Raven's P.O.V
I sat in my room at night staring out at the sleeping city before me for what seemed like the millionth time, this is what my life was like after they left. After everyone left. The team had fallen apart a few years ago and I was the only one who still stayed behind I couldn't seem to part with the memories. The memories of our teenage years our glory times when we were all still friends.
Now three years later I still sit here overlooking the city and listen to the silence wishing to hear the bickering between Cyborg and BeastBoy and Robin yelling at them. I listen for Starfire to come to my door and ask me to go to the mall of shopping. But it never happens, I have been waiting three years and still it doesn't happen.
I haven't made contact with the team since they left, Starfire left first. She was to return to her home planet and become queen after Galfore had died. Although Robin begged her to stay she went anyway leaving us with broken hearts and Robin an unused engagement ring.
Next of course was Robin, two months after the departure of Starfire he finally had enough and told us he was going back to Batman. So we let him knowing this was his way of grieving and we should let him be. Although a week later we called to check up on him and Batman answered saying he hadn't shown up at all. The next day a new hero called Nightwing had shown up and we knew who it was.
Cyborg was the next to leave. We had been living in the tower for a year and while this was happening Cy and Bee were dating. Eventually it led to more and they moved in both BeastBoy and I had attended their wedding. That was the night I had realized that I had feelings for BeastBoy and this feeling led to a relationship.
Our relationship had blossomed and we worked together side by side to keep Jump City save, but in all great romances the worst is yet to come. And the worst came like a cannon ball right to the gut. It had been a long day we had to fight Plasmus and Cinderblock and both took about two hours, add that with taking them to jail and filling out the paperwork even though we had brought them to jail a million times. We sat down on the couch and BeastBoy grabbed my hand, but I quickly moved my hand away. Lately my emotions have been coming out but not in the way I wanted. I have mostly felt anger and sadness, my emotions were all over the place and now I was angry.
"God Rae why are you acting like such a bitch lately?" He asked and I was taken back with the tone of his voice. "Well excuse me if I have been having a hard time controlling my emotions, why are you getting so mad?" I yelled back as I got off the couch and towered over him. He stood up and began to tower over my smaller form. "Because you have been like this for a few weeks I never know what you are going to be feeling next, either it's angry or happy or sadness or love I don't know if I can deal with these mood swings anymore." I shook my head and backed away. "Then why don't you just go if you can't take being with me any longer. Leave just like everyone else did I don't care anymore because if you really loved me then you wouldn't get mad at me over my emotions." I stormed out of the room and that's how I ended up like this, but on the contrary I am not alone.
A little girl enters the room and tugs on my cloak I smile as I pick her up. "What's wrong mommy?" She asks me with her bright emerald eyes. I smile as I show her the city lights. "Nothing's wrong sweetheart I'm just remembering your daddy and my friends." I say and she smiles but then quickly frowns. "Will I ever get to see daddy?" I look into her bright green eyes and remember BeastBoy. "Don't worry Amethyst you'll meet daddy one day." I say giving her a reassuring smile. "Now why don't you go back to bed I'll tuck you in a minute." I said as she nods and walks slowly back to her room. I turn back to the window and try not to cry I don't want to upset Amethyst when she finds out that her dad doesn't even know she exists.
I then follow after her to her room and give her a kiss and a hug goodnight before going to my own room and attempt to fall asleep.
A/N so what did you all think of the first chapter, I really hope this isn't too confusing. Well anyway I hope you like the first chapter and stick around for more. So far this is a one shot but if I get enough comments and views then I'm going to continue making this story. I know it's been forever since I posted on this website but I've been really busy lately and no ideas for stories have come up until now. So anyway hope you like the story. Thanks bye