Well this is me..

Yeah i know what a disappointment..

Well let me fill you in a bit to my fantastically unaverage life, Names 'SHAR' I'm 17 an I'm the a virgin I've never done drugs or smoked a cigar in my entire existence I've NEVER been drunk. yeah i know how boring? well welcome to my world the world of a teenage girl who have a serious overprotective see my mum died giving birth to me an that stressed my dad for years he though of e as a burden and so he would abuse me, my brother would mostly take the hits though. we ran away when i was 14 since then I've trained and i have enough skills to kill someone with a skillful kick to the head. i also learned to professionally shoot a any gun as my brother is the lead of a drugs organisation an no i haven't murdered anybody that my dear .. is his job. You see however old I'am my brother doesnt want me mixed p in this stuff so he loads me with enough money to go around the world 500 and still have more but even though i have all this money i dont half spend as much as he gives me i mean 25.6 billon a month i cant even spend half without get boad within a few minutes. But one problem i do have is i havent learnt how to be social or interact with anyone i mean I'm always told I'm gorgeous and get whistled at but i never really did have friends they were always to creeped out by me? i never knew why and whenever i was near them i was quiet and used to stare into space but that's the effects of a abusive father.. i used to be funny an d friendly always happy for god knows the reason now I'm just depressed and quiet. I've been running from him for 3 years know and ever year he happened to catch me.. Every year.. like every year i would move to a different location and somehow this psychotic bastard still sent some letter telling my 'Happy Birthday' now that i think of it hats probably why my brothers so protective.

Anyways back to this moment in time, well I'm entering this place called forks well this town sounds shitty but the population is low and their is a school so it seems pretty cool. Except of course I'm definitely going to stand out I come from California hot and sunny to winter blizzards, you can even tell by how i look. I have mid back glossy chestnut brown hair slightly curly hair, extremely tanned copper colored skin although my skin isnt completely white it quite beige colored anyways you get what i mean. I have freckles just on my cheeks and the bridge of my nose. Surprisingly i have turquoise eyes yeah i know, and as somebody once referred to them 'model lips?'. I have size D boobs and huge hips which of course leads to a rather large ass, yet somehow my waist is tiny.. Somehow i can already tell this wont be a good decision to go into a school on your first day wearing acid dyed skinny jeans a ink crop top and vans in a white ferrari. Wow, i can already tell im going to be the topic of talk for a while.

Anyways here goes nothing. As i roll in to the car park fashionably late on my first day i felt every pair of eyes turn to my car 'thank god for tinted windows' I though but that soon faded away when i realized the only place left to park was the back of the car park where a bunch of other kids where hanging around their cars. Their gazed where all intense except one she looked at me as if we had known each other for ages, another was a boy large and muscular quite good looking to. 'Stop checking them out and drive before you screw up before you even meet this guy' I shook my head out of his gaze and drove to the spot near them. I parked perfectly and seconds later i was grabbing my bag and exiting the car that was when it occurred to me everyone was still staring at me most boys mouths awide looking hungry, and the girls jealous.

As i started to walk i could immediately tell that everyone was STILL watching me i mean jesus i could feel their eyes buning a hole into my back, i walked up to the registration office and entered. a sweet old lady noticed my presence and called me forward.

'Hello honeybunch, whats your name?' she asked

'erm... Shar.. Shar Danvers.' I stumbled over my words.

'oh, you must be the new girl. i can tell by the way these boys are looking at you.. looking at you like your their last meal.' her wise finger pointed to two boys behind me to which i turned to see them. on blushed while the other cleared his throat and turned away this of curse caused me to blush immensely and nibble my bottom lips.

'Anyways enough embarassment has been shed, i expect your here for your timetable?' she asked her grey eyes staring into mine.

' oh, yes please' i smiled.

'here you go sugar' she handed me a little map of the school and my timetable, i didnt really need help finding my way because its almost a proffession of mine to be able to read a map. i looked at my timetable though and noticed i have English first how i hate english, i just hope my teacheris more interestng than the subject. i began to exit the room when the lady called me back Sandra was her name, she then handed me a locker key showing me the number. i expressed my thanks and continued out onto the corridoor which f course was busy. but as soon as i enetred the corridoors slowed to a stop and all noise was now non exists. i began to walk to which the people made me a path and i walked though blushing like crazy with my head down.

I soon reached my locker and the same boy i saw in the car park was leaning against it eyes closed head rested on it,that was when i then noted how large he really was he was a definate giant compared to me im around 5'5 and he was atleast 6 foot or more. believe his friends owned the locker next to me because they to were staring at me intensely. I cleared my throat and his light carmel colored eyes stared down at mine in an instant.

i cleared my throat again then spoke ' ermm.. sorry but your leaning on my locker.' his face began to harden then soften like he was fighting himself for control. He then replied ' Apologies' he moved forward closer still staring longingly in to my eyes; i gasped lightly that was when i felt it this tugging in my chest as if i couldn't breathe without being near this being and i didn't even know his name. The moment was soon over because he moved to the side allowing me full access to my locker i then enter my locket taking out 2 books and a pen and began my venture to a amazing lesson can you tell the how excited I'am? (sarcasm) how long had i been in my locker for because when i turned around their was nobody in the the hallway except one girl but she was running to her lesson.

I must be late.. I hurried to english and soon i was entering the class and oh yes the dreaded moment i walked in and the teacher stopped half way through his lecture to look at me. A boy at the back of the room whisted lowly, looking me up and down while i believe his friend began whispering not low enough though.' thats the hot new girl..' I returned my attention back tot the teacher to have him staring at me. 'Huh?' i asked he began to chuckle. ' i asked where would you like to sit? Prefer my student to pick their seat makes them more comfortable in my lesson' his smile was friendly. ' anywhere i dont mind?' i replied 'She can sit next to me!' the bot i had ealier seen checking me out. ' I want her comfortable in my lesson Alex not eye raped?!' the class erupted into laughter while the boy scowled. ' I'll sit at the back thanks sir' i smiled. I made my way to the back of the room next to the eye raping dudes desk, he gave me an award worth smile which i believe was surpost to melting my heart but it didnt but i want friends so i smiled back. The teacher whose name is Mr Wilson continued his lesson 'right guys i know it sucks but today were doing Of Mice And Men and its paired work so Shar i believe its best to go with alex' I began to exit my chair when Alex was next to me staring at me eagerly with a cocky smile.

That was when i knew this lesson would be long..