Cry of Despair/Song of Joy

Descent

Falling. . .

The ground

Just vanished

From under my feet

Down

Down

Down. . .

It felt so firm

Stomp on it

Jump on it

It never moved

Never budged

Gone

Falling

Away from the light

See it above me

Fading

The mists of darkness swallowing it

As they envelop me

In their chilling embrace

Falling

Into darkness

Light gone

I can't see my hand

And it's right in front of my face

Dark

The absence of light

Nothing

I'm surrounded by nothing

Falling

Nothing to stop my descent

Into nothingness

Down and down

Faster and faster

I flail around

Desperately

Panicking

My heart pounds in mortal fear

Reaching for

Something to hang onto

Something solid. . .

Something. . .

Please. . .

Oh God. . .

Stop me

Don't let me go any farther

God. . .

God. . .

God. . .

Falling

Nothing!

All around me is absence

His absence

I cannot feel Him

Everyone far away

Far above

Nothing to hold onto

Nothing to cling to

Nothing to stop this descent

Into hell

Falling

Abandoned

Sweeping through me

A cold wave

The knowledge

He has abandoned me

Nothing to stop

This descent

Falling

Lack

Absence

Nothing

Nothing

Nothing

Falling

Where are you?

WHERE ARE YOU!?!

Falling

There is nothing around me!

Nothing to grab onto

No one to stop me

Grab at shadows

Grasp at darkness

Hands close on nothing

Panic

Flail blindly

Throw back my head

Scream

Falling

Falling

Falling

Then

Bottom

Hell

Author's Note

Obviously, unfinished work. The form came out oddly, but I like the way it works. I'm seeing at least two, maybe three more pieces. Maybe more, maybe less. . .