I loved her. I married her. I had a child with her. I could ask myself that question too. Why did I cheat on her? I had always told Kami that I cheated because I was drunk. But I lied. I barely got drunk when I was with her. I didn't know what to say.
Kami was growing impatient. But the blush on her forehead grew. Her eyes watered. I felt like shit. She wanted an answer but I couldn't give one. She wanted an apology, but I couldn't force myself to say one. She wanted me to beg for another chance, but I knew I couldn't. I couldn't keep myself from flirting. I couldn't put her heart back together, just to break it into pieces again. I doubted I could even put her heart back together. Thinking back, I remember Kami had always fled to the bathroom and locked the door when she caught me with another woman. I also remebered hearing faint sobs emmiting from the upstairs bathroom. I hated myself. But I knew tommorow night I would just go back to the bar and flirt, without so much a thought to Kami.
"Are you going to answer, or should I just leave?" Kami asked, her voice thick. I didn't speak. I couldn't. The thoughts running through my head were going to fast to give an answer. The woman in front of me sighed. "Fine, don't answer me. But remember this, Spirit. I loved you. I really did. But you clearly didn't"
Ok, not to be a braggart, but that was friggin awesome. I really liked it. I hope all of you readers did too. I thought it would be fun to make Spirit feel guilt, cuz I doubt he's felt that before. Even if it was kinda short...I liked the ending. Please review!